Apologies if I'm not enthusiastic and engaging at the moment, guys. Reblogs, commentary, DM's etc might get overlooked as it's taking me all my energy just to get out of bed and face each day at present.
Those of you closer to me know what's going on beyond what I've shared publicly (and big thanks to people like @daydreaming-belle and @cillmequick who know the full deal and have been so loving and supportive) and that my life just isn't a great place to be at present. This of course has impacted my desire to create and zapped my energy to interact with others, too.
Sometimes, I'm okay. I'll post my updates and reblog, maybe write a little, see friends and go out to be social. However, more often than not, I'm an emotional mess who just lies there in her husband's arms or cuddles her dog and wants the entire world to fuck off with its perpetual kicking of me. My stress levels are huge. My pain is daily as I recover from really, really fucking up my back. There's only so much one person can take and I'm at my fucking limit, besties.
So yeah, that's me right now. I wanted to do some writing for Halloween, open my requests but I won't commit to it as the urge to create comes and goes so rapidly right now as I ride out the highs and lows of my general demeanour. I can't push myself to do anything beyond what I can cope with, and sometimes that's literally just getting up and dressing. End of list.
You're all fucking awesome people, though. Thanks for bearing with me while life is rough.