#rowans thoughts

[what-a-magical-life-it-is]

So happy, I found where my family put my box of herbs and stuff, been looking for it for ages but a spring clean out of a cupboard has delivered them back to me 😄.

So glad I don't have to rebuy all of these, I was gonna be really sad about it because I knew there was a box full in the house somewhere

[what-a-magical-life-it-is]

Nothing worse than coming out of a depressive episode and realising the absolute dump you've been living in for the last few weeks. I have so much cleaning to do and no energy to do it 😓

[what-a-magical-life-it-is]

Trying to get back into regular meditation and I'd forgot how much my brain just refuses to shut the fuck up 🤣.

I'm lucky if I can manage to shut it up for even a minute before it runs off on another thought tangent right now.

[your-new-replacement-archive]

"I'm barely human at this rate."

>That's just the truth. There's nothing that can change it. Humans don't mutilate themselves like he has. Humans don't behave like he does.

>He doesn't qualify anymore, has he really ever? He has no choice either way, he'll just pretend like he always has.

Rowan, rebooted!!

I've decided to rewrite and rework some of this guys plot, to keep it consistent and to just improve what I'd started with.

Don't worry, his relationships aren't going anywhere, while he may be different, I'm not changing any of his views on others, and he's still Coworker's boyfriend.

The blog will keep its more casual vibes, don't worry about that.

TRIGGER WARNINGS/DANGEROUS THEMES: Religious trauma, suicidality, cannibalism, gore and violence, self harm, mental illness/instability, delusion, dehumanization, possessiveness and codependency, and more.

NEW TAGS:

Rowans interactions - Any long-term roleplays

Rowan's asked - Asks received

Rowans thoughts - General in-character posts

Rowans appearance - Art of Rowan, either mod art or fan works

Slipped mask - Out of character post, will also use 'ooc post' tag.

Old pin: "Please let me replace you!"

[silversinfinity]

Tag Game Q&A

I saw someone do this a while back and wanted to do it myself! These are fun and I thought it would be nice to show myself as more than just a snezfucker, among other things lol.

Real Name: Rowan

Zodiac Sign: Aries

Favorite Musicians: No one will believe me but I rarely get attached to specific music artists. I’m pretty flexible with genres too, but I do gravitate towards anything electronic, pop, or rock.

Favorite Sports Teams: N/A. I like to work out but sports? I couldn’t care less about it lol.

Other blogs: This is my main. It changes with my hyperfixations and I don’t post a whole lot there but feel free to follow me.

Do I get asks: I think I’ve gotten an ask like...once or twice on this account. I reblog more than I post here though so that’s not a huge surprise lol.

How many blogs do I follow: ...I would give an answer but this shit excuse for an app won’t load properly for me to find out lmao.

What I am wearing: A white shirt with little succulents all over it and black, high-waisted shorts.

Dream Vacation: I mean, with the current state of this country, anywhere outside of my home would be a dream, even if only for a couple days. (If I have to choose though, one thing I’d love is to visit Hawaii again someday.)

Dream car: I literally don’t care as long as it runs okay. If I could hold onto my current car forever though, I would. :’) It’s a nice size, comfortable, and drives smooth despite its age.

Favorite food: Pasta. Specifically with some kind of tomato sauce but I love basically any pasta-based dish.

Drink of choice: I mainly go for water and seltzer these days. Every now and again I really like soda or juice though. Oh, and coffee! Loooove my coffee.

Languages: English is my first language, and I know some Spanish but I’m unfortunately very out of practice with it.

Celebrity crush: I’ve been out of touch with his content recently, but I still really love Ja//cksepti//ceye, among a few other youtubers.

Random fact: Cosplay is a major passion of mine and I attend conventions on a regular basis. :)

I’m not gonna tag anyone but if you see this and want to fill it out, consider yourself tagged!

[silversinfinity]

Okay idk how y'all are able to make friends through this fetish? Cuz like everytime someone messages me and is like hey let's chat, I'd like to maybe be friends it always ends up being a conversation solely about the fetish and I'm like??? Bonding does not work for me this way??? Like I get that it's a common interest but I need more in common than that to form a friendship with someone. :')

I would reach out myself to people but I'm super horrible at starting conversations and worried that it'll just end up going this direction as I described above asjbdjdk

(Btw I'm not attacking anyone that has messaged me on here lmao, I'd only be mad if someone got way too personal/creepy about it)

[silversinfinity]

Also slightly related to my last post, I always underestimate how good whump content is? Like I don’t daydream about it too often like I do with snez stuff since it’s not really what I would consider a main fetish/interest/whatever you want to call it. It’s almost like I kind of forget it’s a thing I like. But then as soon as I’m exposed to any whump, especially if it falls in line with any current obsession or fave, I’m immediately reminded of how good that stuff is.