#rolan posting

[astarionposting]

To be alone. 2/2

Honey, when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, I feel like a person for a moment of my life.

pls dont get flagged pls dont get flagged

had to move this cuz im scared LMAO

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Sub!Rolan Headcanons

pairing: Rolan x gn!Reader (no pronouns or descriptions used, just "you")

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suggested prereads: NSFW Rolan Headcanons | General Tiefling Headcanons

OH MY GOD WHERE DO I START

So please read my general NSFW headcanons for him if you haven't already

A lot of this post is written assuming you and Rolan are in an established relationship

Right off the bat, I will say that he's not super kinky - at least not in the harder BDSM kind of way

Might be an unpopular opinion, but it must be said

I will elaborate on it later!

As I mentioned in my other NSFW hcs, he sees sex as a very intimate thing, and he wouldn't be open to doing it anywhere that wasn't private

He'd still be reluctant to do anything with you in his office - you'd have to work up to that; he prefers your shared bedroom over anything else

He will literally do whatever you want, his motivation is always to please you - you come first (heh)

All he wants to do is make you feel good

(respectfully, he'd be very easy to boss around and take what you want from)

He wants you to take from him - and he'd be so happy if you let him bring you pleasure

But you know what's even juicier? What gets him going even more?

When you don't let him touch you

When you focus your energy on making him feel good rather than yourself

Now THAT is the way to get him begging and whimpering for you

It's a great inner conflict for him - he doesn't want to allow himself to be put first, he wants to be the one making you feel good, not the other way around... but at the same time, he knows how much it gets you off, and isn't that his main goal?

So he'll absolutely take it, he'll do whatever you say, even if you're telling him to lay back and let you at him

In the beginning of your sexual relationship, there is a lot of protesting about this - "my love, please, I want to make you feel good, just let me please you," as he's laying naked on the bed, and you're licking a long stripe up his cock with half your clothes still on

but he quickly realizes how much you get off on it, so the protests subside and he actually gives into it

within no time, he's begging you to touch him and to let him cum for you

So if the overarching idea I wanted to drill into your head in the original NSFW post was how he sees sex as a very intimate thing, then the idea in this post is how much he pleads and begs when you focus on his pleasure

after a while of being together, he's so in love with you and he trusts you so deeply, he'd be so sensitive to you he would barely need you to touch him sometimes (I may or may not be writing a fic about this hehehe)

He's very vocal, especially if you express how much you love the sounds he makes

You get a lot of "mmmmm" and "aaahhhhh" types of moans from him, and at first, they're at the same pitch he normally talks in

but the second you get him really worked up, most of them are higher pitch and choppier - things like "ah.. ahh.. ah" and GOD it's delicious

When he's not begging for you, he loves to tell you how incredible you feel or how perfect you are to him... or he'll thank you

alright, time to elaborate on kinks

the general idea is that he would enjoy things that don't involve pain - no matter who's giving and who's receiving, pain would be a firm line for him that he is not willing to cross

However, he'd be turned on by things like that happening in the moment as a result of your pleasure

like if you dug your nails into his back and left scratches all over him because of how good he was making you feel

he wouldn't be turned on by the scratching, he'd be turned on by the fact that you were doing it because of how he was making you feel

it's the same thing with pulling his hair or gripping a part of his body really hard (like his arms or waist) - he wouldn't like it if you do it just to do it - the fact that it was a testament to the pleasure he gave you would make his head fucking spin

the only instance of pain that he'd be alright with you willingly inflicting on him is if you took the skin of his neck between your teeth in a mating bite - especially if one or both of you were close to your orgasm, it would absolutely send him over the edge

100% has a praise kink - it's so absurd how gratifying it is when he hears you say how good he's making you feel, whether it's from your moans or your words

Your sounds will literally be met with one of his in response almost every time

Rolan likely wouldn't be interested in any sort of physical restriction during sex - things like ropes or anything meant to hold one of you in place

to be fair, you wouldn't really need them anyway - you could just tell him to keep his hands off of you until you say so, and he would (but not without struggle)

and if he slips up, well then you get to... correct him however you see fit... and isn't that the fun part?

and here are some other spicy things he would be able to get down with if you were into them: calling you mommy/daddy, edging/orgasm control, a hand around his throat (light squeezing, if at all), body worship, pegging, breeding, overstimulation, being marked, and dirty talk (especially when it's accompanied by praise)

and a few other firm lines he wouldn't want to cross: degradation/humiliation, sensory deprivation, and public sex

Y'all ever think about Rolan crying during sex?.... cuz I do!

Don't worry, it's never because he's feeling negative emotions

It might be a rare occurrence, but it's definitely possible and I see it happening because of 3 different circumstances:

1) he is immensely horny, his cock is beyond throbbing hard, and you've finally given him an orgasm - one that makes his ears ring and his eyes water, and he's literally crying in pleasure (it's more like a few tears from how powerful the orgasm was but you get the point)

2) you're having extremely intimate sex with him - perhaps something upsetting has happened or is about to happen, and he's finding comfort in you making love to him and showing how much you care about him. The mix of emotions and his deep feelings for you could absolutely send him into some soft tears and a symphony of gentle "I love you"s.

or 3) he is, again, greatly horny and you're edging him and denying him of his orgasm, over and over, and at some point, it's almost like his body breaks, and you see a few tears stream from his eyes

imagine it, you once again remove your hands and mouth from his desperate, leaking cock right as he was about to spill over the edge into the point of no return. your actions cease and he throws his head back with a cry from the sudden lack of stimulation. With exacerbated breaths, two small tears drop from the outer corners of his eyes as his orgasm recedes back into him.

The tears aren't because he's uncomfortable or frustrated, they're an amalgamation of how many times you brought him to the edge that night, only to halt your movements right before he could cum, finally having built up something in him until they broke loose (rolan crying fic coming soon heh <3)

In moments that he's feeling particularly submissive, he might ask for validation - things like "Am I doing good? Am I making you feel good?" in a desperate whimper

and when your orgasm gets closer? He's begging you to cum for him, begging to feel you orgasm, encouraging you like it's life or death - "Come on, my love, please, come on, cum for me"

depending on the day, he might also say things like "take me", repeating it over and over, "take me, please.. agh, take me, my love, take me, I want to be yours, make me yours" (bite him <3)

and when you finally cum, all he can do is cry out at the sensation, his own climax bubbling to the surface

he nearly falls into a trance with how amazing he feels with all of the sounds and feelings around him

if he's inside you, it's the sound of his balls slapping against you and the lewd, wet noises coming from between your bodies, the feeling of the most sensitive parts of your skin under his palms (and his in yours) - that's the moment he wants to live in for the rest of his time

and when his orgasm finally arrives, he's begging your permission for his release, and (if he's inside of you) to let him finish inside

He cums especially hard with a chunk of his hair balled up and pulled by your fist, your teeth biting down on his neck, and your body pressed as close to his as physically possible

and as his load shoots out from him, sending rippling shockwaves of bliss through his body, he practically prays to you at that moment, worships the ground you walk on like you're a deity from the Outer Realms

and yet, you made him feel things so deeply and profoundly, more powerfully than any god has ever (and would ever) make him feel

once he's able to speak again, he only continues his words of praise and love - wanting to make sure you know how incredible you make him feel (as if hearing the noises he makes wasn't enough)

Aftercare is big for him, and it's a tossup between who takes the lead in it (unless you have a preference for one way or the other)

Rolan loves to continue to care for you after sex, wanting to make sure you're comfortable and hydrated - often suggesting a bath together

If he's particularly spent after everything, he prefers to stay close to your chest - and really loves it when you stroke his back or run your fingers through his hair; which would 100% earn deeply contented purrs from him

I hope you all enjoy this one, I loved doing it quite a lot! Sub Rolan is my ultimate cup of tea, I think about it constantly. As always, comments and reblogs are always deeply appreciated and I read eVERY SINGLE COMMENT AND TAG <3333

[astarionposting]

1999. 1/2

Hold me close and say you care, cause I'm in love with your brown hair; The way you touch me is a curse, and I'm not willing to let it all hurt.

did a spicy rolan set... part 2 is a bit more so it might get flagged i dunno :(

[drizztdohurtin]

Rolan Heacanons: Pregnancy

pairing: Rolan x pregnant!reader (use of she/her pronouns)

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What to expect: angst, some fluff, and slight references to NSFW

Suggested pre-reads: tielfing hcs | deciding to start a family with Rolan

01. Pregnancy

at first, the new smell of your pheromones only woke his body up a little bit - almost like a small rush of adrenaline - but as it continued to intensify, so did his senses, inciting alertness within him

by the time your pregnancy was confirmed by a cleric, his body had become so well attuned to yours that he almost always knew what you needed

it was more of instinct than anything - he'd be going about his day and suddenly get the idea to bring you some water and a snack and make sure you were comfortable

despite everything that had led up to you finally being pregnant, he was still scared

despite how he had thought about it for so long, telling you that he was ready for a baby only once he truly knew that he wanted to start a family

despite how he had become so keen to give you a baby during the months you two tried to conceive almost every single night - desperate to give you what you desired

despite how he had become upset every time he sensed your period approaching, the familiar twang of guilt in his chest never failing to strike him

despite it all, he was scared - worried - once your pregnancy was confirmed

he began to think about all of the things that had always held him back from having children in the first place

his fear of not being able to bond with his child

his fear of the harassment his child could face

his fear that you, the person he loved more than anything, would experience the pain of having to watch your child go through such things

and he hoped to the Gods that he hadn't done something he would end up regretting

he tries every day to force his mind to be different; he hopes, sometimes even prays, to the Gods that he will be able to bond with his baby, and that he won't let either of you down

every time a new milestone happens, when you enter a new trimester or start getting new symptoms, or when your baby finally starts kicking, almost all he can feel is anxiety - and he figured there had to be something wrong with him

despite the hours he spent next to you at night, his forehead and palm pressed against your growing bump as you slept, waiting and hoping to finally feel the things he knew he was supposed to

despite the hours he spent awake at night while you slept, watching to make sure you didn't turn too far onto your stomach or back in your sleep - sometimes falling asleep on accident and shooting awake with fear as his hands desperately felt for you

despite the way his entire body would become overwhelmed with love and adoration every time he saw you, your growing belly as evidence of his love for you - of your love for him - for everyone to see

he figured he was defective - that he didn't deserve to be a father, especially not the father of your child

despite his fears, every day he vowed to do his best to take care of you, appreciating his lineage (for the first time in years) for giving him the ability to always be tuned into your needs

despite his fears, he still cared deeply for the health of his little love in your belly

he attends every single appointment with you, worrying the entire day that the cleric will give bad news

and when they tell him that both mother and baby are perfect, he makes them triple-check before he's rid of his worries

pregnancy is already difficult, but there's an added layer to it when a non-tiefling is carrying a tiefling's child

this is something you both knew before deciding to conceive, and it was just another reason he had been apprehensive about starting a family with you

but you would do anything to have his babies - knowing your pregnancy might be harder than normal didn't deter you in the slightest

and thankfully, it wasn't any more uncomfortable or painful than any other pregnancy would be, it's just that your body is constantly compensating for the fact that your child's body temperature is higher than yours

this means you're burning calories at a much higher rate than normal - causing you to have to eat and sleep more often

by the time you're 6-7 months in, you're sleeping at least 12 hours per day

because all of your energy goes into growing your baby, you're left to feel rather lethargic every day, unable to do many of your normal tasks and hobbies

he'd often apologize to you, feeling remorseful for the state he's put you in, sorry that you can't get up and do many of the things you used to

and of course, without fail, you always remind him there's no reason to be sorry, there's nothing you'd rather be doing than growing and protecting his baby - even if it meant that you'd always be tired and hungry

and you'd often try to apologize, too, feeling sorry that so many responsibilities had fallen onto him given your state

but he'd barely let you get a word past "I'm sorry" out, never wanting to hear the mother of his child thinking she had anything to apologize for

Rolan keeps track of your sleeping and eating patterns, often being the one to cook for you and wake you up to eat, especially once you get to the point where doing it yourself becomes too much of a task

the safety, comfort, and health of you and his baby take precedence over any of his responsibilities as the master of Ramazith's Tower

so he ends up being very glad he took on a few apprentices before your pregnancy, as he can redirect much of his lower-level work at the tower to them, allowing him to focus on caring for you

He prefers to always be near you while you sleep, which at first is easy enough because you just sleep at night time with him

but eventually, you start having to sleep during the day too, and he has a hard time concentrating on his work in his office when you're sleeping somewhere else in the tower

so one day he buys you a comfortable chaise for his office, and that becomes your daytime nap spot

he tries to get you up and moving every day, but on the days it actually works, he really likes taking you into town for fresh air

he'd probably ask some customers or colleagues for recommendations on baby/maternity shops in the city that he can take you to

he'd be noticeably protective over you - another effect that your pheromones had on him

not in the sense that he's puffing his chest out and flaring his nostrils whenever someone so much as looks at you

he just wants to keep you and his baby safe and comfortable - and he's more confrontational when he needs to be

he understands you might not have the energy to stand up for yourself, so he will step up for you without a second thought

if you tell him you don't want people to touch your stomach, he's more than alright being the "asshole" to step between you and the stranger and tell them not to touch you (lowkey doesn't want anyone else touching your belly either)

any threats to your comfort are taken just as seriously as threats to your safety

Rolan is obsessed with your belly throughout the pregnancy

he loves your pregnant body so much, he embraces every single thing about it

he also just loves touching your body and holding you close

(it probably does get him riled up, but that's another post for another time)

he'll run a bath for the two of you every night so that he can hold you and relax with you - the bath itself offering the added bonus of relieving some of your daily aches and pains

there would be a few moments throughout your pregnancy where he'd sincerely thank you for carrying his child

he'd see the way your body had to change and grow, and the aches that accompanied it, he'd see the pains of false-labor contractions, the headaches, and how you'd become a little weaker due to how much you had to sleep each day

he'd thank you for the sacrifices you made, and he'd just hope that he was doing enough in return

once you finally go into labor, he'd be far more calm than most would expect him to be

like, yeah, he's scared to hell and back about it, internally

but he wasn't the one doing the scary part - you were - and he intended to be everything you needed him to be

[astarionposting]

more rolan bc im down bad

[drizztdohurtin]

My take on Rolan poll:

Not a virgin but forgets that because he hasn't had sex after the first time because life was too stressful and busy

I have quite a lot of thoughts about Rolan losing his virginity and what happens going forward, but yeah this seems very Rolan-coded

Either that or (since I know so many of us are big fans of demi rolan) his very few sexual encounters have been with somewhat random people so he just didn't enjoy it very much. Because of that he just wasn't interested in trying to find more partners... and, yeah, life was probably way too stressful on top of that to even be worried about it.

I like that you say he "forgets" that he's not a virgin actually... I can totally imagine a situation with Tav when he's falling in love with them and they're about to have sex for the first time -- bro is lowkey PANICKING because he's thinking to himself like 'I've never done this before oh hells I'm not going to know what to do, how do I please them??'

Once they get to the penetration part he remembers he HAS done it before, he DOES know what to do, but in his mind he's just a little flabbergasted like.... 'I had no idea this is what it was supposed to feel like.' (and going forward from that first time with them, he literally cannot get enough... he wants them every minute of every day dhfhadsfhad he's like FUCK this is what I've been missing out on huh...)

[astarionposting]

Rolan 2/2

But for all he's worth, He still shatters always on her earth, The cause of every tear she'd ever weep.

[drizztdohurtin]

I've always said that babies + toddlers are just living, breathing suicide attempts. It seems like they're try to end their lives at every opportunity. Also, it's a common phenomenon that second-born children are crazier than the first. So, I can see Rolan's firstborn son being a little angel. Sweet, docile, never getting into any danger or trouble, always wanting to be near his parents. His very nature is what convinced Rolan that a second child would be a grand idea.

But that second-born daughter? Rolan is convinced she exists to humble him. Absolute menace to society, even at a very early age. I feel like Rolan has half a head of gray hair by the time his second child is two years old.

Rolan looked away for five seconds? The girl is wobbling on unsteady, chubby little legs on top of the dining room table.

Rolan and his wife stopped to say a quick "hello" (literally all they get out is "hello") to someone in the market? The adorable little terror is haphazardly sprinting toward some horses & already fifteen feet away. (Rolan questions how the hells that's even possible, because at a walking pace, the girl is wobbly, yet if she's running, she's fast as can be.)

Rolan is busy making dinner while the tot wanders around the kitchen? When he turns around, his little princess is standing on the handle of a drawer to reach higher, aaalmost wrapping a fat little fist around a gigantic knife atop the counter.

The amount of times Rolan has had to use mage hand to catch his darling daughter from falling, doing something dangerous, or running into danger is positively astronomical before she's even three.

But she's also SO FUCKING CUTE. Chubby cheeks, big eyes, light brown hair in little pigtails, and executes all her chaos in big, frilly, pastel dresses. She has Rolan wrapped around her finger without even trying. (As does his firstborn, of course.)

As a secondborn child, yes!

(you unknowingly just ordered a large yappuccino)

Summary: baby #1 is what makes Rolan realize how badly he wants more kids and baby #2 is what makes him consider getting a vasectomy. if there is a baby #3, they either came about on accident or after you succeeded a DC 25 persuasion check

Baby number one, a beautiful boy whose appearance mirrors his father's, is just an angel. He never cries except when he's hungry or uncomfortable, he always wants to be held by his dad, and he never gets into trouble - even in his terrible twos. He always wants to be close to his dad, and is very interested in everything he watches Rolan do. Once he gets a little older and can understand language, he always asks Rolan to read to him, tell him stories, or teach him about anything that comes to mind.

As his son gets older, despite how he very much still clings to his father when he's being put to bed for the night or how he asks him to hold him while he cooks dinner for the family, Rolan still misses the times when his son was tiny. The times when he got to hold his infant on his chest and feel him cuddle against him, his tiny tail wrapping around his wrist. So he asks his wife for a second child.

Then baby number two arrives, and I could absolutely see this one being either a boy or a girl (I think my brain normally leans toward a boy). Another beautiful red baby with features from both their mother and father - and boy are they a lot of work. They give Rolan a run for his money, but he would never dream about having it any other way.

They're a colicky baby, spending much of their first year alive crying for hours in the night as their father does everything in his power to comfort them. He often becomes discouraged when nothing works, feeling horrible when they're only able to sleep because they exhausted themselves by crying for so long.

Once they're old enough to move around on their own, Rolan becomes quite dejected when he realizes they don't want to be held and cuddled like his first did. It would take him time to get used to how independent they were, wanting to explore without him and not paying much attention when he spoke to them.

Baby number 2 makes up for baby number one's lack of terrible two's - and it's exactly how you described. They're quite happy during the day, just running around, exploring, and always getting into trouble. I think Rolan would learn pretty fast how to keep them safe, but they still always had him on his toes. He'd allow them to explore near him, keeping the end of his tail wrapped around their waist in case he needed to keep them from falling or sprinting off.

Eventually, he learns how to do all of these things with them in a way that doesn't discourage them from being independent, that way he can still keep them safe as they play and explore their surroundings. I think they'd remind him a lot of Lia when she was little, and it would be incredibly endearing to him, despite how often they give him a heart attack.

Other imagery with baby number two:

rolan always having to fish gross crap out of their mouth bc this baby's favorite thing to do is put things in their mouth

which includes their tail, his tail, their older brother's tail, and absolutely anything they find on the floor

literally always climbing on shit

baby is a hilarious sleeper - always in goofy positions or with their mouth hanging wide open, drool going everywhere (Rolan doesn't even care if they drool all over him if that's the price he has to pay to be able to hold them)

they were a colicky baby but once they get a bit older, they rarely cry - even when they're in pain, which is a little worrying to Rolan

they think literally everything is funny, and is extremely ticklish

they're one of those babies that's always in just their diaper and a shirt because they get dirty so often or they are so hard to change that you just kinda have to let it happen

Literally is the messiest eater on the planet and while it's kind of adorable it still nearly sends Rolan into orbit