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[macaroonie0]

Hey could you do a small nsfw Lorraine Warren x fem reader fic, there’s not really a lot of them around and I’m kinda disappointed about that cause she should really get more attention

Oh for sure!!! Unfortunately I can't find italics/bold on mobile bcs it's been months since I've written on here,, but. I got the writing bone!

Sorry it's a bit short.

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Lorraine smiled as she watched you pour a cup of coffee, the soft rays of morning sunlight shining in your hair. She so enjoyed domestic life with her wife. You'd been married for years but it felt as though the honeymoon phase would never end.

As you sat down at the table, Lorraine reached for your hand. "What would you like to do today, love?" She asked as she laced her fingers through yours. You took a sip of coffee and thought it over. "Well.. we could always go to the museum. Or maybe on a picnic! I want to wear that sundress you got me," you grin. Lorraine had picked out a lovely soft sundress in your favorite color, with your favorite flower. She'd searched far and wide to find it, even secretly going out on shopping trips.

Lorraine smiled as you talked. She loved how you lit up when you talked about things you love. Of course Lorraine's favorite smile was she you talked about her. The shine in your eyes as you talk about your devotion to Lorraine and how you couldn't ask for a better wife.

"A picnic sounds lovely! We may have to stop by the store first. But I do have that pie in the fridge. We could bring a couple slices of that and some sandwiches," Lorraine says, letting go of your hand, despite your frown, to get up and peek in the fridge. "Yes, we'll need some cheese.." Lorraine grabs a store list and writes everything you'll need for your outing.

You finish your coffee and put your cup in the sink, waiting for Lorraine to finish. She closes the fridge door and turns to you. "Ready, angel?" You ask and Lorraine beams. Her favorite nickname. She kisses your forehead and nods. "Let's go!"

[macaroonie0]

Sheva x Transmasc Reader

The title. But also more abstract? Sheva was raised in Africa, and Africa has a long history of trans people just. Existing. Gender was always very fluid. I like to headcannon that Sheva is very accepting of trans people.

Anywho I'm feeling a little sad and Dysphoric, so.. Under the cut in case dysphoria is upsetting.

Btw if no one has told you today, you're very cool and masc. Or! Very pretty and femme :) /Gen

"I am not at home in my own body. It hurts," You mutter as you grab at your skin, covering your chest. Surgery is so expensive. Why? You just want to be happy to be alive. Why must it be so hard?

You're trying not to let your thoughts consume you, but the agony is overwhelming. This is not you. This is not who you were meant to be. You're not sure what to do, but if you don't talk aloud the words will eat you from the inside out.

You feel as if you're screaming into a void. No one is able to save you from your own body. "I just want to be a man on the outside." You're exhausted from crying. Laying curled up in bed, in the dark so you can't see yourself.

There's a gentle knock at the door "Love, can I come in?" Sheva's soft question rouses you a bit. You sit up and say jokingly "If you're okay with my sniffles and self pity." Sheva comes in, water in hand. "What's wrong? I brought some water for you," You can hear the upset in her voice. You take the water glass, thanking her, and take a big sip. "Well. I haven't been.. feeling like a man lately. These are feelings I've had for years, but sometimes they go so overwhelming it's like.. like my ribs are too tight. Like my heart is suffocating in my chest. Maybe that's some kind of metaphor for the trans man inside me," You say with a weak chuckle.

Sheva leans over and turns on the lamp, and it emits a soft glow. She crawls over and sits next to you on the bed, and asks to take your hand. You nod and let her take it. "My love. You are a man. I know your heart doesn't match the outside, but I see it. I see it in your eyes. In the way you walk. You were always a man, you were just born with the wrong body. You have the soul of a man. My ancestors have always believed in fluid gender. That.. has changed in recent years. But I never stopped believing in it. I see you as a man. I know it's not the same, but I promise I'll always be here for you. You're my boyfriend. Not my girlfriend." She smiles at you and the lamp light makes her skin glow. She looks like an angel. And she is. Sheva is your angel, protecting you and telling you that you are what your heart says you are. That you are and always will be a man.

[macaroonie0]

Okay, so I’m kinda obsessed with finding fics where it takes place during the 2nd movie, especially the scene where he goes into basement and the door shuts, and she screams for him.

I know you take fic requests and was curious if you’d be interested in writing something like that? Going more into that scene? Idk I’m just a big sucker for hurt/comfort with a happy ending.

AHH! I'm also such a sucker for that specific trope!

For a second there I was reading incorrectly and thought you were referring to the scene where Lorraine falls into the basement in the first movie. But you mean when I Cried Several Times because he says "I love you Lorraine" and he just LEAVES even if he could die and Lorraine is SCREAMING and her screams sound genuinely agonized because Vera is a wonderful actress. And of course Lorraine is Losing Her Shit because of her vision (understandably). And my heart is being torn out of my chest- ALSO WHY DOES HE LEAVE AFTER SHE SAYS "i'm so scared" IN THE MOST UPSETTING WAY POSSIBLE?? I WAS IN TEARS REWATCHING THIS SCENE TO WRITE. HOW COULD HE JUST LEAVE??? THAT'S SUCH ODD TIMING?? WHY DID THAT MAKE HIM WANT TO GO TO JANET AND NOT WAIT???? Sorry I have Many Thoughts on this scene.

Although I'm not sure how I'm going to do a happy ending this time. Even if there is one in the movie, it takes Ed awhile to get to Janet what with his blindness and all, pfft

a/n: I called Janet "Judy" so many times while typing out this fic. *big blinks*

Alright, as you wish, anon!

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Please

"No Ed don't, stop! You can fight this alone!" Lorraine pleaded desperately through the door. Lorraine was genuinely terrified for her husband. She was always scared for him when they were working, but this time, she was worried her vision would come true. There would always be risks with what they did, but this time the risks were larger, too large for Ed to face alone. Lorraine could see so much more than he could. Ed was more than capable on his own, but together they were a force to be reckoned with.

Ed stopped and turned toward the door as his wife pleaded with him. He heard the panic in her voice, the desperation. But Janet needed them. The fragile young girl was so tired, so weak. Ed couldn't waste any time. Ed wanted Lorraine by his side, he needed her with him. But the door was firmly shut. And Lorraine was on the other side. "She needs our help!" Ed said. He knew his wife understood that, she would rather be helping Janet herself, but Ed could tell she was terrified for him.

Lorraine knew Janet needed help. If the demon was powerful enough to cloud her sight, it had to be awful for Janet to be possessed by it. But Lorraine couldn't lose Ed. Those 8 days in her room had left her with plenty of time to realize what life would be like without him. And Lorraine wasn't sure that she could live like that. "Ed please! Please just wait for me.." Lorraine's voice wavered with emotion. "Please wait for me." she was begging now. She would do anything just to make him listen.

Ed dropped his head against the door with a thud. This was one of the hardest choices he'd ever had to make in his life. A little girl was in need and he could help her, but his wife also needed him. He knew he couldn't wait, but Lorraine was breaking his heart.

Lorraine heard Ed's head hit the door and slowly moved forward to press her cheek against it, wishing desperately that she could touch him now. Lorraine couldn't take it anymore. She wanted to break down the door with her bare hands.

"I can't lose you." She drew in a sharp, shaky breath. "I'm so scared." Lorraine's voice was a soft whimper by now. She sounded like a terrified child. She felt as if she were breaking in two. Her worry was almost physically agonizing by this point.

Ed knew what he had to do. He knew how scared Janet was. He loved Lorraine more than anything, but he had to risk it just this once. He had to save Janet. She reminded him so much of Judy. And he even saw himself in her. A kid scared of what was under their bed, just wanting to be believed. Just wanting to feel safe.

"I know." Ed's voice broke. He hated this. "Me, too. But I have to help her." Ed had to. If it was the last thing he ever did, he had to save this little girl. Even if it cost him his life. He loved Lorraine and he didn't want to do this to her. But he had to save Janet. He was the only one who could.

"But what about my vision?" Lorraine asked, her voice small and weak. The vision had been all she could think about since they'd come to the Hodgeson's home. She could feel that this is where it would happen. And it was awful for Lorraine to think she wouldn't be there to save Ed when he needed her the most.

Ed's stomach sank. "I know I made a promise to you hon." he paused and gathered his courage. "But I have to do this." Ed swallowed. This was it. "I love you Lorraine." Ed turned before he could change his mind.

Lorraine couldn't believe it. He'd promised her and he was breaking that promise. "ED NO!" she screamed, desperate for him to come back. "NO"

Loraine's screams tore through Ed's body. "STOP DON'T" she was begging. Pleading almost with his very soul to just stop. It was the worst sound he had ever heard before, besides the sounds of her sobs. The anguish in her voice almost knocked him to his knees but he kept going. He had to for Janet.

"ED" she screamed his name as she'd never screamed anything before. She just needed her Ed to be safe.

But he didn't come back.

a/n: I cried 3 times rewatching this scene because of Vera's screams. She rips your soul open.

[macaroonie0]

I'm Not Glass

Ed you're so precious worrying over your pregnant wife but please Let Her Do Things

Inspired by @openheart12 's "Everything I Do, I Do It For You" fic that made me squeal and almost sob.

Short Lored Pregnancy Fluff <3

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Lorraine stood up from the couch with a groan. She had been cuddled up with Ed for about an hour and a half to watch a movie, but now she was hungry. She twisted side to side slowly at the waist, waking up her muscles gently so as not to pull any. She was just starting her second semester and the tiny baby inside her was making everything quite uncomfortable.

Ed was immediately sitting up and alert as Lorraine got up. He watched her like a hawk for any signs of pain, and to see where she was going. Ed would be willing to do anything for his wife. She was growing their baby inside of her and she deserved all the help he could offer.

Lorraine began moving slowly toward the kitchen. Ed was standing and following her in a flash, walking beside her at a slow pace. Lorraine stopped and looked at him "Ed.. Not again!" she seemed a tad irritated, but there was an underlying tone of affection. "I'm not glass, sit back down. I'm just getting some water and some cookies." Ed stayed where he was, hovering nervously. "Sit down!" she swatted the hand he was holding out for support away. She wasn't truly angry but he may drive her crazy.

Ed reluctantly backed off, staying where he was as Lorraine walked, half-waddling, to the kitchen. It was hard for him to stand by and let her do things. He knew she was able to do something as simple as get water for herself. But he cared so much for her safety, and now she was extra vulnerable and was carrying a growing human inside of her. That had to be difficult. Ed felt guilty whenever Lorraine couldn't sleep because she was uncomfortable. He cried silently whenever Lorraine cried from pain as her body tried its best to accommodate the baby.

Pregnancy truly took a toll on every mother, and Ed so wished he could take Lorraine's pain. But all he could do was be there for her and do things for her. So sometimes he overdid them. He couldn't help it.

Lorraine sighed in the kitchen. She so loved Ed but recently he'd become a bit more overbearing than usual. She dealt with it. She would always love Ed, even if he made her frustrated sometimes.

"Ed come here." She called. Ed walked slowly into the kitchen, looking a bit guilty. "Yes hon?" he asked as he came close. "I love you." she said, looking into his ocean blue eyes. "And I know you care and I appreciate it. I promise I'll tell you the minute something is wrong. But until then, you need to know I won't break. I'll be ok. Yes I'm uncomfortable, yes my body hurts. But it's so worth it. This is our baby, Ed." Lorraine reached up and held Ed's face with one hand, and used the other to bring one of Ed's hands to her bump, laying her hand on his. Her eyes brimmed with tears. "A physical example of our love for each other. And we will cherish them so much. It will all be worth it in the end."

Ed was crying now. His wife was wonderful. She was perfect. She was everything. He kissed her forehead and her lips, their salty tears intermingling. "I love you so much, my angel." Ed whispered, pressing his forehead to hers. "You will be such an amazing mother."

[macaroonie0]

hey!! could you maybe do a one shot of ed and lorraine where they are trying for a baby but it’s just not working and it’s really hard for them but then lorraine finds out she’s pregnant with judy?

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING, YOU BET YOUR SMART LIL SELF I CAN. NONNY, YOUR BRAIN IS HUGE, I'M PROUD.

Positive

Lorraine's eyes teared up and her head hung with defeat as she leaned against the bathroom sink. Another negative test. She had just come back from the doctor and locked herself in the bathroom. Ed wasn't home yet, but Lorraine wanted to stop crying before he came home.

She and Ed just wanted a child. One who shared bits and pieces of them. A child they could nurture and love and give the whole world. Lorraine wasn't sure she could show Ed another negative test. The front door opened, and Ed yelled "Honey I'm home!". Lorraine could always hear a note of sadness in Ed's voice. He knew when she had appointments, and always braced for the worst. Lorraine crumpled up and tossed the paper in the trash, throwing some toilet paper over it to cover it up. She went to Ed and gave him a soft kiss and wrapped her arms around him, hiding her tears.

But Ed could tell when his wife was hiding something, just as she could tell when he was. "Another negative?" he whispered. Lorraine gave in and sobbed into her husband's shoulder, gripping the back of his shirt. "I just want a baby, Ed..." Lorraine's body went limp against her husband as she sobbed harder, still gripping his shirt. Ed rubbed her back soothingly. "I know hon. I know." A tear ran down Ed's cheek as he buried his face in her hair.

After a good 20 minutes of crying and holding each other, Ed began humming "Can't Help Falling in Love" as he gently led Lorraine to the bedroom, using a tissue to dry her eyes and kiss her forehead, before directing her to lie down. "Take a nap, hon. I'll be here when you wake." Lorraine nodded and Ed leaned down to kiss her, squeezing her hand as he left the room.

Ed couldn't fully cry yet in front of his wife, not when she was just as vulnerable as he was, but he walked down the hall to their empty nursery.

The yellow walls and empty bassinet taunted him. The stuffed bear sat in the corner collecting dust. The whole room felt so suffocating now. Ed closed the door of the nursery gently so he wouldn't disturb Lorraine, and he slumped against the door, and slid down to the floor in defeat. His head fell to his knees and he cried as he prayed with his hands clasped, knuckles white. "Please God. Please give us a child."

About a week later, as Lorraine woke up slowly in the morning, she bolted up and out of bed. Lorraine raced to the bathroom, her stomach twisting with nausea.

Ed came sleepily stumbling after her. He wasn't registering much in his half-awake state, but he kneeled next to his wife and held her hair back.

When Lorraine was finished, she closed the toilet lid and flushed. Ed let go of her hair and grabbed her a tissue from the sink. "Thank you Ed." Lorraine wiped her mouth and then suddenly, a thought entered her head. "Nausea is a symptom of early pregnancy, right?" Lorraine looked at her husband for confirmation. Ed's eyes lit up. "False negatives happen all the time with those tests.." Lorraine nodded at her husband. "Ed.. I think we're pregnant." Lorraine's eyes welled with joyous tears as Ed pulled her into a hug. "We're having a baby, Lorraine! I'm going to be a father, and you're going to be a mother." Ed was crying too, now. He couldn't help it. Their dream had come true.

[macaroonie0]

I was wondering if you could write Alice Cullen x autistic reader headcanons? if not that’s completely okay and you can just delete this ask

Oh yea that's no problem anon!! I'm on the spectrum myself, I have Tourettes, so I'm good with writing these HCs!

As you wish~

Alice learned how to deal with your non-verbal moments very quickly. She never pushes you to talk sooner than you want to, and if you want to communicate in another way, she's patient and tries her best to understand.

Alice practices making eye contact with you so you can prepare for interacting with people in the world.

Alice tries her best to tell you of future events, not ones she sees, but if she's planning an outing with the family, or having a small party, she lets you know. She knows you enjoy structure.

If you're feeling overwhelmed in public, Alice will take you somewhere to decompress and if needed, she'll take you home as soon as you ask to leave. She even brings a pair of noise-cancelling headphones if you need them.

Alice enjoys how observant you are. Vampires naturally have excellent eyesight and can see many things around them, but sometimes they overlook small things. When you notice something and point it out, Alice appreciates it.

Alice will let you infodump anytime. She'll listen intently. Alice will even watch your favorite show or read your favorite book. She'll do so with you or on her own time to learn more about it to interact with you. She'll get just as excited as you are about it.

Alice loves how honest you can be. Most people seem to have a hard time telling the truth and beat around the bush. But it's refreshing to hear honesty.

Alice is just very accommodating and listens very well. She wants you to feel comfortable, and tries her best to treat you like you're any other person.

[macaroonie0]

could you do one where lorraine has an aneurysm or a heart attack as a result of one of her visions and slips into a coma or else dies something like that that would be so sad

Owie nonny this one is gonna be super sad.

Also I know zilch about hospitals in the 70s and don't have the energy to do research at this moment so apologies for inaccuracies. I usually do research on fics if I need to but I'm just, tired pfft.

TW: Light gore

A/N: This one HURT.

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Two Broken Hearts

Lorraine's head throbbed with pain. "Ah!' she squeezed her eyes shut as she felt a vision coming on. She could very faintly feel Ed leading her to sit down somewhere as she swayed, and him squeezing her hand. The visions had never been quite this painful before. Life had been strenuous lately so perhaps that was why.

The vision came slowly, and was confusing. Everything was dark, which was a common theme, but there were screams all around. But these were screams Lorraine recognized. These screams came from her husband and daughter. "Mommy!" "Lorraine!" "HELP!" "HELP ME MOMMY I'M SCARED!"

And then the blackness cleared.

And there was a malicious, powerful thing standing.. No, hovering, over Ed and Judy. Lorraine screamed for them. She screamed in hopes that the evil spirit would look at her and her husband and child could run.

The spirit did look at her.

And its eyes bored into Lorraine's being. The spirit extended a long scythe. As if it were Death itself. And without breaking eye contact with Lorraine, it sliced through Ed and Judy in one swoop. Their bloody bodies fell to the floor in pieces.

Lorraine screamed. She screamed so forcefully, she couldn't even hear Ed screaming for her to wake up and stop, as his hand gripped hers tighter, even if she knew that's what he was saying. She couldn't hear him.

Then suddenly, her heart lurched.

And stopped.

Ed was terrified. His wife had just gripped her chest and gone limp suddenly and wouldn't move. This had never happened before. This was all new. Ed shook her "Lorraine! LORRAINE! LORRAINE COME BACK TO ME!" but Lorraine shook like a rag doll in his firm hands. She wouldn't wake.

Ed checked her pulse and found it was missing.

His whole world went fuzzy.

Judy came in and found her mother limp, lying back in an unnatural way on the couch. And her father, eyes glazed, his hand gripping Lorraine's wrist, so hard it might break.

"Dad?" her voice broke. "Call 911, Judy. Tell them your mother went into cardiac arrest and her heart stopped." Judy's jaw went slack and tears fell down her cheeks. "What?! Is Mom gonna be ok, Dad?" Judy's voice was fragile with terror. "I don't know, go call 911 Judy she needs to get to a hospital!"

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The ambulance came quickly. Not quickly enough for Ed, every moment was painful. Lorraine's pulse had yet to return, and Ed was slowly losing his mind. He couldn't lose Lorraine, she was his everything. The love of his life, his soulmate, the mother of their darling Judy. Judy couldn't lose her mother either.

They loaded Lorraine into the back of the ambulance, Ed still gripping her hand. Judy screamed as an EMT pulled her away "You won't fit honey. I'm so sorry." the EMT seemed truly sorry. They'd seen many things in their career, but separating a child from a mother was never easy.

The drive was quick, but felt agonizingly slow to Ed. An EMT had to pry his hand off Lorraine's wrist so they could care for her. They shocked her and her heart started again. Ed sobbed in relief.

They entered the hospital quickly and Lorraine was moved to a room. Ed was there the whole time, shadowing nurses and doctors.

A doctor pulled Ed aside and explained that there was a chance Lorraine wouldn't wake up. Her heart had been dead for quite some time. All they could do was wait now.

So Ed did.

He waited days for her to wake. Days turned into a week. Then two.

And finally. Finally.

"Hey honey." Lorraine's weak voice broke through his haze. His wife was awake at last. Ed wept and held her face and kissed her, Lorraine crying now. Ed touched his forehead to Lorraine's "Never leave me again, Lorraine. Please." Ed's voice was raw and broken. After weeks of praying and hoping Lorraine had come back. "I promise I won't, Ed." Lorraine said through her tears.

Ed would never let go of her again

Alternate ending.

Ed waited.

Two weeks turned into four.

Then one month turned into five.

And Lorraine didn't wake up.

Ed held her hand each day. Hoping she would squeeze it. He prayed. He watched her blue eyes. Her mesmerizing blue eyes, hoping they would open and twinkle at him in that beautiful way.

5 months turned into a year.

Judy struggled in school. The school understood of course. But Judy was lost. Her mother had loved her so much and Judy hadn't been able to hear "I love you" from her in a year.

Ed hadn't been able to sing for his wife in a year. He hadn't felt her kiss his cheek. He hadn't danced with her.

He had nothing left of her.

She was a shell. She was gone.

[macaroonie0]

Are you still taking Ed and Lorraine prompts? If so, could you write one where they are just enjoying time together, no danger, no demons, just them having a wholesome time together. If your not taking prompts that's no problems, I hope you've had a good day/week! 😊

Of course anon! I'm always taking prompts, just depends on when I have the energy to complete them ha ha! And I also always love very tender couple moments. I do love some action, hurt/comfort makes me just :,))))), but I am the biggest fan of fluff.

I hope you've had a wonderful day/week nonny!

I just got in a very soft mood listening to this: https://youtu.be/TaS3l_dMTHw so that's the mood for this fic I suppose.

Also, research has shown lovers' hearts beat in sync and their breathing also syncs when they're together. So,, yes I'm soft and yes I did include that. I've always loved the sound of a heartbeat as well.

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The Dance

Swishes of skirts and clothing. Steady breaths in sync. Two hearts beating as one. A quiet, gentle laugh as a step is missed, throwing the dance off for just a moment. But then the perfect balance is restored and it's as if you're floating on air. Spinning freely, but feeling grounded because the hand that spins you will keep you close. A strong hand radiating warmth as it rests upon your hip. The other firmly clasped in your own, knowing you are theirs and they are yours.

These are the whispers of what love truly is.

As Lorraine spun and the song ended, Ed smiled. This peace was oh so precious. It wasn't quite as rare anymore, but each moment with Lorraine was so important. She was such a wonderful soul. He wasn't certain that soulmates had existed before her. He'd tried to date a girl or two but they hadn't felt right. When Lorraine had came along, he'd just known. She had become his world from that day forward.

Lorraine spun back around into her husbands waiting hands, her hip meeting one, her hand slipping gently into the other. And as her blue eyes met his own just as stunning blue ones her world became crystal clear once more. She was centered and content again. As long as Lorraine had Ed, her world would never spin off its axis.

Ed smiled even brighter as his eyes looked into Lorraine's. Her gentle eyes had seen so many things and seen so much pain over the years. To see her gem-like blue eyes twinkle with joy was such a lovely thing. Lorraine was gorgeous, and she was his wife. He'd forever be stunned by everything she was.

How kind, how gentle, how tender Lorraine was. She was a gift to the whole world. But she was his wife to cherish each day. And oh how he loved to cherish her.

Anyone walking upon this scene could see how much Ed and Lorraine loved each other. The way Ed's eyes looked over every feature of Lorraine's face with such warmth. He looked as if he was still falling in love with every piece of her. And he was.

And the way Lorraine looked deep into her husband's eyes could make the biggest philophobic person believe love was real. Ed had one of the purest and kindest souls Lorraine had ever encountered. She would always love him.

The two hadn't even noticed that they'd stopped dancing as they had been lost in each other's eyes. The world had slipped away.

As the two began their dance again, falling quickly back into a steady rhythm, Ed and Lorraine smiled together. To be lost in one another was nothing new, but it was a wonderful thing each time. The connection they had filled them with happiness and the intimacy of the moments when the world melted away washed over them like a warm summer breeze.

This is the dance of love.

A well-traveled path, but one that you could easily get lost on.

But as long as you had love, you would always find your way home.

After all, Lorraine's home was with Ed. And Ed would always be home with Lorraine at his side.