#rrrant

[lifetrimmed]

I FINALLY HAVE ARISEN FROM MY GRAAAVE RAAAAHHHHH ୧⁠(⁠ ⁠ಠ⁠ ⁠Д⁠ ⁠ಠ⁠ ⁠)⁠୨

I am so sorry to everyone who've been trying to reach out to me, i will reply back to yall one by one.... (Also it's 11pm at my place rn so I'll get to some of the dms tomorrow orz)

I wasn't deathly sick or in danger or anything like that. Just kinda braindead from all the anxiety and stress ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

Like fr bro i legit can't remember what i was doing the last few weeks except for like 2 or 3 small bits of memory.... It was one of the worst brainfog I've ever had in my life skhsksgahs

But i gotta say one of the main reasons of my mental health's deterioration is cuz I've been off of antidepressant for more than 3 weeks. It's related to my govt being a fucking clown and i heavily rely on public healthcare for my meds auuughsgsjgs bangsat lahh ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

*sigh* Ok rant over, now back to catching up with all the unanswered texts....

Once again I'm sorry for the radio silence (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

[lifetrimmed]

⚠️ RANT (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

Tfw you wanna join a zine focusing on charas you like but one of the mods is blocking your blog SGKSGDKSGS

See– actually I'd have tried applying anyway, see if they're chill with having filthy coomers like me, if only they didn't require us to give them our discord handle on the google form....

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idesebe related rant below, not a drama or beef or anything, just me heartbroken hahaha

i have whined to my fren and a server I'm in, and I'm sure they'll get annoyed if i bitch some more so I'll move to here lol

I have found that the most prolific jp 💀⚡ artist (one of my fave artists, the one who got me into this ship) has deleted all of their works from pixiv and poipiku.... I still can see some bits of their 💀⚡ stuff on twt, but a big bulk of their short comics are on the duo P sitesss AAAAHHHH GWENCHANAAA ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

Yea in the end we're not entitled to their works and the artist can do whatever the fuck they want with their own stuff, but DAMN. Won't stop me from whining about it tho HAHAHA

And ik I'm totally being dramatic. But ughhh i wouldn't feel this bad if the ship isn't so rare in the first place ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

Maybe I'll cope by drawing even more idesebe... And staring at this custom merch i got from a recent weeb con for hours......

Also pspsps if you're also into this ship then pls chat with me about it? In the comments or dms.... No pressure or anything tho ahaha (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

I do have a new super spicy idesebe wip, I'll try to finish it tonight. Gonna be bawling my eyes out the whole time when I'm cooking it tho LMAOOO

[inplodinggofer616]

hot take: pride flags have kinda bad color pallettes, they're usually very soft and lightly colored and like no. I have been here long enough to know that a lot of queer people are not pussies and these flags should represent that with deeper/darker colors

[trazel-apeally]

Oh boy, here I go culling again

Another mass unfollow/blocking just happened and I’m getting major ‘PTSD’ flashbacks of the infamous one a few years ago... If you’re reading this, know that I want the best for you, and if you think this is the best route then godspeed. I feel like you have a lot of bad blood towards me because of either my beliefs or because of the history of us, but know this, you did get on my nerves and you did annoy me here and there, but I ALWAYS hoped you’d get your happy ending and that you could/can live a happy life. That doesn’t and won’t change because of this. You and the previous culling candidate share a lot of features and ideals, but the one thing you have above them is that I still wish you well. Even though you don’t think that’s possible.

[trazel-apeally]

Getting really pissed off that Ross carried Barry through his Undertale play-through... Backseat gaming is really fucking annoying, like I can understand hints if Barry asks, but carrying him through it is fucking frustrating...

[trazel-apeally]

@Neonmob

So I’ve been playing an online TC’G’ for a little over a week now, and while I’m having fun with it, I’ve gotten into a rut of people trying to scam me out of cards even the trade system is finding them sketch. I’m also trying to refer people so I can get some bonus cards, but almost everyone I’ve asked so far is uninterested in the site and I’m really feeling fucked over.

The only person I’ve recruited is my bro and he already has at least 7 refers under his belt.

Refer link for anyone who wants to give me pity: https://www.neonmob.com/@mr_montag?rc=RLwdC&rs=reward

[trazel-apeally]

GB Manga

So recently I managed to find myself enthralled in 2 Ongoing Gender-Bend Manga and fuck me. I. HATE. The inability to not speed read/watch something. I’m dying over here because stupid fucking reality’s all like, “Oh no, no, no, things take TIME and MONEY.“ Well you know what reality? Fuck you, I’m gonna start my own reality that has all the FINISHED GB Manga I want!

p.s. They’re Shishunki Bitter Change and Boku Girl. 10/10 GB Mange, would suggest