#rudygrunts

[rudearling]

this horse literally just appeared out of nowhere right next to my house???????

i don't have the heart to kill it so I'm keeping it ig

think ill name her Caleb

bc why the fuck not lol

[rudearling]

What the actual fuck is happening

also wow the music had perfect timing. the song is me my phobias and i by aviators (og version)

[rudearling]

woaw.. hi... i like Deer too.... Deer are awesum.. hi...

HI! FELLOW DEER ENJOYER :D

whats your fav species? mine are caribou/reindeer but you prob already figured that out lol

[rudearling]

update: my parents have become something worse then antivaxxers

they became nowmkist

bc one random warding "spell" madeour ac shut up

now every so often random loud ass noises will play in the house

its been less than a day but everything already hurts i dont think i can live like this

fml

i want to cry but then theyre gonna tell me feeling stressed is not allowed cause itll lure dangerous beings to us

guys i think my parents don't understand how emotions work

they already think my "sensitivity" is the reason we supposedly in this mess

nobody gets it. nobody understands how much noise can hurt me

nobody understands how much every day hurts

i want to kill myself but i still have a reason to smile

and one day ill make a garden. for real

just gotta get through this

[rudearling]

I was going to make a video giving a full tour of my farm but something really weird happened and now I'm really confused

one of my dogs changed color???

Im kinda nervous about playing again bc my animals have been acting weird lately and im worried theres some sort of corruption going on?

does anyone know anything about this?

(oh yea and the songs I was listening to: FamilyJule's cover of Undertale and Hegemony Project's cover of Something Comforting)

[rudearling]

my Rottweiler went missing :(

I swear I left them by my house but I cant find them anywhere near it

[rudearling]

somehow I found unicorns while looking for caribou

I only took one with me but I mite go back for the rest one day

I had the idea to make a special place for them

I only found one caribou though :/

he kinda sucks but I love him

I also found a rottweiler in a nearby village!

I was looking for a guard dog! :D

[rudearling]

THE SALEM REVELATIONS MY HATED

ok I guess we did get the whole innocent until proven guilty thing from it

but we also got Nowmkism from it

and now I have to listen to the story of it's incredible founding (again)

it's lgbtqia+ history month and instead of learning about that we're learning about people who just use religion as an excuse to tell people to no feel certain emotions.

it's not like my teachers teach me anything anyway