closed starter ft. @rresurrectionn
Confidence exudes from him, dripping from the tips of his fingers, down the apples of his cheeks. There’s an almost flimsy sort of air about the way that he carries himself, a boiling tension beneath the surface that begs to be let out. Dane tries to ignore it, tries to keep it pulled together, and it almost works aside from the fine cracks about his edges, and aside from the light in his eyes that reeks of desperation. The front that he puts on and the expression that he keeps in place is a lot to handle all at once, but so is the door that he’s stood outside of, and the person that’s behind it.
Potential for rejection isn’t something that’s entirely lose on him, but he also has a long history with Elias that feels... different, from that. Different from what he’s running away from, and different from the sinking feeling inside of his chest every time that beast sneaks up in his peripheral and he catches a glimpse of it. It hurts, sometimes, when he lets it get too close. Maybe that’s why he’s bolting away from it. Maybe that’s why he’s defaulting back to what he knows, to the familiar anticipation of it all, to the obvious set-up of this situation and of the way that he wants to strip himself bare and know that he’s not going to be found wanting.
Clearing the thickness from his throat, Dane leans his head against the door frame, and then he presses a palm flat to it. When he speaks, his voice is low, but he knows that the vampire on the other side is going to hear it regardless. “Elias? Let me in.”