chapter five || Salt in the Summer light - R. Sukuna
Ryomen Sukuna x F!Reader
You married your first love the moment he came home from prison, mistaking devotion for safety and protection for mercy. In the quiet of a secluded house and the hush of locked doors, you learned his charm was only a costume—and that every “dinner guest” was a coin he flipped for sport. You were not his victim in the usual way. You were his kept secret: the soft thing he kissed goodnight before he went to become a monster.
Before your body became a map of nausea and fatigue. Before your home became something you measured in exits and silences. Before love started to taste like metal.
Now summer meant you were off work—no classroom, no little voices, no painted handprints, no reason to be anywhere but inside that house with him. The days stretched long and bright, and the sunlight felt almost cruel in how it insisted the world was still beautiful.
You stood in front of the mirror with trembling fingers, smoothing a soft dress over your belly—still small, still early, but already yours in the way your palm instinctively returned to it. You wore light makeup to hide the exhaustion that clung to your eyes. You brushed your hair slowly, carefully, because moving too fast made your stomach turn.
Behind you, Sukuna watched from the doorway.
He’d been quiet all morning. Not the brooding quiet that meant danger—something else. Controlled. Focused. Like he’d already decided how this day would go and was simply waiting for the pieces to fall where he wanted them.
“You ready?” he asked.
You nodded, then hesitated. “Can you… can you be nice?” His mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. “I’m always nice,” he said dryly. You swallowed, knowing what he meant by it—how nice could be a mask he wore like skin. How easily he could charm a stranger into forgetting their instincts. How he could turn warmth on and off like a switch.
Your fingers found the band on your finger—promise, marriage, possession, all wrapped into one piece of metal. You took a breath that didn’t feel like enough.
On the drive, Sukuna kept one hand on your thigh, thumb stroking in slow, absent circles. The road cut through trees and heat shimmered off the asphalt. The radio played low, some easy summer song that didn’t belong in your life. The restaurant your parents had chosen sat in a busy area—public, crowded, safe in the way only witnesses could be. You understood. You didn’t blame them. You were grateful and ashamed at the same time.
When you walked in, the air-conditioning hit your skin like a sigh.
And then you saw them.
Your father stood first.
He looked the same and different all at once—hair a little grayer at the temples, face thinner, eyes deeper with worry. He didn’t hesitate. He crossed the distance and wrapped his arms around you tightly, holding you like he was trying to confirm you were real.
“My baby,” he murmured, voice breaking just slightly. “I missed you.” Your throat tightened. You tried to smile, but it came out small and fragile. “I missed you too,” you whispered.
Your mother rose more slowly, hands clasped together, eyes already wet. She touched your arm, your shoulder, your cheek—soft, careful, like you were breakable.
Then your brother.
Adrian looked exhausted—scrubs wrinkled, a hospital badge still clipped to his chest, faint shadows under his eyes that residency carved into people. But his arms were strong when he hugged you, and the way he held you was fiercely familiar. “Hey,” he murmured into your hair. “I’m here. Okay?” You nodded against him, swallowing a sob.
When you pulled back, you felt it—the pause. The shift. The air changing shape.
All three of them looked at Sukuna.
Sukuna stood slightly behind you, towering in the restaurant entryway like he didn’t belong among linen napkins and polite laughter. His pale pink hair fell around his shoulders, his eyes too vivid, too sharp. He wore black like always, body broad and still, hands relaxed as if he hadn’t just walked into the one place where he wasn’t worshipped or obeyed.
Your father’s expression hardened—not angry, not loud.
Just… closed.
Your mother’s smile stayed soft but strained, like she was forcing it through fear. Adrian’s jaw tightened. His gaze flicked once over Sukuna’s hands, his posture, his face—like a doctor assessing risk without calling it that.
Silence stretched.
Sukuna didn’t offer his hand. He didn’t greet them. He simply looked at them as if he’d been dragged to a nuisance appointment he planned to outlast.
Your father cleared his throat.
Slowly, stiffly, he extended his hand.
He didn’t say hello.
He didn’t say it’s nice to meet you.
He didn’t say thank you for coming.
He just held out his palm like a man putting a boundary on the table.
Sukuna looked at the hand.
Then at your father.
His expression didn’t change, but you saw it anyway—something dark moving beneath the surface, a quiet rage like a blade drawn halfway from its sheath.
You could almost feel what he was thinking.
Weak.
Fearful.
Pathetic.
A man who didn’t understand that politeness couldn’t stop anything. Sukuna took your father’s hand with a grip that was firm but not aggressive—controlled, measured, the kind of handshake that didn’t break bones but made a point.
Your father’s face didn’t soften. He didn’t smile. Your mother swallowed, then stepped forward with that gentle, careful courage that had always lived in her. “Thank you,” she said softly, voice polite and trembling at the edges. “For bringing our daughter to see us.” Sukuna’s eyes narrowed slightly, like bringing irritated him. Like he wanted to correct her—she came because I allowed it.
But you slid your fingers into his hand and squeezed, a silent plea.
Please.
You guided him toward the table, your touch light on his wrist. “Sukuna,” you murmured, trying to keep your voice steady. “Sit with me.” He looked down at your hand on his, then up at your face. For a second, something unreadable passed through his eyes—possession, tenderness, anger, all tangled together like barbed wire wrapped in silk.
Then he looked at your family again.
Your father’s chin was lifted, rigid with restraint. Adrian’s gaze stayed sharp and guarded. Your mother’s smile was still there, but her hands trembled slightly where they rested on her purse strap.
Sukuna’s mouth curved into something cold and faint.
“No,” he said.
The word hit you like a small slap.
Your breath caught. “What—?” He pulled his hand from yours slowly, as if even that small connection was his choice to grant or remove. “I’ll wait in the car,” he said, voice calm. “Take your time.” Your stomach dropped.
Sukuna turned slightly, already angling away, as if the decision had been made long before you entered the restaurant.
You stepped forward instinctively, panic flaring. “Wait—no, you can’t just—” He looked down at you, and his eyes held that familiar warning: Don’t make a scene.
You swallowed hard, voice softening into pleading. “Please. You can stay. It’s… it’s fine. Sit with me.” He scoffed quietly, the sound like a blade being sharpened. His gaze flicked to your father, then Adrian, then your mother—measuring, judging.
“No,” he repeated, colder. “I can’t stay.” He leaned down and kissed you.
Not a sweet kiss. Not a comforting one.
A claiming kiss—slow and deliberate, lips pressing into yours like a seal. His hand slid to the back of your neck, holding you still just long enough to remind your body who it belonged to. You tasted him—mint, coffee, something sharp—and when he pulled away, your lips felt bruised with the tenderness of something that wasn’t tender at all. “Enjoy,” he murmured, voice low enough only you could hear. “I’ll be right outside.”
Then he walked away.
Boots on tile. Broad shoulders cutting through the restaurant like he owned the space anyway. He didn’t look back.
You stood there with your breath caught in your throat, eyes burning, hands empty at your sides.
Something in your chest ached so hard you thought you might break in half.
Because even though you knew they hated him—
Even though you knew they feared him—
Even though you knew, deep down, that him sitting at that table would turn the air poisonous—
You still didn’t want him to go.
You didn’t want to be alone with your family’s love, because love meant questions.
Love meant seeing you clearly.
Love meant noticing the tremor you tried to hide.
And behind you, your mother touched your arm gently.
“Sweetheart,” she whispered, voice soft as a lullaby. “Come sit.” You nodded, blinking back tears, and followed them to the table— while outside, somewhere in the parking lot, Sukuna waited in the car like a shadow with a heartbeat, watching the door, patient as a predator, letting you have your borrowed hour of sunlight before the night reclaimed you.
You slid into the booth with your family like you were stepping into an old photograph. The table was set with worn menus and sweating water glasses, the kind of restaurant that tried to feel warm and familiar—wood paneling, soft lights, a low hum of other people’s conversations drifting like smoke. It should’ve been comforting. It should’ve felt like home.
But you could still feel Sukuna’s mouth on yours.
You could still feel the weight of him outside, waiting in the car like a shadow that knew your name. Your father sat across from you, shoulders squared, hands folded near the menu as if he needed something to do with them to keep from trembling. Your mother sat beside him, posture careful, eyes never leaving your face. Adrian slid in next to you, still in scrubs, smelling faintly of antiseptic and exhaustion—hospital air clinging to him.
When the waiter came, all bright politeness and practiced warmth, you felt yourself straighten automatically. “Hi there, folks,” he said. “Can I start you with—” Water. Tea. Something light. Your mother’s voice was gentle. Your father’s was clipped. Adrian ordered quickly like he needed to return to the world where he knew what to do.
Then it was your turn.
You glanced at the menu, but your stomach was too sensitive for the words to settle. Twelve weeks along and your appetite came and went like weather.
“I’ll have—” you began, then paused. “Actually… could I add an extra meal?” The waiter smiled. “Of course. What would you like?” You swallowed. “The grilled chicken plate. Extra rice. And can you pack it to go?” Your father flinched.
It was small—just a twitch of his mouth, a barely-there tightening around his eyes—but you saw it. You always saw the little shifts in people now. You’d learned to.
Your mother looked down at her hands. Adrian’s gaze flicked to you, concern narrowing his eyes.
You felt heat rise under your skin.
The waiter nodded, scribbling. “You got it.” And before anyone else could say anything, you spoke—too fast, too soft, like you needed to bury the moment before it grew teeth. “I’ll pay for his,” you said.
Your father’s eyes lifted.
You met his gaze, heart thudding.
“I know you don’t mind treating me,” you added quietly, forcing steadiness into your voice. “You always have. I’m your daughter.” Your throat tightened. “But you don’t have to pay for him,” you finished, softer. “I’ll take care of it.” Your father stared at you for a long moment—his jaw working like he was swallowing words he didn’t trust himself to say in public. Then he nodded once, stiff and silent, as if nodding was the only safe thing he could do.
The waiter left.
Silence tried to sit with you.
Your mother broke it gently. “How far along are you now?”
“Twelve weeks,” you answered, fingers curling around your water glass.
Her eyes softened, something maternal and aching swimming there. “Oh, sweetheart…” Adrian’s expression shifted—professional interest layered over brotherly worry. “Any nausea? Blood pressure okay?” You nodded quickly. “Yeah. Just… tired sometimes.” Your mother leaned in slightly, voice low as if the booth could be a confessional. “Are you overwhelmed?” You blinked. “What?”
Her smile was careful, too careful. “Being pregnant is a lot. And being… isolated can be hard on a pregnant woman.” The word isolated landed like a needle under your skin.
You felt your back stiffen. You forced a small smile. “I’m okay.” Adrian’s tone was gentle but edged. “You sure? You don’t really—” He hesitated, eyes flicking down, then back up. “We don’t hear from you much.”
“I’ve been sick,” you said quickly. “That’s all.” Your mother’s fingers twisted together on the table. “We just worry.” Your father’s voice entered, low and controlled. “It isn’t healthy to be alone all the time.”
You felt your chest tighten.
You knew what they meant.
You knew they weren’t just talking about pregnancy. They were talking about the house. The distance. The way your world had shrunk until it fit inside Sukuna’s hands, and you felt something defensive flare—hot, immediate, almost instinctual.
Because he might be a monster, but he was your monster.
Because he might terrify you, but he was also the only thing that felt like it belonged to you now.
Because your family’s fear felt like judgment, and judgment felt like a threat—like they might try to take something from you, like they might try to pull you away and make you admit things you weren’t ready to admit.
You forced a brighter tone, tried to turn the conversation. “So, Adrian,” you said quickly. “How’s residency? Are you still on—” But your father didn’t follow you into the safer subject.
Instead, he looked at you—really looked—his eyes tired with love and something sharper beneath it. “Your room is still there,” he said quietly. “At home.” Your stomach dropped.
The restaurant suddenly felt too warm. Too bright. Too full of air you couldn’t swallow.
Your fingers tightened around the glass until it hurt.
“In case you ever want a change of scenery,” your father continued, voice steady but careful. “Just… a few nights. A break. You don’t have to ask permission.” Your throat closed.
You felt the nausea crawl up your chest like a hand.
Change of scenery.
A break.
A lifeline.
You stared at him, hearing all the words he didn’t say: in case you need to run. Your mother’s eyes glistened, and she reached across the table as if she wanted to touch your hand but didn’t dare. Adrian’s gaze sharpened, flicking to the door, to the parking lot beyond the windows, as if he could see Sukuna’s car like a threat waiting in the heat.
You swallowed hard.
You wanted to throw up.
You wanted to cry.
You wanted to scream at them for offering you a door you were too afraid to walk through. Instead, you set your glass down slowly and pressed your palm flat against your belly as if to steady yourself.
You lifted your eyes to your family and spoke with a calm you didn’t feel.
“I’m happy with Sukuna,” you said.
Your father’s face tightened.
You kept going, voice trembling only slightly. “I love my home. And Sukuna takes care of me.” Your words tasted like something you’d practiced in the mirror. “I don’t need a change of scenery,” you finished, quieter. “I’m fine.” The silence that followed was thick and miserable.
Your mother blinked, tears threatening. Adrian’s jaw clenched. Your father looked like he’d been punched, but he didn’t raise his voice. He just stared at you like he didn’t recognize the way you were holding yourself.
The waiter came back with food and set plates down carefully, unaware he was stepping into a battlefield.
You barely touched yours.
You moved through bites like obligation.
You nodded at the right times. Smiled when your mother tried to talk about benign things—the weather, the restaurant, a neighbor’s new dog.
But your chest kept tightening.
Because you could feel the distance growing between you and them—felt it like a rip in fabric, widening with every careful sentence.
And somewhere outside, Sukuna waited.
You checked the time once. Twice.
Finally, when the waiter returned with the to-go bag, you took it like it weighed a thousand pounds.
You set your napkin down slowly.
Your hands were shaking.
You stood.
Your family looked up at you, startled.
“I should go,” you said, voice thin.
Your mother’s lips parted. “Already?” You nodded, throat tight. “He’s… he’s waiting in the car.” Your father’s eyes darkened. “He can come in.” You shook your head quickly, a tear slipping down before you could stop it. “He doesn’t want to, and I’m not comfortable with him sitting alone,” you whispered.
The lie was soft.
The truth was sharper: I’m not comfortable with him being out there, unsupervised, with his anger and his boredom and his patience.
You reached into your purse with trembling fingers and pulled out cash. More than enough. You placed it on the table—enough to cover your meal too, so no one could say you’d taken anything from them today.
Your father stared at the money like it insulted him. “Sweetheart—” your mother began, voice breaking.
You swallowed hard and wiped your tear away quickly, but another slipped down anyway. “I’m going back to my husband,” you said, voice trembling with something that sounded like devotion and felt like fear.
You clutched the to-go bag against your chest.
Your father stood halfway, like he might stop you, like he might gather you up and carry you out of this life by force.
But he didn’t.
Because he didn’t know how.
Because he knew there was a monster in the parking lot with your name in his mouth.
You leaned down and let your mother hug you quickly, her arms tight and shaking.
Adrian stood too, pulling you into a brief embrace, his hand hovering for a second at your back as if he wanted to shield you from the world.
“Text me,” he murmured harshly. “Please.” You nodded.
Then you looked at your father.
He stared at you like he wanted to memorize your face.
He didn’t say goodbye.
He couldn’t.
You turned and walked out of the restaurant with your heart in your throat, the air-conditioning giving way to summer heat the moment the door opened.
The sun hit your skin, bright and indifferent.
The parking lot shimmered.
And there, in the car—waiting exactly where he said he would—Sukuna sat like patience itself, watching the entrance. As you approached with the bag in your hand and tears drying on your cheeks, you realized something with a sinking clarity: Even when he wasn’t in the room, he was still the one everyone arranged themselves around.
Including you.
The car door shut with that familiar, sealing sound—like the world outside was a room you weren’t allowed to keep.
The air inside still held his scent: clean soap, metal, something sharp beneath it that never quite left. Sukuna sat in the driver’s seat with one hand on the wheel, posture relaxed, gaze lifting the moment you slid in.
He looked at you once—really looked—and his eyes narrowed.
“You’ve been crying,” he said.
It wasn’t a question. It was an observation, like he’d spotted a crack in glass.
You tightened your grip on the to-go bag in your lap. Your throat burned.
“It’s nothing,” you whispered.
Sukuna’s jaw flexed. “What happened.”
You shook your head quickly, staring down at your hands. “I just… didn’t want to eat alone with my family.” Your voice trembled despite your effort. “I wanted you there too.”
Sukuna stared at you like you were saying something irrational.
“Your family didn’t even want me there,” he said flatly. “I was doing what would make everyone happier.”
The word happier tasted wrong in his mouth—like he didn’t believe in it, like he only believed in quiet.
You shook your head again, faster this time, tears stinging behind your eyes. “It doesn’t matter,” you murmured.
You turned to look out the window, blinking hard, watching the restaurant shrink behind you.
“It doesn’t matter,” you repeated, voice smaller. “I’ll just… I won’t go to dinner with them next time.”
The sentence came out like a resignation letter you’d written a hundred times in your head.
Sukuna’s mouth curved faintly—as close to approval as he gave.
“Yeah,” he said. “That’s probably better.”
You nodded, still facing the window, letting the summer light smear into soft blurs over glass. The road hummed under the tires. You didn’t watch where he turned. You didn’t ask. You didn’t have the energy to follow the map of his choices.
You only noticed the change when the car slowed.
When the familiar line of storefronts slid past.
When something old and sweet tugged at your memory like a sleeve.
Sukuna stopped.
You blinked and finally looked up.
The little shop sat there like a relic—bright signage, a small boba-and-taiyaki window, the kind of place that smelled like sugar and warm batter and teenage summers. A place you used to go to when you were still in high school, when your biggest fear was being late for class and not… this.
Your breath caught.
Sukuna killed the engine and glanced at you like he’d been waiting for that expression.
Your face brightened despite yourself, a startled flicker of light crossing something that had been dim for too long.
“You—” you began, voice soft. “Why are we—”
“You looked like shit,” Sukuna said bluntly, already unbuckling. “So we’re getting you something sweet.”
It should’ve sounded harsh.
Somehow, it didn’t.
He got out first, rounded the car, and opened your door with that same controlled gentleness he’d been using more lately—hand steady, eyes watching you as you shifted your weight. When you stepped out, he kept a palm at your lower back, guiding you across the pavement as if the world might tilt without him.
The heat outside wrapped around you like a blanket.
Inside the shop, it was cool and bright. The glass case gleamed with pastel treats. The air smelled like brown sugar syrup and vanilla ice cream, like a childhood you weren’t sure you deserved anymore.
You stared at the menu, suddenly overwhelmed by choice.
Sukuna stood beside you, tall and still, looking completely out of place and completely confident in it.
“What do you want?” he asked.
You swallowed, eyes scanning the options, and your voice came out shy as ever. “Um… matcha boba. And… strawberry milk. And… a taiyaki with red bean—if they have it.”
Sukuna hummed, like he’d expected exactly that. “Anything else?”
Your cheeks warmed. “Maybe… ice cream too.” Sukuna glanced down at you. “Pick.” You hesitated, then pointed. “Vanilla… and… maybe the black sesame one.” Sukuna looked at the cashier. “We’ll take both. And make the taiyaki fresh.”
The cashier smiled brightly, scribbling. Sukuna pulled out his card like it was nothing, like money was just another tool. He even ordered something for himself—coffee boba, plain, and a taiyaki without ice cream.
You glanced at him, surprised. “You’re getting one too?” He scoffed softly. “What, you think I’m going to watch you eat in silence like some creep?” The cashier laughed awkwardly. You bit the inside of your cheek to stop a smile.
When the treats came out, warm taiyaki tucked into paper sleeves, cups sweating cold sweetness, Sukuna carried most of it without complaint. You followed him to a small table near the window.
For a moment, the two of you sat like you used to—like there wasn’t a world of blood and fear behind your front door. Like you were just a couple on a summer afternoon, hiding from the heat with sugar and ice.
You took a sip of your matcha boba. Lavender and oat milk bloomed on your tongue, soft and familiar.
Your shoulders loosened a fraction.
Sukuna watched you, eyes quieter now. “Better?” You nodded, and a small sound escaped you that almost resembled relief. “Yeah.”
He leaned back in his chair, one arm draped over the backrest, long legs stretched slightly under the table. He looked at you like you were something he’d built with his own hands and didn’t want anyone else to touch.
“You were really going to stop seeing them,” he said, voice low.
You stared down at your drink. “I just… don’t like how it feels,” you whispered. “Like I’m doing something wrong no matter what.” Sukuna’s mouth twitched. “You’re not doing anything wrong.”
You glanced up at him, surprised.
He shrugged, like it wasn’t kindness—like it was a statement of ownership. “They’re the ones making it complicated.” Your cheeks warmed, not with comfort, but with the strange, sick ease of being defended by someone who could be so cruel and still choose you.
You took another sip and tried to smile.
Sukuna watched you for a moment, then tilted his head, eyes narrowing faintly like he’d decided to change the air.
“You know what I realized today?” he said. “What?” you asked softly.
He leaned forward slightly, voice dropping into that dry, teasing cadence he used when he wanted your attention. “Your dad looked at me like I was a cockroach in a suit,” he said.
You choked a little on your drink, cough-laughing as you covered your mouth. “Sukuna—”
“It’s true,” he continued, dead serious. “Like if he shook my hand too long, he’d need antibiotics.” A surprised giggle slipped out of you—small, involuntary.
Sukuna’s eyes flicked to your mouth, and something warmed in his expression. He looked pleased in a way that felt too rare.
Then he added, even drier, “And your brother? He looked like he was trying to diagnose me from across the room.” You laughed again, cheeks flushing. “He’s a doctor. It’s what he does.” Sukuna hummed. “Yeah. Well. Tell him his diagnosis is wrong.” You blinked. “What do you mean?”
He took a slow sip of his drink and said, perfectly straight-faced, “Because I’m not clinically insane.”
You stared.
Sukuna’s eyes glinted.
“I’m just professionally committed,” he finished.
For half a second you were silent—then you gasped, laughter bubbling out of you before you could catch it. It startled you, the sound of your own amusement, like hearing a song you’d forgotten you knew.
Sukuna watched you blush and giggle like it was a prize. “Look at you,” he murmured, almost satisfied. “I still know how to make you laugh.” Your smile faltered slightly at the edges, not from him—but from the truth hiding behind the sweetness.
Still, your cheeks were warm, and your eyes were brighter than they’d been in days.
You lifted your taiyaki, took a bite, and the warmth of it spread through you—simple, sugary, harmless.
Sukuna reached across the table and brushed his thumb over the corner of your mouth where a bit of ice cream had threatened to spill. The gesture was tender. The look in his eyes was not. “Eat,” he said softly, like an order and a gift at the same time. “You need to keep your strength up.” You nodded, swallowing around the lump in your throat.
Outside, summer kept shining like it didn’t know anything.
Inside, for a little while, you let yourself pretend you were just a girl in love, sitting across from the boy who used to walk you home.
And Sukuna let you pretend—because he liked the way your laughter sounded.
Because for him, it was proof you were still his.
By the time you got home, the sun had started its slow descent, painting the living room in shades of amber and gold. You felt full—pleasantly so—the kind of fullness that came from sugar and warmth and something that almost felt like normalcy. You kicked off your shoes at the door, padding across the hardwood in your socks, and flopped onto the couch with a soft, satisfied sigh. Your body sank into the cushions, your head tipping back against the armrest, eyes fluttering closed.
"Tired?" Sukuna's voice came from somewhere behind you, low and amused. "Mm," you hummed, a smile tugging at your lips. "Full. Happy."
The word slipped out before you could catch it, and for a moment, you wondered if you should take it back. But then you heard his footsteps—slow, deliberate—and you didn't have time to second-guess. He appeared above you, leaning over the back of the couch, his face upside down from your perspective. His eyes were dark, warm in the fading light, and his mouth curved into something that might have been a smile if it didn't look so hungry.
"Happy," he repeated, like he was tasting the word. "Good." And then he leaned down and kissed you.
It was soft at first—gentle, almost sweet—the kind of kiss that made your chest ache because it felt so normal. His lips moved against yours slowly, and you sighed into his mouth, your hand lifting to touch his jaw, fingers brushing over the sharp line of it.
But then his hand slid down, over your shoulder, across your collarbone, and lower—cupping your breast through your shirt with a firm, possessive squeeze.
You gasped, the sound muffled against his mouth, and your body arched instinctively into his touch. Heat flooded through you, sudden and overwhelming, and you moaned—soft and breathy and entirely involuntary. Sukuna pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes half-lidded, his thumb brushing over your nipple through the fabric. "There she is," he murmured, voice rough. "My needy little wife." Your breath hitched. "Sukuna—"
"Shh." He kissed you again, deeper this time, his tongue sliding against yours as his hand kneaded your breast, fingers pressing in just hard enough to make you whimper. "Let me take care of you." He moved around the couch with the kind of ease that came from knowing exactly what he wanted. You watched him through half-lidded eyes, your pulse thrumming in your throat, as he knelt in front of you, his hands sliding up your thighs.
"Sukuna," you whispered, but it wasn't a protest. It was a plea.
He smiled—slow and wicked—and hooked his fingers into the waistband of your shorts. "Lift your hips, baby." You obeyed without thinking, your body moving on instinct, and he pulled your underwear down in one smooth motion, tossing them aside like they were nothing. The cool air hit your skin, and you shivered, suddenly hyperaware of how exposed you were, how vulnerable.
But Sukuna didn't give you time to feel self-conscious.
He spread your thighs with his hands, his palms warm and rough against your skin, and leaned in, his breath ghosting over your center. "Look at you," he murmured, almost reverent. "Already so wet for me." Your face burned. "Sukuna, please—"
"Please what?" He pressed a kiss to the inside of your thigh, his lips soft, his teeth grazing just enough to make you gasp. "Tell me what you want."
"I—" Your voice broke, your hands fisting in the couch cushions. "I want you."
"I know you do." Another kiss, higher this time, closer. "But I want to hear you say it." You swallowed hard, your chest heaving. "I want your mouth," you whispered, the words trembling. "Please, Sukuna, I need—" You didn't get to finish.
He licked a slow, deliberate stripe up your center, and the world tilted.
Your back arched off the couch, a broken moan spilling from your lips, and your hands flew to his hair, fingers tangling in the soft strands. "Oh—" Sukuna groaned against you, the sound vibrating through your core, and his hands gripped your thighs harder, holding you open as his tongue worked you over with devastating precision. He knew exactly where to lick, where to suck, where to press—knew your body better than you did, sometimes.
"Sukuna," you gasped, your hips rolling against his mouth, chasing the pleasure that was building too fast, too intense. "Oh god, Sukuna—"
"That's it," he murmured against you, his voice muffled and rough. "Let me hear you, baby. Let me hear how good I make you feel." You couldn't stop the sounds spilling from your throat—high and breathy and desperate. Your thighs trembled, your fingers tightening in his hair, and when his tongue circled your clit with just the right amount of pressure, you cried out, your whole body tensing.
"Good girl," he praised, his voice dark and satisfied. "So fucking good for me." He sucked your clit into his mouth, and you shattered.
The orgasm hit you like a wave, crashing over you with a force that left you gasping, your body convulsing as pleasure rolled through you in hot, pulsing waves. You moaned his name—over and over—your voice breaking, your vision going white at the edges. Sukuna didn't stop. He worked you through it, his tongue relentless, drawing out every last tremor until you were shaking, oversensitive, your hands weakly pushing at his head.
"Too much," you whimpered. "Sukuna, I can't—" He pulled back, his lips glistening, his eyes dark and hungry. "Yes, you can," he said, his voice rough. "But I'll give you a minute." He stood, and you watched through hazy eyes as he pulled his shirt over his head, tossing it aside. His chest was broad, muscled, covered in the dark lines of his tattoos, and your mouth went dry at the sight of him.
He unbuckled his belt, the sound of metal clinking making your pulse spike, and then he was pushing his jeans down, his cock springing free—thick and hard and already leaking at the tip.
Your breath caught.
"Come here," he said, his voice low and commanding.
You sat up on shaky legs, your body still humming with the aftershocks of your orgasm, and he guided you back down onto the couch, positioning you so your head was resting against the armrest, your body stretched out beneath him.
He braced one hand on the back of the couch beside your head, his body leaning over yours, and with his other hand, he guided your palm to his cock. "Touch me," he said, his voice rough. "I want to feel your hands on me." You wrapped your fingers around him, and he groaned—low and guttural—his hips jerking forward into your grip. He was hot and hard and slick with precum, and you stroked him slowly, your thumb brushing over the tip, spreading the wetness.
"Fuck," he hissed, his head dropping forward, his breath coming in harsh pants. "Just like that, baby. Just like that." You tightened your grip, your hand moving faster, and you watched his face—the way his jaw clenched, the way his eyes squeezed shut, the way his mouth fell open on a groan. He was beautiful like this, you thought distantly. Undone. Vulnerable.
Yours.
"I love you," you whispered, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
His eyes snapped open, locking onto yours, and for a moment, the world narrowed to just the two of you—his body hovering over yours, your hand wrapped around his cock, the sound of his ragged breathing filling the space between you.
"Say it again," he demanded, his voice rough. "I love you," you repeated, your voice trembling. "I love you, Sukuna." He groaned, his hips thrusting into your hand, and you could feel him twitching, could feel the way his cock pulsed in your grip. You focused on the tip, your thumb circling the head, pressing into the slit, and he cursed, his hand slamming against the couch beside your head.
"Fuck, baby, I'm—" His voice broke, his whole body tensing. "I'm gonna come."
"Please," you whispered, your hand moving faster, your eyes locked on his face. "I want to see you." He came with a groan that sounded like it was ripped from his chest, his cock pulsing in your hand as he spilled into your palm, hot and thick. You watched him—watched the way his face twisted with pleasure, the way his body shuddered, the way his breath came in harsh, broken gasps.
And when he finally stilled, his chest heaving, his eyes dark and sated, you felt a strange sense of pride.
You did that. You made him fall apart.
He looked down at you, his gaze heavy, and then he leaned down and kissed you—slow and deep and possessive. "My perfect girl," he murmured against your lips. "My perfect fucking wife." But even as he kissed you, you could feel the need still thrumming through your body—the ache between your thighs that hadn't been fully satisfied. You shifted beneath him, your thighs pressing together, and he noticed.
Of course he noticed.
He pulled back, his eyes narrowing, and a slow smile spread across his face. "Still needy?" he asked, his voice low and teasing.
You bit your lip, your face flushing. "I—"
"It's okay," he said, his hand sliding down your body, over your stomach, between your thighs. "I told you I'd take care of you." His fingers found your clit, and you gasped, your hips jerking up into his touch. He circled it slowly, teasingly, and you whimpered, your hands clutching at his shoulders.
"Sukuna, please—"
"I know, baby," he murmured, his voice soothing even as his fingers worked you over with ruthless precision. "I know what you need." He slid two fingers inside you, and you cried out, your back arching off the couch. He curled them just right, hitting that spot that made your vision blur, and you moaned—high and desperate and completely unrestrained.
"That's it," he praised, his voice rough. "Let me hear you. Let me hear how much you need this." His thumb pressed against your clit, and you shattered again—faster this time, harder—your body convulsing as pleasure tore through you. You sobbed his name, your nails digging into his shoulders, and he worked you through it, his fingers relentless, drawing out every last tremor until you were boneless, spent, your body trembling with aftershocks.
When you finally came down, your breath coming in ragged gasps, he pulled his fingers out slowly, and you whimpered at the loss. He brought his fingers to his mouth, licking them clean, and the sight made your stomach clench with a fresh wave of heat. "Perfect," he murmured, his eyes dark and satisfied. "You're so fucking perfect."
He leaned down and kissed you again—soft this time, almost tender—and you melted into him, your body pliant and sated.
"I love you," you whispered against his lips. "I know," he said, his hand sliding up to cup your cheek. "And you're mine. Always." You nodded, your eyes fluttering closed, and for a moment—just a moment—you let yourself believe that this was enough.
That love could be this simple.
That the house wasn't listening.
That the locks on the doors were just locks.
The precinct smelled like old coffee and copier heat—paper dust and sweat and summer rain trapped in fabric. Fluorescent lights made everyone look tired, even the ones who pretended they weren’t. Detective Mara Shaw stood with her arms folded, chin lifted, eyes sharp enough to cut glass. Jonah stood beside her, flipping through a folder so worn at the corners it looked chewed.
Across the desk, the Lieutenant listened without interrupting.
Mara slid a photo across the surface—Lila Hart smiling, Ethan’s arm around her shoulders, both of them sunlit and ordinary. Another sheet followed: vendor lists, witness statements, dates circled in red ink. A map with pins like tiny wounds. “Every week,” Mara said, voice controlled, “another couple. Same bracket. Twenty-five to thirty. Same pattern—vanish after a social interaction, no digital trail after, no bodies, no vehicle recovery, nothing.”
Jonah tapped the paperwork with the back of his pen. “And now we’ve got Lila and Ethan Hart. Last confirmed location? Their route ended at Sukuna Itadori’s address.” The Lieutenant’s eyes moved over the documents. He didn’t rush. He didn’t dramatize. He just absorbed, like he’d learned a long time ago that monsters didn’t care about theatrics.
Mara’s jaw tightened. “He fit the behavioral profile more than anyone we’ve interviewed. Charming. Neutral affect. Controlled. He didn’t panic. Didn’t bristle when we asked. And he refused to let us speak to his wife.” Jonah added, “He framed it as concern. Pregnancy. Stress levels. Doctor’s orders. He said it like it was reasonable.”
“It’s not illegal to refuse,” the Lieutenant said carefully, gaze steady. “Not by itself.”
“I know,” Mara replied, clipped. “But it’s convenient.” Jonah leaned forward a fraction. “And he was the last person to see them alive, Lieutenant. He had a receipt with Ethan’s handwriting. He had a story with clean edges. Too clean.” The Lieutenant exhaled slowly through his nose, then leaned back in his chair. “Does he have a job?”
“Owns a welding business,” Mara said. “Also does furniture restoration.” The Lieutenant nodded once, decision made like a stamp. “Then you go in daylight. You don’t poke him at his front door again unless you’ve got something to stand on. You try to speak to the wife when he’s working. If she’s a teacher, it’s summer. She’ll likely be home.” Mara’s eyes narrowed. “And if she’s not allowed to speak?”
The Lieutenant’s gaze held hers. “Then you document that too.” Jonah’s hand tightened around his pen. “We have a second report,” he said, quieter. “Domestic concern. Doctor filed it.” The Lieutenant’s expression shifted—not dramatic, but heavier. “Then you treat that with care. You don’t accuse him in front of her. You don’t corner her. You don’t turn her into a witness who shuts down. You go gentle. You make it easy to tell the truth.”
Mara nodded once, sharp and solemn.
Outside, the city kept moving. Inside, the case sat between them like a living thing.
And somewhere beyond the precinct walls, a house waited in the trees—painted pretty, kept clean, smiling its careful little smile at the road.
A couple of days later, sunlight spilled across your kitchen floor in pale gold stripes. You moved through the house barefoot, humming under your breath while you wiped down counters and folded laundry. The air smelled like lemon cleaner and warm dust. Your belly felt heavier than it had a week ago—not big, not obvious, but present in the way a secret becomes permanent.
You touched it absentmindedly as you passed the hallway mirror.
Thirteen weeks, you thought.
A little life. A little heartbeat. A little tether.
You were halfway through sweeping when the doorbell rang.
The sound snapped through the quiet like a crack in glass.
You froze, broom braced against the floor, heart stumbling.
No one came out here unannounced. Not really. Not unless they were lost… or bold… or— The doorbell rang again. You swallowed hard and forced your body to move. You told yourself it was a delivery, a neighbor, a salesman. Something normal.
You opened the door.
Detective Mara Shaw stood on your porch, badge visible. Jonah stood beside her, posture calm, hands loose at his sides like he didn’t want to startle you.
Your breath caught.
“Mrs. Itadori?” Mara asked, voice gentle.
You nodded quickly, fingers tightening around the edge of the door. “Yes. Um—yes.”
“I’m Detective Shaw,” she said, tilting her head slightly, softening her tone. “This is Detective Jonah Vance—” He gave a small nod. “Hi.” You blinked, confused and suddenly embarrassed, like you’d been caught in a moment you didn’t prepare for. “Is… is something wrong?” you asked.
Mara kept her eyes on yours. “We were hoping we could speak with you for a few minutes. It’s about Lila and Ethan Hart.” Your stomach dropped so fast the room seemed to tilt. “Oh,” you whispered. “I—” You didn’t know what to do. You didn’t know the rules. You only knew Sukuna wasn’t home, and the quiet inside the house felt too wide to hold this.
You stepped back automatically.
“Um,” you stammered, voice thin. “Yes—yes, okay. You can… come in.” Mara’s expression softened with something like gratitude. Jonah followed quietly, careful with his steps as they crossed your threshold, as if the house itself might bruise.
Inside, the living room sat sunlit and curated—soft colors, gentle decor, the kind of home that looked like peace if you didn’t listen too closely.
Mara glanced around with polite appreciation. “This is a beautiful house.” You swallowed, smoothing your hands over your shirt. “Thank you. My husband… he let me pick everything.” Jonah smiled slightly. “That’s nice.” You nodded quickly, words tumbling out like you needed to prove something. “He’s not picky about paint or— or it looking more… girly. He just wanted me to be comfortable.” Mara’s eyes flicked to you again, reading the way you stood, the way your fingers kept worrying the fabric at your hem.
“That’s thoughtful,” she said softly.
You offered a small smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes. “Yeah.” They didn’t sit right away. They let you lead, and you gestured stiffly to the couch, then sat on the edge of an armchair like you might need to stand at any second.
Mara folded her hands. “When we spoke to your husband last time, he mentioned you were pregnant.” You instinctively touched your belly, palm warm over the curve that was still more hope than shape. “Yes,” you said, quieter. “I am.” Jonah’s voice was gentle. “How far along are you?”
“Thirteen weeks,” you answered.
Mara nodded. “That must be… exciting.” You nodded too, and your smile tried again, trembling at the edges. “It is.” A brief pause settled—polite, careful. Then Mara’s tone shifted, still soft but more serious, like she was stepping onto thinner ice.
“We’re here for two reasons,” she said. “First, because you and your husband were the last confirmed people to see Lila and Ethan Hart.” Your throat tightened. You nodded once, eyes fixed on her hands because looking at her face felt too intimate. “And second…” Mara continued, choosing her words with care, “…because your OB-GYN, Dr. Halstead, filed a report expressing concern about possible emotional domestic abuse.”
Your stomach turned.
Your palm pressed harder against your belly as if you could shield the baby from the sentence itself.
“I—” you stammered, blinking fast. “She… she did?” Jonah’s voice stayed calm. “We’re not here to get anyone in trouble today. We’re here to follow up. To understand why she might have felt concerned.” Mara held your gaze. “Sometimes doctors see things patients don’t realize they’re showing. Or they worry based on dynamics in the room—tone, control, fear, anxiety.”
Your mouth went dry.
You forced a small laugh that sounded wrong in your own ears. “She’s… she’s mistaken.” Mara didn’t argue. She didn’t press yet. She simply watched you—watched the tremor in your fingers, the way your shoulders stayed lifted, the way you kept swallowing like the air was too thick. “Can you tell me,” Mara asked gently, “what happened at that appointment?” You blinked, mind racing.
The chair scraping. Sukuna’s eyes. The warning in them.
Your breath hitched.
Jonah leaned forward slightly, voice warm. “You’re not in trouble. You’re not being judged. We just want to understand your perspective.” Mara nodded once. “And if Dr. Halstead was wrong, hearing that from you directly matters.” Your throat tightened until it hurt.
You looked at their faces—so calm, so careful, so outside your life. You felt a sudden, sharp fear that if you said the wrong thing, the world would change in a way you couldn’t control.
You swallowed hard and tried to steady your voice.
“I’m safe,” you said quickly. “My husband would never hurt me.” Mara’s expression stayed gentle, but her eyes sharpened just a fraction. “Dr. Halstead didn’t report physical harm,” she said softly. “She reported concern about emotional control. Manipulation. Isolation.” Your chest rose and fell too fast.
Jonah asked quietly, “Why do you think she might have seen that?” The question hung between you like a thread pulled tight.
And somewhere beneath the hum of the air conditioner, beneath the calm of your curated living room, you felt the house listening—walls holding their breath, floors remembering every secret they’d been forced to swallow.
Your fingers tightened in your lap.
You tried to speak.
And for a moment, all you could do was stare at your own hand on your belly—like the only truth you could safely touch was the one growing inside you.
Your fingers kept twisting in your lap like they were trying to braid the panic into something neat. Detective Shaw’s gaze stayed steady, not unkind, not sharp—just present. Jonah sat a little forward, elbows loose, like he was trying to make himself smaller in your living room, like he understood that too much pressure could make a person fold into silence.
You forced air into your lungs. “I think she just… misunderstood,” you said softly. “My husband is… protective.” Mara nodded once. “Because you’re pregnant.”
“Yes,” you said quickly, relieved at the easy path she offered. “Yes. He just wants to make sure everything is done appropriately so I stay healthy. I—my blood pressure was high, and he took it seriously.” Jonah’s voice stayed gentle. “Does he isolate you?” You shook your head too fast. “No. No—he doesn’t.” Your throat tightened, and you hurried on before your own hesitation could betray you.
“We go into town all the time,” you insisted. “Dinner, dates… he takes me out. He—he’s kind. Thoughtful.” The word thoughtful landed in your mouth and, for a moment, it didn’t feel like a lie. Because you saw it—sudden and bright—the little boba place, the taiyaki warm in your hands, Sukuna’s rare genuine smile when you laughed. The way he’d paid without complaint and watched you like you were something precious and fragile.
A small, real smile tugged at your lips before you could stop it.
Mara noticed.
Jonah noticed.
They exchanged a glance—brief, unreadable. “That’s good,” Mara said softly. “We just wanted to make sure you were okay.” You nodded, the smile fading as quickly as it came.
And then Mara’s tone shifted again, careful but firmer—like she was stepping closer to the edge of the real reason they were here.
“Thank you for answering that,” she said. “Now… Lila and Ethan Hart.”
Your stomach sank.
The air in the room turned heavy.
Jonah slid a photo across the coffee table—Lila smiling beside Ethan, both of them bright-eyed and ordinary. A couple who didn’t know anything about the kind of darkness that wore charm like cologne.
“Your husband told us they came by,” Jonah said. “Paid for a bookshelf. Stayed briefly. Then left.” Mara’s voice stayed calm. “We need to ask you the same question. Sometimes people remember details differently. Sometimes they notice things their partner doesn’t.” You opened your mouth—
And the memory hit you so violently your vision blurred.
Lila stumbling into your room, soaked in blood, eyes wide with terror, hands grabbing your arms like you were salvation. Her voice cracking on the word please. The desperate hope. The way you’d cried and told her the truth that still sat in your bones like a bruise:
I can’t even save myself.
Your throat tightened. Your lungs forgot how to work for a second.
You blinked hard, forcing the memory back down where it belonged—behind your teeth, behind your ribs. “My husband told you everything,” you said, voice thin.
Jonah nodded slowly. “We know. We’re asking you.” You swallowed. “They paid,” you repeated, like repetition could turn horror into fact. “They left. I—I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“The truth,” Mara said gently.
Your fingers dug into your own palm. “I am telling the truth.” Mara held your gaze. Jonah watched your hands. The tremor. The way your body seemed braced for impact even while you insisted you were fine.
“Okay,” Mara said softly, and for a moment you thought she might let it go.
Then Jonah spoke, careful but persistent.
“Would you mind if we looked around? Just briefly. We’re not accusing you. We’re not accusing your husband. But if there’s anything—anything at all—that could help us understand what happened to Lila and Ethan…”
Your pulse spiked.
No.
Your mouth went dry.
You shook your head. “No.” Jonah’s brows lifted slightly. “No?” You forced your voice to steady. “My husband would not be pleased to hear detectives came into our home and made an assumption that he would harm someone.”
Mara’s gaze sharpened a fraction. “We’re not making assumptions. We’re following patterns.” You swallowed hard. “You can’t just—look around people’s homes.” Jonah leaned in a little more, voice still kind but carrying weight now. “Then help us understand something.” Your stomach twisted.
He continued, “For the last two years, couples—roughly the same age range—have gone missing on a weekly pattern. Every week. And witnesses keep mentioning one detail that repeats: they met a man who restores furniture.” Your breath caught.
Jonah’s eyes stayed on you. “And then it stopped. Suddenly. Right when you got pregnant.”
You went still.
The room swam slightly at the edges.
You heard blood in your ears.
You felt tears prick, hot and immediate, shame and fear blending into a single burn behind your eyes.
“I—” you started, voice cracking.
And then—
The front door opened.
Footsteps. Heavy. Certain.
Your entire body reacted before your mind could decide what to do. You stood up so fast the chair scraped. Your heart slammed against your ribs like it recognized the sound of him the way prey recognizes a predator.
Sukuna walked in.
He looked tense—jaw set, shoulders broad, that contained violence in the way he held himself even when he wasn’t moving. His gaze swept the room in one quick assessment and landed on the detectives like they were dirt on his floor.
Then his eyes found you.
Tears in your lashes. Panic in your posture. Your breath too fast.
Something in him shifted.
You rushed to him immediately, relief and terror tangling together, and clutched his arm like it was the only thing keeping you upright. “Sukuna,” you cried, voice breaking, “they’re trying to make you look like you did something wrong.” You pressed into him, shaking, hiding half behind his body without meaning to.
His arm stayed solid beneath your hands. You could feel the heat of him—real, dangerous, steady.
Sukuna looked down at you briefly, then back at them.
His face was calm.
Too calm.
“I don’t appreciate this,” he said evenly.
Mara stood too, posture straight, eyes unwavering. Jonah rose beside her, careful, measuring. Sukuna’s voice remained controlled, but every word carried a threat the way smoke carried fire. “I told you,” he continued, “my wife is under a strict routine due to her blood pressure and stress.” His gaze flicked to you—possessive, assessing, then back to them.
“This pregnancy is already a lot for her,” he said, tone sharpening. “And you come into my home—while I’m working—cornering her with accusations.”
“They’re questions,” Mara said, coolly. “Not accusations.” Sukuna’s mouth curled, faint and cruel. “Call them whatever makes you feel professional.” You clutched his arm tighter, trembling.
Sukuna’s eyes didn’t leave Mara’s. “Leave,” he demanded. “Immediately.” Mara’s nostrils flared, a flicker of irritation breaking through her calm. “We’re doing our job.”
“And I’m protecting my wife,” Sukuna replied, voice low. “So leave.” For a second, the room felt like a held breath.
Then Mara’s mouth curled—not a smile, a scoff. “Fine,” she said, tone sharp. “Next time, I’ll make sure I come back with a warrant.”
Sukuna’s expression didn’t change.
If anything, he looked amused.
A slow smirk tugged at his mouth, effortless and arrogant, like he’d been waiting for someone to challenge him. “I’d love to see you make that happen,” he said.
The words were silk over steel.
Mara held his stare, unblinking.
Jonah glanced at you—just once—like he wanted to say something to you without words.
Then they moved toward the door.
Mara paused at the threshold, looking back at you, her voice quieting into something that sounded almost human.
“If you ever need to talk,” she said, “you can call.” Your lips parted, but nothing came out.
Because Sukuna’s hand slid up—light, possessive—and settled at the back of your neck like a reminder.
Like a lock.
The detectives left.
The door shut.
And the house fell quiet again—
quiet in the way a predator’s den was quiet after the intruders finally learned to leave.
The twins! There’s nerdjo 🤭and then there’s fratjo too ig, I was really excited when i saw nerdjo trending so I grabbed the opportunity to draw him hehe
being some rich guys mistress, set up in a pretty house with an allowance, letting him come and go as he pleases... but he slowly starts falling for you for real
He'll trail his fingers down your thighs and watch how your skin prickles in the air conditioning, how your hair spreads against your silken sheets, and you just give him this unaffected look.
you've met her once, back when this was new. Neither of you blinked at the other's presence because neither one of you was new to the arrangement.
"I don't mind if he has fun." Her voice was sugared and mature, hanging heavy like a perfume you could never afford. "What's the saying? When the cat's away, the mice will play?"
his wife dotted her lipstick on, lips parted around pristine teeth. she was the type of beauty that made you wonder why he would ever stray, with an air that seeped into every inch of the room, dripped from the chandelier, and frosted the windows. Her body stayed lax, but you could feel it, the undercurrent threatening to drag your feet out from under you.
"But the cat always comes back." She watched herself in her hand compact, inspecting the lines where make up had settled. Once satisfied, she snapped the compact shut. "And the mice will always fall back in line and stop chasing cheap pussy."
The swear fit awkwardly in her mouth, but it was firm and decisive. You stood to leave. You weren't a fearful woman, but you were also a smart one; you knew your place, knew when to roll over and show your belly. There was no winning because there was no real fight, just pure dominance.
"Oh!" Her lips popped together with a delightful charm. "And don't drink my champagne again."
You laughed. "I can fuck your husband, but I can't drink your champagne?"
She shrugged, the amusement draining from her expression. "I like one a lot more than I like the other."
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