UR SO RIGHTT about everything but specially about ada. i have never and will never understand why people hate her. she's the best character ever and it makes people mad i think!! i saw her for the 1st time when i was like.... 10 i think and i was blown away i was like this is simply the best character to ever exist and i love her. and i still feel the same way tbh she's amazing and i love and i need capcom to stop being little bitches and give her an entire game or something!!!
oh my god babe sorry i never saw this ask but im assuming you sent it a while ago :(
anyway here's a stupid little analysis about why i love re2r/re4r ada bc talking about her makes me feel insane. i know you did not ask for this but idc i love her
i love ada so much genuinely one of my favorite re characters she is everything to me. she's not a good person. objectively, she's not. on the cringey ass alignment chart that dnd players use, i'd put her at true neutral. she is self-serving. she is selfish. she does what she can to protect herself, she is not doing bad things because she is bad, but because she doesn't feel responsible for the impact she has on others.
she's 24 in a run-down raccoon city, with a mission to obtain the g-virus. simple right? but then she sees a poor, naive young man, maybe a couple years younger than her. he's no threat to her, and she feels sympathetic watching him struggle. it doesn't hurt her to help him, and so she does. it's not done out of a selfless duty to protect others. it just doesn't hurt her mission.
in exchange for saving him, he helps her. she realizes he thinks she protected him selflessly, and suddenly feels a need to push him away. she tells him he can walk away. the silence after leon says, "no chance, you're stuck with me to the end." is sooo telling.
and then he gets shot in the shoulder protecting her. so what is she supposed to do? leave him behind? she's growing attached to him by the minute, and he has done nothing to deserve being left to die. so in a moment of deciding between her selfishness and her attachment, she, for the first time, chooses to help him at her own expense. it's so pivotal for her.
but she still leaves him, and runs after annette. in the end, she wants to help, but she won't sacrifice everything for him. the fact that she gets injured and needs leon to come to her rescue tells her that she needs him too, and she's not some looming guardian angel. she's human and fallible and her injury means she needs assistance finishing her mission.
and in the end, even after she slips out of leon's grasp and falls to her 'death'. she still comes to his rescue at the end. he was never just a pawn to her. he was all she had to get the job done.
she still protects him in the shadows from that point on. and being rejected by him at the end of re4r is so soul crushing to her, you can see it on her face. he wanted to see the good in her, but there is a difference between being good because you are moral and being good because you love someone. just because she helped doesn't make her a good person to him, and that's what hurts the most.
anyway like forget about leon for a second. ada practically abandons her missions at multiple times for him. she is cold upfront to protect herself, and despite it going against her missions, she does what she can to protect who she cares about. she’s not outright cruel, but she’s calculated. she’s deadly but she’s caring and i love that about her.
plus she reminds me of myself in some ways. she’s the moon to leon’s sun in re2r and that makes me want to sob.
giving aki a handjob and ure like wow ur so hard today like what happened and he tries to act like it's because of u but then u catch him looking at the discount prices on the supermarket promo u got from the store u went to that morning
is this my first ask to u ? god i hope it's not cause what a first impression to give
ur fuckin him on the couch in front of the tv and he suddenly has to tell you to slow down bc an ad for a discount carpet cleaning service just came on and he is about to bust
hiii i just noticed u changed ur theme!! new one is sooo cute!!!!
but i just. i have thoughts and i feel like i had to share them somewhere. i think leon is a menace in general but also just... older leon(re6? idk i just love re6 leon sooo much. but also i feel like this is more in character for di leon just because i feel like he's a lot more comfortable with himself there) being an absolute menace to You specifically and sharing awkward details about sex nd ur lifes nd stuff to people who did very much Not ask just to bother u..... idk i just really like the idea of leon getting to be annoying after having to be all serious and shit all his life!! he knows u love him and he can be annoying and lowkey weird and ur not going to leave him or make him feel bad about it!!!! so he just can't help but overshare every single detail about ur lifes to anyone that talks to him so u get embarrassed and try to tell him to shut up </33
omggg thank u baby!!
NOOO BC I TOTALLY GET WHAT U MEAN !! do i think re6 leon would be like this? no honestly not really. but di leon??? i could totally see him being annoying and silly. he doesn’t like actually bothering you, but he becomes more comfortable ‘bugging’ you. not like actually!! but just like!! he likes seeing you get a little annoyed with him, watching you get flustered or embarrassed when he says a little too much to someone else, just being a menace in general!!
re6 leon is truly the most beautiful man ever tho. he could never bug me. he’d tell people the intimate details of our sex life and i’d be like “yeah? what of it? i’m the one that gets to fuck that beautiful man so who should really be embarrassed rn??” haha
i downloaded the sims to make aki and use the sex mod on him and my sim and i just want u to know menthol has me looking through tattoos for him... so any details i should keep in mind? do u have an idea of what tattoos he actually has?
HELLLOOSDFKSJDFS PLEASE KEEP ME UPDATED ON YOUR ADVENTURES WITH SIM AKI IM SCREAMING I NEED TO KNOW. @akitachi and i have a few ideas of some of his tattoos ONE OF THEM IS A FOX BUT I CANT SAY TOO MUCH OTHER THAN THAT BC THERE'S A REVEAL THAT GOES WITH IT....some things will be revealed in menthol pt 3 and some in the prequel BUT ! ! ! !iwas just talking to merc last night about the tattoo coverage and they were saying he has the jobkillers (neck, hands - there's a reason for this in menthol u will find out next chapter) and also ::
everyone telling u about their sex life meanwhile im here(a virgin who doesn't masturbate) cause reading smut is very entertaining.
i gotta say the idea of sex? amazing, love that. actual sex? never got around to it and now the actual thing feels kind of distant (not that i mind tho, my libido is very very low) and i don't rlly think about it that much
WHEN U SAID ITS ENTERTAINING i imagined u poring over smut with a monocle as if its some sort of intriguing document SDLFSLK im hollering BUT YESYES i def think it's fun to read even if you don't necessarily use it to get off or anything! like sometimes its just a wild and entertaining ride ! ! ! ! AND YEAH its completely separate from irl things i think that's totally normal!!
so aki is hot and all but what do we think about angel cause i'd definitely give years off my life for him to touch me
HELLLOOOO to be honest angel is such a funky little guy to me ive never really thought about lewding him before!!! HOWEVER... i am looking at this... i am seeing ur vision.. CONSIDERING HIS ATTITUDE i actually could see it being a really fun time KFDLSL
came across ur post about gator realizing he's in love with u mid line of coke nd i was like ooh fun nd cute! and then i clicked on ur blog nd the post about him needing guidance nd not fixing just knocked me out like ur SO right he just needs a little push in the right direction</3 anyways following u cause u just get him ♡
hehe thank you ! gator is so misunderstood by most, but i can see he's just a scared little boy looking for compassion and understanding. isn't that all anyone wants? he just doesn't know how to ask for it, poor thing
i should definitely say hi more often yeah😭😭 specially cause ur one of my fave blogs on here!! i dont actually have a main blog. a year ago or so i was like u know what i dont really feel like having an actual blog anymore. and then i made this one to just keep track of stuff i read and enjoy and here we are now!!
also the fact that ur thanking me for the comments is so sweet like thank YOU for sharing ur work!!!!!!!! i love love love everything u post from the full on fanfics to the rambles to the little thoughts and asks u answer sometimes!!!!!! (<- the ask about older leon with a younger mommy STILL lives in my mind rent free. i think that one altered my brain chemistry a little too much ngl) and also u always sound so nice and sweet its very nice to follow u and read u!!!
HI omg im so sorry i have been so bad about responding to asks lately omgggg anyway pls forgive me for i am just a girl :3
ohhh that makes sense!! well any i def follow u so we're besties now contractually haha make sure u read the contract next time see its right here in line 3 of paragraph 5 of page 10 where if we become mutuals you automatically have to be my bestie no take backsies!! sorwwry hehe
u literally don't have to thank me for sharing my work it's not like its groundbreaking lol it's just mildly poetic porn !! i just like getting and people telling me what a great writer i am it's great for the ego lmao
ughhhhh older leon younger mommy brainrot... shes in her twenties he could be her dad but she's mommy ughhhhhhhhh i love love love so much
OMG :,( i'm glad u like me and think i'm nice and sweet bby that's the best compliment everrrr omg i hope you know that YOU'RE really nice and sweet and amazing and wonderful and and and !!!! thank u for reading truly it's so like. so so so cool that people like the things i write i could genuinely tear up about it it makes me so happy !!
