#ruinself

[noxwithoutstars]

Antiquoruinic

Antiquoruinic is a xenogender that feels like standing in the ruins of a grand castle and imagining the bustle of merchants, slow march of kings, and quiet toil of peasants before the castle was destroyed. It feels eerie and tired, and can be REMIN and/or KEIN if one so wishes.

Pronouns can include:

ruin/ruin/ruins/ruins/ruinself

lost/lost/losts/losts/lostself

ghost/ghost/ghosts/ghosts/ghostself

Day 10 of @/endermogai coining event. Prompt: kenopsia

DNI: ableist, racist, bigot, truscum, transmed, TERF, anti-mogai/neopronouns/xenogender, anti-mspec gay/lesbian/etc., anti-endo, queerphobe, REG, gatekeeper, anti-decolonization, anti-abortion, prolife, anti-anti, NSFW/kink/BDSM

[honeycdlies]

silence. the room was entirely too silent for the confession that had just spilled from her father’s brims. angelica felt as if her lungs have been deflated, pricked by a needle and filled with sand. she was suffocating and yet not a single sound left her lips. marriage. she had barely wrapped her head around a kid and now she was going to be married? she was going to be shipped off and made a trophy wife to some other asshole who ..... who wouldn’t get her that ice cream she loved from the store three blocks away from their hotel room, or banter with her and push her buttons but still be willing to take care of her even when she was being a little shit. sure, joseph was an asshole ..... but he was her asshole and now that was being snatched away from her too. “ when? “ she finally managed to get out, her voice barely above a whisper, dark hues locked on the unfinished meal before her. she couldn’t look at joseph. she couldn’t look at her good for nothing father. he didn’t even deserve that title before — but this, this just cemented the fact that he was nothing more than a worthless piece of shit. “ what about joseph? you wanted us to become closer, what about that? “ she wouldn’t have believed the words had come out of her mouth, until they had but it was true — she was terrified out of her mind about leaving joseph. he built this life for them, she was pregnant with his kid, and her father was going to change all that --- he was going to change everything....        @ruinself​.