#rox--c

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i just want to say i love you so much and you're such a good person and a talented editor and designer and i appreciate you so much and whenever your edit comes on my dash i smile and pause and usually save the image while i'm at it cos i love it so much i love you you deserve so much happiness i'm so so so sorry you're hurting if i could reach through my laptop screen to hug you i would <33333333

@sebstahn said:seriously pls. we care abt you. even fucking yoongi, and you know he does,he cares abt you. and don’t pull that shit like he doesn’t know you. it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t. he’s out there hoping you stay alive. stay alive pls. we love you.| you know it’s okay, right. it’s okay to feel bad. it just actually hurts to read those things you posted last night and then to see this post (no misspellings and exclamation points). I hope you’re okay. love you.

@rox--c said:Please keep existing!! You are so so so so so important to so many people, trust me. You are kind, creative, smart, compassionate, and myriad of other great qualities that make you such an amazing person. So please keep existing we need people like you in the world <3

@parkjongins said:Jess. I just wanna let you know that you are important to me. Please make sure you get home safely if you are out drinking okay. <3

@yoongiahhh said:Over hereee! 👋💕 I know that what you’re feeling right now is shit ik baby :(((((( and i’m not belittling the way you ache bUT you mean a lot to me! I’m sorry I never say it :( but I see you even just in my dash and i’m like yes :D 👌💟💖

in all honesty you guys, you didn’t have to send me all these amazing messages, I feel so embarrassed for making you worry like that, but I’m all good now I swear and I just… I don’t even deserve all of this I don’t know how to repay you ugh I feel so bad sjjkdfnekj

but still,, thank you thank you so much and I just feel so grateful bless you

gosh I’m so bad at,, this,, and how do I even,, i’m sorry I really am sorry I honestly do not deserve you ksdfbkj

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What's your professor or schools policy on group work? In my faculty if we had someone not pull their weight we were allowed to report the group member given proof that there was a communication and consideration involved by the other members. And take whatever corrective action was necessary on that group member.

it’s a lot like, training us to deal with it ourselves like of course if we have issues or problems we will MOST DEFINITELY complain and do something about it but currently now, i’m more focusing on this final project before anything else. i plan on getting this presentation done and overwith first.

after that, i’ll probably tell her off. then next semester when it comes down to pairing up for groups again, it won’t be a group for me anymore. me and my friend plan to just be partners and we may be only two people while others have three or four, but we can and will make up for it bc the both of us have been busting our asses off.

the thing is, our college is mostly like trying to get us to not rely on them to deal with things. they want us to grow and learn on our own and with that i do appreciate it but i’m just gonna bring this up in the next semester after everything is done and over with.

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roxi

roxi_ brown bag pack, tea set, sprinkles.

one name three things(don’t send anymore!)

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1, 7 and 14!

is this for the concert asks thing?

I think that’s the most recent number/ask post i’ve reblogged?

How many concerts have you been to? 

I’ve been to 4 K-Pop concerts, and I guess 5 if you count the fact that a friend of mine invited me to this christian rock concert thing last summer and it was in a huuuuge stadium (even though i’m not religious, I didn’t have many people to hang out with that year so it was an excuse to go outside)

Which artists/bands would you love to see live? 

Ok so I want to see B.A.P and SHINee again, and I want to be super close this time! I’d go see B1A4, Oh My Girl, SNSD, NU’EST, Topp Dogg, and VIXX (for a 2nd time). I’d like to go to a rap concert someday (maybe Kendrick Lamar), and I also really want to see Fall Out Boy and/or Panic! live. Oh, and Melanie Martinez as well!

Best concert you’ve been to?

VIXX, even if it was the victim of bad timing and kinda forced me to be with my abuser for a while longer. I was close to the stage, it was my first concert, Hongbin waved at me and Hyuk threw something at me. Also Leo looked in my general direction a few times (he was my bias then)

Also my mom swears I got hit on by a cute guy in his 20′s, but I swear he was just being nice. I was 14 years old, still had braces, and was incredibly awkward.

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@rox--c replied to your post “3, 5 and 15 pls!”

I LOVE that you were able to see all your faves multiple times!!

bruh i would do anything for my faves man let me tell you 

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3, 5 and 15 pls!

my love--

3. Which artist/band have you seen the most live?

it’s actually tied between Big Bang, BTS, and VIXX! I’ve seen them all twice hng

5. Last concert you went to?

it was JinuSean, DJDOC, and CLON ~

15. Worst concert you’ve been to?

All concerts i’ve been to have been great, but I’d have to say Infinite.  i’m basing this purely off the fact i wasn’t seated close to the stage.

squeaks

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Hey Jess, I saw you post about Paint Tool SAI and was wondering if you're using it on a MAC. I'm trying to get into digital drawing and I've heard good things about the program but I don't know if it's a Windows exclusive program.

Yes!! I’m using it on a MAC!! U can get the program in both windows and apple tbh it’s just that if you’re using a tablet to draw with, the pen stability doesn’t work on a mac,,, so I guess it’s better if you have paintool sai on windows bc on macs is much more complicated to get WITH pen stability akjxdbdakf

[an-exotic-writer]

I've had eczema for as long as I can remember and I completely understand the feelings you get when someone just points and asks 'the question.' I don't know if you've got something called Aveeno where you live but if you do they make this oatmeal bath soak thing specifically for people with eczema and that really helped sooth a lot of issues I had. So maybe you can give it a go and see if it works for you too!

i’ve never heard of that before O: but i have heard of similar things but my beautician told me to not go for those type of things. especially since i’m getting electrotherapy treatment, facials and chinese medicine, it’s best i refrain from that /: but thank you for the suggestion!!!