#rp key

[excuseme-oppas]

I closed my eyes and squeezed his hand as tightly as I could, feeling absolutely helpless. I never needed any one like this before, where the fuck had this random wave of emotion and needing come from. ” If you ever break that promise, I’ll break your legs…” I mumbled, groaning as they finished pulling the shards from my skin and stitching up the wounds. Yeah that sounded tough, that’ll show him that… ” Who am I kidding?” I sighed, giving in to the new person Kibum was already unleashing as I fell unconscious.

--------------------------------------- I watch over you, running my fingers through your hair as i wait for you to wake up. You are so beautiful.. I really hope you can one day see how i do this all because i feel a special bond to you.. One day i wish to tell you this.. but for now ill let you slowly open up to me with my arms wide ope- "Elizabeth.." i start calling out as you start to stir and shift around "Elizabeth can you hear me?" I question, lightly stroking your cheekbone with my fingertips..

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I reached out for his hand weakly, blushing fervently as my tough persona fought to stay present. ” Kibum…please come with me…” I mumbled, swallowing nervously as memories of watching family member after family member succumb to their diseases and disorders in places just like the one we were in at this moment. ” I umm…Oppa, I’m scared.” I whispered, the word feeling strange on my lips as I squeezed his hand in need. 

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I smile weakly as i squeeze your hand back in return "Of course i'll come with you.." I whisper as i look at the nurse for permission as i grab the clipboard and follows you back "Don't be scared sweetie.. I'll be here... I won't leave you.... ever.." I state as i watch them get all of the supplies ready to stitch up and remove the glass from your feet "I'm going to stay home and take care of you until you are fully healed again..." I state as i start to rub the top of your hand, attempting to calm you down as you tense up, getting more frightened by the second.. "It'll be okay Elizabeth..."

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My eyes started to droop as the swaying of Kibum”s frantic driving drew me into a sort of calm. What was even happening at this point? I had been bleeding and then..? And then I had basically professed my love to the man frantically driving me to some medical center in the middle of the city. ” Should I call you oppa?” I asked weakly with  a sarcastic laugh passing my lips, trying to lighten the mood as well as stay awake through the drive.  

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I attempt to laugh as i speed up a little, taking another right as i quickly pull into the emergency entrance and parks, picking you up as i carry you in. "Can somebody help me? We dropped a lamp and she accident stepped on it and she has alot of gashes in her feet" I stated as the lady behind the desk hands me a clipboard as another nurse comes out with a wheelchair, placing you down as i smile at you "Don't worry, i got your stuff so i'll fill out the paperwork while they taking you." 

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"Hate you?" I question, my voice quivering in frustration as a morbid laugh passes through my painted lips. " You know what? I wish I could fucking hate you. The fucking problem here is that…That I can’t. I’ve tried to make you the bad person in every way I can think and I just… I just can’t fucking bring myself to hate you!" I screamed, tossing the lamp off of the side table next to the door, not caring that the shattered porcelain pieces dug into my sock covered feet as I crossed the room and grabbed your shoulder, effectively pulling you back to look at me. " You couldn’t just be another fuck and forget could you!?  You had to go and make me forget his smell and how my face would sting when my fucking bitch of a mother would slap the shit out of her worthless daughter!" I shouted in his face, fisting his shirt in my hands to hold back my sobs. " Y-you had to go ahead and give me a place to call home! You just had to fucking care! God dammit Kibum I wish I could fucking hate your guts….but I can’t" I paused, my voice shying away as I struggled to stand, my knees giving way as my feet became to weak from the pain of the porcelain gashes. " I just can’t…no matter how hard I try, I…"  

----------------------------------------------- I sigh as i pick you up and walks you over to the bed and lays you there "I'm going to get you to a hospital... This looks bad.." I state, as i pull a pair if sweatpants from my bag and slides it on you as i pick you up in my arms "Why do you want to leave me so bad? I'm sorry that all happened. I know it can be hard. I'll even pay for an apartment if you dont want to stay with me. You don't have to work here anymore. I can help you find a better job. Hell you don't even need to get a job.." I sigh as i knock on the door stating i am finished as they open the door and walks you out, holding you close to me "Please don't leave me. Please don't skip town. Please just..... Just give me a chance. One month. That's all i ask for. If you truly are not happy at the end of a month and you want to leave, i'll give you some money to find a new place.... Please..." I beg you as i place you in the passenger side as i get into the drivers side and starts the car, heading to the hospital.

[excuseme-oppas]

I quirked my eyebrow over to him, ignoring the fact that he’d just completely rejected me. ” Liz.  Lizzie if you have to call me a longer name.” I stated, reaching for a piece of toast to appease his whole ‘you have to eat’ bit. ” And yeah skip town… I’ve spent a week here, and three of those days here. That’s longer then I’ve been in one place for a while now. I figured I’d work one more night at the club and then get out of here.” I mumbled, making sure to stuff my face with the toast at the mention of the club, knowing that a man like Kibum should be ashamed to even glance at a chick who works in strip clubs on weekends when she runs out of money, let alone pick her up and take her home with him. 

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"Okay, Lizzie. What's wrong with staying in one place for awhile?" i question as i pour myself a glass of orange juice as i try not to think about you leaving and pauses at the working "No. You will not go back to work. If you need money, i can pay you if you clean up my apartment. I will pay you more then that shitty place will ever pay you." I spat out as i finish pouring my glass, starting to eat. I try to hold back my anger as my body tenses up

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I walked in and kissed his cheek softly, my lips making their way down his jawline slowly, ” Wanna skip breakfast for a real treat?” I purred against his skin, resting a hand against his inner thigh to force it in my mind that the only reason Key had ever been so sweet to me was because I was good in the sack. I swung my leg over his lap, slipping between him and the table to straddle his hips as I allowed my shorts to slide up and expose my fair skin, dipping my head to kiss at the small hickey I had decorated his skin with the night before. ” Making your home a bed and breakfast all for me…Lemme repay you before I skip town, hmm?” I whispered into the hollow of his ear, yet again burning it into my mind that this is what he wanted…It’s what they all do.

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I breath in deeply, letting my head rest back before i look you in the eyes, stopping your movements. "You need to eat sweetie..." I state as i stand up, picking you up with me and places you on your chair, pushing your chair in for you as i offer you a beverage before i sit down. "I never wanted to be repaid for the lovely nights we spent together. I enjoy your comp-" I stop dead in my sentence as it hits me that you said you are going to skip town. I drop my fork as i look over at you "Why are you skipping town, Elizabeth?" I quietly ask, trying not to show that i am very rather upset by that. 

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"Fuck!" I cursed again in another hushed whisper, looking down to my feet that rested on the metal of the fire escape outside his bedroom window. I sighed, climbing back through the window and scowling at the old lady across the street, staring at me with judgmental eyes. " I uh…I’m coming Kibum!" I called back down to him, a twinge of frustration in my voice. 

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I hear the frustration in your voice as i sigh, sitting down as i start putting some food on my place. Maybe i shouldn't try so hard to get you to fall in love with me... I've loved Elizabeth for a long time. I just.. want her to be okay. I want her to be happy. These past three days have been so amazing... Beautiful love being made.. but then she just leaves in the morning with no words said.. I wonder to myself as i sit there, staring at my food, unsure of what to do. 

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The unfamiliar smell of cooking bacon broke me from my sleep. Unfamiliar because it smelled like the real thing and not the chewy rubber from Mcdonalds that I usually forced myself into eating for some source of energy. ” Where is that..?” I mumbled, rubbing the sleep from my eyes before I realized where I was. ” Shit!” I cursed under my breath, jumping out from under the covers to grab my clothes off of his dresser. 

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I hum as i look around, putting the finished toast, eggs, potatoes, and the now finished bacon onto the table. I smile to myself, proud of the meal as i open up the refrigerator to pull out the half gallon of milk and orange juice, putting them onto the table along with two cups, plates, and silverware.  Elizabeth was over again. Or well, Liz as she liked to call herself. I wish she wouldn't be out in such a rush... I shake away the thoughts as i call out "Elizabeth! I made breakfast. Don't even think you are going to run out on me this time! I know you didn't eat anything yesterday!" i stated, my mother mode kicking in a little bit as i finish placing the table.