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system blogging :)

#my art #rufus.txt #did #did art #system art #system #osdd #the hunting club search is kinda specific but it was the prompt for this art so I kept it in #blood tw #plural #literally ignore the pencil lines I didn't have an eraser lol. or go 'mm yes this adds' either one works #persecutor #< he doesn't wanna post on this blog but this is about him #he is appreciated here but the experience of going online after/at the same time as him with active amnesia barriers is WEIRD! lmao

rufus turner gay little earring my beloved

#its so Iconic #rufus turner #rufus.txt #muku posts #rufus spn #yass.ok

so apparently the frequent memory gaps ages 14-16 meant something

#rufus.txt #system art #system stuff #plural #did #dissociative identity disorder #persecutor #my art

got too high. my body spoke to me in a voice other than my own. told me it loved me and told me what bodily sensations I am feeling so I did not get scared. this instantly grounded me. interesting things going on here. I thought it might be Zeraphiah but it said it's my body so like. well. hmm. I am still hearing it + still high lmao

#dissociation innit #rufus.txt #weed cw #hypochondria while stoned on new meds split real????????#I felt so safe too I was just like. oh. okay :)

being plural fucks cause an alter can spend his allowance on burger instead of whatever else. and then we're BOTH fed. and I didn't even have to pay. I didn't even walk there. free hunger meter restoration

#high imagining burger rotating in my mind etc #rufus.txt

beef stroganoff that makes you someone it didn't happen to or whatever that one post said

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those who want to, SOUND OFF!

Rufus: host, it/its. my blog is the main one, @flxwer-thing, find me there :]

Zeraphiah: Greetings. I am the system's caretaker and gatekeeper. I am angelic in nature. Please write me at @zeraphiah, thank you! I use they/them pronouns, and believe that my gender is not equitable to human ones. I enjoy games like Werewolf, chess, and cards. I am a fan of choir, violin, and piano music, though I enjoy a bit of trap music too. I believe in God, I wish to protect those I have been assigned to be guard to. Very pleased to make everyone's acquaintance.

Sawyer: I've been around a while, I'm "the Rufus in the mirror". yeah. turns out that growing up switching with "the self in the mirror" every few months was indicative of..... things. haha. I'm like Football from AT basically except we only watched that the other year lmaooo, we've been kinda aware of being a system since about 14? I get to live without the responsibilities of being host and it's pretty chill but I try to help when I can! I use it/he :]

Zachary: hiiii!! X3 I'm Zach, they/he, I'm 11-17, and I never learned how to read XD I love scene stuff and raccoons!!

Anton: Hello, I am Anton, I am a cisgender male from Moscow, except I seem to be bound to a student from the United Kingdom now. My boyfriend is here too, his grasp of English isn't as good as mine unfortunately, but this situation is not unfamiliar to him... I am apparently a "fictive" — strange, confusing, but it is what it is, so we are all working together while we figure out what to do next!

Tanya: I'm not around that much and don't generally front but oh my god get me a woman other than host in here! she/her, dyke 🤘

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