for four - 003, 007, or 010. whichever you feel like doing <3
003. an apology
young,
i should have been there. i could have done something to stop them. you should never had to go through that crap on your own. i’m so sorry i wasn’t there. i should have been there.
i get why you left unity, i would never blame you for that. after all, it’s not like that hasn’t crossed my mind once or twice before. but still, i’m going to miss seeing you around the guild. you are probably the closest person i am to and it sucks losing you like this but just know that i’m still going to be on your side. till the very end.
i’m sorry that i wasn’t there that day. i’ll make it up to you somehow.
stay safe young, please.-- izzy
007. a letter written in the case of my muse’s death
kang youngho,
i’ve been avoiding writing this kind of letter but lately it’s been on the back of my mind and i don’t want to just leave without another word, leave without saying some form of goodbye. i mean, we can always hope that you might never get this letter. but with the rate of how this game is going...
we both know that it’s a possibility so in case something happens, this will be sent to you.
so first off, i love you. but you know that already. me being gone isn’t going to change that. you are a wonderful, amazing friend and i wish that we could have met out in the real world, wish that we could just grabbed coffee or see a movie. something out there that would be real and not virtual.
there are just two favors i need to ask you, which i know isn’t fair to you. but i have to ask them anyways. you are the only one i would trust with this.
the first favor is about my family. when you get out -- and you must -- let my family know that i’m sorry? that i tried. i don’t want them to think i gave up. even if maybe that’s something on my mind right now. but they should know that i’m sorry. that i should have made sure kael would come home. that i wasn’t there for him. just -- let them know that i’m sorry he’s gone, that i’m gone. please.
and lastly, i need you to stay strong. i need you to get out of here, to go home. you cannot give up. cannot look back in the past. don’t let yourself think that there was maybe something you could have done to stop this, there wasn’t. none of this was your fault. don’t let any guilt eat you away. you need to be stronger than that, young. stronger than me. stronger than everyone in this damn game. i need you to promise that you are going to fight. fight to get of here. fight to go home. fight to find happiness.
you deserve it.
-- izabel
010. a letter for a friend
young,
i might have had ea drink bor two so i’m writng this letter. forgive me if there are some form of grammatical erros or spelling mistakes -- i’m trying here.
but i wanted to thank you, yaou know for being my friend and for being there for me. i don’t know what zi would have done without you havinzg vmy bac. probably dead. ignore the scratched off part. it doesn’t mmatter.
thank you so much for thte love and care. i may not be the best 'best friend', but you waill always be the best personal body gudra for me. if evver you feel msad, remember that i am here. and isf you ever want me to karate chop some dickz, i will. because i think there are quite ua few dicks that deserve that.
but either way, no gmatter what happens, i will always pick you as my best friend.











