thinking about horrid tumblr post which i hate. it goes something like "i worried that my friends didnt like hanging out with me and just put up with me and i expressed this to a friend and he was like 'wow i am hurt that you would think so low of me' and tumblr user was like wow he is so right it is so terrible of me to imagine my beautiful lovely friends being upset with me. and this is my advice to you too, tumblr, you shouldn't think ill of your friends because that is unkind to them." and this is a very stupid post. i really hate when people act like a mental illness that is hurting only the person who has it is somehow victimizing the people around them. "you should stop your mental illness activities because it makes other people feel bad" you should kys
it is just a new way of sanitizing yourself and your own thoughts to become more palatable to those around you rather than actually dealing with why you might feel that way. that bitch didnt stop feeling that way she just dissociated it. she didnt unpack why she feels like no one likes her. she just said it hurts other people when i think this so i must not think this. wow!!! even more mental illness!!! you even feel like you cant have your own thoughts in the privacy of your own head!!!!
it got "fixed" because you tried to say your feelings to your friend and were rejected and now you push away those feelings. actually you are sicker.
to heal from mental illness you will be messy and mean and it will not be all flowers and sunshine and pleasantness