#rrramble

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I FINALLY HAVE ARISEN FROM MY GRAAAVE RAAAAHHHHH ୧⁠(⁠ ⁠ಠ⁠ ⁠Д⁠ ⁠ಠ⁠ ⁠)⁠୨

I am so sorry to everyone who've been trying to reach out to me, i will reply back to yall one by one.... (Also it's 11pm at my place rn so I'll get to some of the dms tomorrow orz)

I wasn't deathly sick or in danger or anything like that. Just kinda braindead from all the anxiety and stress ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

Like fr bro i legit can't remember what i was doing the last few weeks except for like 2 or 3 small bits of memory.... It was one of the worst brainfog I've ever had in my life skhsksgahs

But i gotta say one of the main reasons of my mental health's deterioration is cuz I've been off of antidepressant for more than 3 weeks. It's related to my govt being a fucking clown and i heavily rely on public healthcare for my meds auuughsgsjgs bangsat lahh ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

*sigh* Ok rant over, now back to catching up with all the unanswered texts....

Once again I'm sorry for the radio silence (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

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Just made a sideblog for my ramblings.... I'm not too familiar with this feature yet but i think basically it's like another channel to post your shit separately from your main. Maybe ╮⁠(⁠＾⁠▽⁠＾⁠)⁠╭

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Hi there! Sorry for such a sudden ask, and i have noticed you havent been active for a while, so feel free to ignore this, but I wanted to ask if I could feature the art you drew for the nukani exchange a while back w Blade and Dante in a presentation I'm making 👀 It's for a rarepair panel at a digital BL convention Citruscon. I'm making a short presentation on Blade/Dante ship for that and rly would love to show your lovely piece on one of my slides. With proper credit ofc! Lmk if you would like to know the details but also feel free to decline my request, I will respect your decision either way 🙏

Hellooo0O0o

Thanks for reaching me out about this! I'm flattered HAHAHA feel free to do so, i never turn down ppl who nicely ask to share my art elsewhere~

I've heard about citruscon before and it seems like a nice and chill event... Also, good luck with ur presentation (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

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Jajang's "discreetly mute ppl on tumblr" era is over, now entering the "indiscriminately block people left and right on the slightest hint of rancid 🐜 smell" era

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⚠️ RANT (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

Tfw you wanna join a zine focusing on charas you like but one of the mods is blocking your blog SGKSGDKSGS

See– actually I'd have tried applying anyway, see if they're chill with having filthy coomers like me, if only they didn't require us to give them our discord handle on the google form....

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idesebe related rant below, not a drama or beef or anything, just me heartbroken hahaha

i have whined to my fren and a server I'm in, and I'm sure they'll get annoyed if i bitch some more so I'll move to here lol

I have found that the most prolific jp 💀⚡ artist (one of my fave artists, the one who got me into this ship) has deleted all of their works from pixiv and poipiku.... I still can see some bits of their 💀⚡ stuff on twt, but a big bulk of their short comics are on the duo P sitesss AAAAHHHH GWENCHANAAA ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

Yea in the end we're not entitled to their works and the artist can do whatever the fuck they want with their own stuff, but DAMN. Won't stop me from whining about it tho HAHAHA

And ik I'm totally being dramatic. But ughhh i wouldn't feel this bad if the ship isn't so rare in the first place ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

Maybe I'll cope by drawing even more idesebe... And staring at this custom merch i got from a recent weeb con for hours......

Also pspsps if you're also into this ship then pls chat with me about it? In the comments or dms.... No pressure or anything tho ahaha (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

I do have a new super spicy idesebe wip, I'll try to finish it tonight. Gonna be bawling my eyes out the whole time when I'm cooking it tho LMAOOO

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Been thinking to unleash my AUs into the wild... I only shared them to my friend and a discord server I'm in, but maybe some of you guys will be interested? (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

I wanna make a bunch of art for them too. When?? Idk I've been low on art juices lately orz

If you're wondering, yea most of them are 💀⚡ centric HAHAHA

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Ahh another wave of migration to 🦋site... I already have an account from months ago (or last year?? can't remember) but maybe I'll start crossposting my stuff to there now HAHA

Gotta warn that there will be my uncropped nsfw drawings tho... In all of their porny glory–

I think 1 or 2 of my stuff have the dicks censored?? To comply with jp's funni censorship law since i post my porn to pixiv (⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠)