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those who want to, SOUND OFF!

Rufus: host, it/its. my blog is the main one, @flxwer-thing, find me there :]

Zeraphiah: Greetings. I am the system's caretaker and gatekeeper. I am angelic in nature. Please write me at @zeraphiah, thank you! I use they/them pronouns, and believe that my gender is not equitable to human ones. I enjoy games like Werewolf, chess, and cards. I am a fan of choir, violin, and piano music, though I enjoy a bit of trap music too. I believe in God, I wish to protect those I have been assigned to be guard to. Very pleased to make everyone's acquaintance.

Sawyer: I've been around a while, I'm "the Rufus in the mirror". yeah. turns out that growing up switching with "the self in the mirror" every few months was indicative of..... things. haha. I'm like Football from AT basically except we only watched that the other year lmaooo, we've been kinda aware of being a system since about 14? I get to live without the responsibilities of being host and it's pretty chill but I try to help when I can! I use it/he :]

Zachary: hiiii!! X3 I'm Zach, they/he, I'm 11-17, and I never learned how to read XD I love scene stuff and raccoons!!

Anton: Hello, I am Anton, I am a cisgender male from Moscow, except I seem to be bound to a student from the United Kingdom now. My boyfriend is here too, his grasp of English isn't as good as mine unfortunately, but this situation is not unfamiliar to him... I am apparently a "fictive" — strange, confusing, but it is what it is, so we are all working together while we figure out what to do next!

Tanya: I'm not around that much and don't generally front but oh my god get me a woman other than host in here! she/her, dyke 🤘

#rufus.txt #zeraphiah.txt #sawyer.txt #zachary.txt #anton.txt #tanya.txt #< hi btw. who are you

basil-mage

Still you

selfcarereminder

the version of you that got through that thing you thought would break you, that person still lives inside you. you have that strength available whenever you need it

so apparently the frequent memory gaps ages 14-16 meant something

#rufus.txt #system art #system stuff #plural #did #dissociative identity disorder #persecutor #my art

compact-metro

repetitive mspaint plural comic #1200

alteredpanel

hey. those go somewhere

#THIS IS SO REAL

being plural fucks cause an alter can spend his allowance on burger instead of whatever else. and then we're BOTH fed. and I didn't even have to pay. I didn't even walk there. free hunger meter restoration

#high imagining burger rotating in my mind etc #rufus.txt

redroses-alter-roles

Curator:

A curator is an alter that works in tandem with another alter (usually a protector, persecutor, or even a gatekeeper at times). These alters are there to stop the other one from going too far with their role or do things unnecessarily in certain situations (i.e., start a fight for no reason, yelling at someone for something that may be seen as somewhat disproportionate to what happened, etc).

Flags:

Extreme protector:

An extreme protector (which can also be an extreme physical protector, emotional protector, verbal protector, etc.) is an alter with such role that tends to take their job too far in situations that may not call for it (i.e., starting fights over small things, trying to cut people off for simple mistakes, etc.). These alters are very often also persecutors, but they do not have to be such to be an extreme protector (the main difference is that persecutors tend to cause harm to the system or others weather intentionally or not, but extreme protectors don't often cause harm in any way beyond being a little extreme and often have a curator as described above to help keep them under control and often the curator is the only alter the extreme protector listens too).

Flags:

If these terms already exist under a different name, consider this a recoining or if these names already exist, then consider these alternative flags!

#Ooooh so I've been curating >:D #sho.txt

fish-n-friends

headmates who have severe moral ocd and headmates who want to be immoral and horrible on purpose . fight

fish-n-friends

deliberately not calling the immoral headmates persecutors / prosecutors bc theyre not being cruel for the sake of cruelty, they yearn for being cruel because its the very opposite of what we force ourselves into all the time. (and because they dont identify as such most importantly)

so what its really about is unrestricted autonomy, and rejecting our moral ocd and our fawn response etc., since those also do great harm for us.

supressing small things (being "selfish", being openly in a bad mood, not acting like a pure fucking angel all the time) eventually split us into radical assholes. but the angels are so fixated on being good, and since system accountability is holding them hostage, they need to supress abd make up for the assholes.