Quick, fast, viral love is the unhealthiest thing you can put your heart and body through. It's okay to feel shit for some one right away. For some, that's the fun part. but moving someone in to your house and life when all you REALLY know about them is what their ass tastes like in the dark doesn't a long term relationship make.
I am starting to see things so, so, clearly now.
I am glad for this 20/20 vision...even if it is in hindsight.
We were asked to evacuate this morning. Once again...here i sit. Holy crap being poor blows.
My legs started hurting this week. Inactivity is the devil. I miss being able to exercise. I hope I find my motivation soon. For my pants sake.
I suck at flirting. If you think I am flirting with you, please put me out of my misery and just tell me you want to bang me already because HOLY SHIT AM I BAD AT THIS.
I am swollen and sore and achy inside. My uterus is fucking pissed at me and it wants to rip me to pieces.
My surgery was a success in the sense that I no longer sit on 4 inches of cotton every month but it turned my vagina into a sand box and my lady parts are pushing out dust when I walk.
I need a drink..or seven.
I am saddest when other people dictate what I can or can't do. If I want to be friends with someone..if I want to be close to someone..and the feelings or actions of someone else are preventing me from doing that...it makes me so fucking mad I want to stab people.
My ass hurts.
I don't know either.
RAM WADING FOR LIFE, YO!!
I am just one huge fart away from my goal weight.
I am sure of this.
It's snowing.
How not awesome is that?
