#rots rants

[rottingthemoth]

i want to curl up in his lap and sob like a pathetic dog. Just want to be held and be let to have my emotions without being judged or told to keep them to myself.

[rottingthemoth]

Apparently if i scroll thru this place long enough my panic attack symptoms fade. I recommend scrolling tumblr if you feel like your gonna have a panic attack

No but like ive been on the verge of so many attacks today its not even funny. I was on the edge of one a minute ago bc apparently if i fall asleep its bad so now im panicking about sleeping. Idfk anymore man

[rottingthemoth]

“Puppy want a treat?”

Puppy want to scream and sob but sure yeah a treat might be nice

[rottingthemoth]

me when the random feeling of impending doom hits me

Not sure what exactly we are worrying about this time but there is def something!! I can feel it in my nuggets (/ref)

[rottingthemoth]

I need to start just simply not caring what other ppl think of me. I need to wear my skirts even tho i usually present masc. i need to start wearing ears and tails and collars. I need to exist and just not care about what anyone else is thinking.

I say this knowing i will always be too self conscious to do so but idk its the thought that counts ig

[rottingthemoth]

holidays are feeling more and more depressing and less,, like holidays every year. I dont feel the childlike joy anymore and its sad. My household always manages to get pissed off or in fights on holidays too so that just adds to the un-holiday feeling of it all.

Idk send post or wtv

[rottingthemoth]

thinking about the hot and awkward dunkin donuts worker with the black and red hair and rainbow bracelet, who gave me and my bf extra donut holes

I should go back to that dunkin donuts again /hj

[rottingthemoth]

Experiencing my monthly “im gonna walk into the woods to die” feeling again

Idk why this time but yeah

Sadly I’m not allowed to die in the woods according to others.