▹ Heeseung who was genuinely so nervous the first time he asked you out, his hands were sweaty, voice cracking.
▹ Heeseung who bragged to his members that he was going out with the hottest girl in SK until he got yelled at , , “hyung! Enough already, please!” , , “but she’s so-” , , “absolutely angelic, we get it!”
▹ Heeseung who spent a week planning out what outfit he was going to wear, just to end up matching you super last minute
▹ Heeseung who took you out on exactly 7 dates before he asked you to be his girlfriend, he let his fellow members decide what you and him were going to be doing on each date
▹ Heeseung who introduced you to his members asap , , and whined in embarrassment like a school boy when they teased him in front of you
▹ Heeseung who sent you ‘good morning’ and ‘good night’ texts, no matter where he was, or what he was doing
▹ Heeseung who gathered up the courage to ask you to move in 7 months in, it was a big deal to me, flowers, a necklace, candles….one would think he was proposing
▹ Heeseung who practically cries for forgiveness anytime you guys have any sort of argument, even if he didn’t start it, even if it was over something as small as the dishes
▹ Heeseung who proudly shows you off to his family because you are the best thing to ever happen to him, besides his career and his group
▹ Heeseung who has planned to marry you since he first met you, you are marriage material, and he’ll be damned if he let you get away
nsfw headcanons
▹ Heeseung who is big and confident in bed
▹ Heeseung who is gentle at first because he doesn’t want to ever hurt you, so he goes through the ache of holding back, just so he can stretch you out properly with his fingers first
▹ Heeseung who loves to both give and receive , , he’ll go down on you without needing to be asked , , absolutely pussy-drunk and addicted to your taste
▹ Heeseung who is 100% a whiner/whimperer , , and he gets so embarrassed the first time he whimpers , , face red as a tomato when you tease him for it
▹ Heeseung who favorites the lotus position and cowgirl , , any position that lets him see your face is perfect for him , , whether you’re in control or he is
▹ Heeseung who is totally a switch and has no shame , , he thinks its hot as hell when you’re in control
▹ Heeseung who loves calling you mommy as much as he loves you calling him daddy
▹ Heeseung who gets embarrassed every time the members walk in on you two or interrupt your alone time , , beet red, face hidden, body shaking in embarrassment, and you have to reassure him its okay while trying not to laugh
▹ Heeseung who will jump at the opportunity to fuck you in public , , covering your pretty mouth with his hand so you don’t get caught
▹ Heeseung who cries the first time he makes love to you , , rose petals…candels…and his love for you
“Don’t ask me how I’m doing.” Those were the first words out of Buck’s mouth when he came into Eddie’s house that night, it was the first day he’d been discharged, had clearly taken it’s toll.
Eddie knew that the day would have been because he knew that Maddie had been telling everyone to go by and check on her brother.
How did he know this? Because Maddie asked him to as well. She wasn’t pleased when he said no, but Eddie knew that Buck would need a quiet place to go to and relax when he inevitably got overwhelmed.
So he waited at his house for Buck to arrive.
Eddie offered him a beer, and so he went to grab one, but when he came back, Buck was passed out on the couch.
Now, there were many things Eddie could do here, but what he actually ended up doing surprised even him.
He pulled up the ottoman, placing a blanket on Buck, and then he sat down next to him.
Wrapping his arm around Buck, he snuggled into him and slept, holding his wrist and taking comfort in the knowledge that Buck was safe, warm, and most importantly, Alive.
𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒔 › 𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝，reader is pouty, she/her pronouns used, y/n used, reader is convinced hyuka hates her</3, menstrual cycle mentioned, hyuka does NOT hate her!!, soulmates lowk 😋, petnames(babydoll, honey), this is pure fluff with slight angst only bc reader is a big ball of insecurity smh 😮💨
It was only the second day of your period and you were in agony. Cramps were at their worst, you felt exhausted, and the heating pad you usually used was nowhere to be seen. Another thing that was nowhere to be seen was your boyfriend. He must have snuck out of the house early again, because it was mid-morning and he wasn’t in the apartment. Your texts were left on delivered, despite him being online.
It had been like this a lot lately. Kai leaving way before you wake up, with no note or text telling you where he was. You always assumed he was just out with the boys, but you didn’t know for sure. Especially considering their answers when asked were incredibly vague. It was all seeming very fishy to you.
The insecurities were high when you were on your period. Usually Kai was there to kiss your insecurities away and hold you. This was his first time not being there to wake you up with cuddles on your period. The day before he had even been there to hold you and rub your tummy.
So what was going on? Where was he? Was he avoiding you? Were you becoming annoying to him?
Tears pricked at your eyes as you thought about your boyfriend possibly falling out of love with you. You had been extra clingy towards him lately, but that was because you felt like you hardly saw him anymore. With you working 9-5 everyday, besides weekends, and him seeming to disappear every day before you woke up, you only had a few hours with him after work.
Today was a Saturday. No work. You could just lay around and do nothing. Usually Kai would send you a text here or there telling you what he's up to, and when he’ll be home. When it got to about 2 in the afternoon, and you hadn’t heard from him, you wondered if maybe things were going to end between you and him. Maybe he hated you. Maybe your clingyness was just too much for him.
Four years with Kai down the drain because you sounded like a nightmare. A nightmare that was now haunting you. Stifling a sob as you bring your phone up to your ear, hoping that maybe he’ll answer your call. One ring…Two…three….four…beep.
No answer. That was the cherry on top of your depression sundae. Hot tears streaming down your cheeks as you bury your face in a pillow. Your boyfriend hated you. For a reason unknown. He was going to return later, tell you his reasons, and leave. You could see it now. The sobs became louder as you scared yourself into thinking your boyfriend was going to break up with you.
When the front door opened, you were bracing yourself internally. His sweet voice calling out for you only made you sob again and hide away in your pillow. He called out your name again, more concerned this time when he heard you sobbing. Rushing towards the bedroom in worry that something may have happened to you.
“Babydoll? y/n, what’s wrong?”
“You’re going to break up with me”
Your words stumped him. A look of surprise on his face as he pulled the pillow back from your face. A tilt of his head had you melting at how cute he looks right now, and how he was going to break your heart in just a few seconds.
“I am? I was unaware of this”
You can hear the amusement in his tone as you peek over your sleeves to look at him. Sniffling as your eyes try to see any deceit in his expression, but you can’t see any, except your pure love.
“Weren’t you…? You’ve been gone so much, and you haven’t been talking to me much”
“Oh honey…I’m sorry I made you think that. I’ve just been busy going over the plans for your birthday, it's an important one. You only turn 20 once”
Your bottom lip quivers as you fight off more tears. Touched by his words. You had been so completely caught up in your insecurities, you forgot your birthday was coming up in less than a week, and Kai always loved to go all out for your birthday. It was a special occasion for him.
Your cheeks lit ablaze in embarrassment at your own mistakes. Hands coming up to wrap around his torso. Burying your face in his chest to hide away the embarrassment against him. His chest rumbled as he laughed at how you looked in that moment. Kissing your head while murmuring softly to you.
“How do you manage to forget it every year, babydoll?
“I don’t make that big of a deal about it like you do, it's easy to forget during the year”
Kai doesn’t tease you any further, but the teasing look of amusement doesn’t leave his face. Turning onto his back to prop himself up against the headboard of the bed. Holding you close to give you the comfort you needed these past few days that he had failed to give.
“I’m sorry I haven’t been around so much, honey. I know it doesn’t excuse the fact that I should have been here for you, but, I am not breaking up with you. That is something I never plan to do, babydoll. You know I love you.”
And you did know. You knew just how strongly Kai loved you. How often he said those words when you were in need of them. Something to just ground you to remembrance that you were in fact his, and he was yours. In the moments of insecurity, Kai’s sweet murmurs and smile always comforted you. Your relationship strong and carefree. Kai had never let your insecurities ruin what you had. He always reassured you and gave you what you needed. Words of affirmation.
One thought ran through your head as he held you.
Hyuka didn’t hate you at all, and you were a fool for thinking so.
𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 › ꜱɪᴍ ᴊᴀᴇʏᴜɴ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
𝒘𝒄.› 2.𝟧ᴋ
𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒔 › 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑓𝑙𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑏𝑒，use of y/n [fem reader]，Romance: Untold era，lots of kisses，cuddling，head pats for jakey，use of petnames[baby, sweetheart]，this is prob the cutest thing I’ve written tbh :3
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[a/n]: ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵃ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ʷᵉᵉᵏ ᵒᶠ ᵈᵒⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵇˢᵒˡᵘᵗᵉˡʸ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵒⁿˡⁱⁿᵉ, ᵇᵉˢⁱᵈᵉˢ ʷʳⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰⁱˢ, ᴵ ᵃᵐ ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ:3 ʰᵒᵖᵉᶠᵘˡˡʸ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵘʸˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ, ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᴿᵒᵁⁿᵗᵒˡᵈꜝᴶᵃᵏᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵃ ˢᵖᵉᶜⁱᵃˡ ᵖˡᵃᶜᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ❥
Free days with Jake were special, because they didn’t happen often. With the new comeback, his time with you was limited. Each free day you two did have together was always spent doing as much together as possible. Usually though, the two of you just ended up spending the whole day cuddling in bed or on the couch.
There were rare cases where he wanted to take you out and about. Treating you to dinner or stopping by a cafe to try out all the new drinks they were serving, usually ending in caffeine crashes with the both of you passed out on the couch together.
Today you were lucky enough to get a free day together. There wouldn't be another one for at least a month. With the talkshows, events in other countries, and countless interviews with people they only knew by name who seemed to know everything about them. It could be overwhelming at times.
Jake often spent his free hours talking to you about his stresses and how he really felt about things the group was doing. He trusted you with his whole life. He knew you would never go behind his back and tell the wrong people how he was feeling. Because. In all honesty. Jake was tired, and he craved a break. A couple months to do whatever he wanted with his girlfriend and his groupmates.
He could never tell the group that. They counted on him, just as he counted on them. So it stayed a silent secret between him and the girl he loved.
The day had started off good. He woke up to the sun shining in through their blinds. His arm wrapped loose around her waist. Her face hidden by her hair that had grown messy in the tossing and turning she had done. His hair also seemed to be messy, he noted this as he ran his fingers through it. Laying there in the peaceful quiet of their calming bedroom. If he could turn over and go back to sleep with her in his arms for a few months, he’d be fine. A long hibernation. Like bears.
Jake didn’t resemble a bear though. He was too energetic and playful. Which earned him the title ‘puppy’, a title which was used by his group, and quite often his girlfriend. She loved teasing him with that nickname when he was feeling clingy. Clingy like a puppy who just wanted a few ounces of attention.
Being this way meant he didn’t lay there and just cuddle her for a while. Instead he lifted himself from their bed, brushed his teeth in the bathroom, and padded downstairs to “make” her breakfast in bed, because that’s just the kind of boyfriend Jake was. It could be his only day off, and he’d still be treating you like it was your only day off.
By the time you were waking up, he was walking in with a small tray of eggs, spam, steamed rice, and a sweet-smelling bread loaf you had bought from the store the other day. It wasn’t much, but to you, it was more than enough. A smile rose to your lips as he kissed your cheek and set down the food for you to eat. Yapping off your ear about how practice has been lately while you eat your meal.
You didn’t even catch half of the things he was saying, because he was speaking so fast. Jake didn’t seem to mind this though. As long as you were listening, and you were. Eyes staring at him in amusement as you finished off the meal he had made.
You had planned to get up and go wash up afterwards, but Jake obviously had other plans. Once you had set the tray aside to stand, he tackled you back onto the bed. Arms winding tight around your waist, pulling you against his chest. Ignoring the whines that left your mouth about needing to wash your face and brush your teeth.
Jake held you like that until he had heard enough of your whining. Letting you go so you can wash up. After he would just pull you back in and cuddle you all day in bed. Or at least until the two of you eventually grew bored. In which case you would probably either play a game together or watch some dumb movie that would make you both die laughing.
“Babyyyyy, you’re taking too long”,
He whined for you as he listened to the water run in the bathroom. It hadn’t even been two minutes, but Jake was an impatient man. He didn’t want a single second of the day wasted away doing nonsense.
“You’re so whiney, jakey”
Your soft laughter rings out from the bathroom mid-washing your face. His face lights up at the sound of your sweet laughter. He could listen to you laugh forever. It was one of his favorite things about you. Your laugh was so real and so you, not something stuck up or annoying.
When you finally emerged from the bathroom, he was on you like bees to honey. His hands grabbing your hips, pulling you back to the bed. Guiding you to lay beside him again, and you did happily. Your bodies moved together into the big spoon-little spoon position like it was routine.
Laying there like that for a while. Just enjoying the warmth and comfort you gave each other. Jake was one for the dramatics and whispered out that he could die here happily. This caused you to giggle, he was good at that, making you laugh at dumb but cute little remarks he made.
You loved Jake with your whole heart really. He was your everything. The best thing to ever happen to you was meeting him. And you knew he felt the same exact way.
The position didn’t last though. It never did. Within seconds. Jake was hosting you up onto his lap as he sat up against the headboard. Flipping on the tv with the remote from the nightstand.
“Alright, sweetheart, games or kdramas? Your choices today”
He spoke in your ear whilst pressing a sweet kiss just underneath it. Delighted that you both were on the same page when you grabbed for the xbox controllers. Jake was gonna let you choose and would enjoy his time with you anyways, but he secretly hoped you would choose games. That meant plenty of time later to just lay in bed, eat snacks, and watch a show with you.
“I want to play Roblox!”
Jake’s grin dropped in an instant. Groaning as he buries his face against your shoulder. He wasn’t that disappointed really, he should’ve known what was coming.
“But we always play roblox, baby”
“And you always end up having fun playing it, jakey”
You had him beat there. He always hated the game when they first logged on. Between arguing with seven year olds and not understanding half of the games, he always found fun in playing terribly with you. It was a game for kids, how hard could it be really?
“He got me again! He wasn’t even near me!”
Jake exclaimed as he stared at his black screen with the ‘revive’ or ‘restart’ option. They had decided on Color or Die. It was a ‘horror’ based game where you had to collect paint tins and items. Escaping the stickman monster seemed to be the worst part of it. The damn thing seemed to respawn right beside Jake everytime he moved to get into one of the color hideout rooms.
You were already halfway through the game. It was right up your alley, you loved escape type games like this. Jake was still only on orange though. He had obtained three of the paintbrushes total, and you needed thirteen in order to enter the locked off area. That meant Jake still needed to obtain the other paint tins and find ten more paintbrushes.
“Jake, do you want help?”
You offered through your laughter as you watched him die again. Kissing his cheek while a scowl formed on his face. This was his eighth death and they had only been playing the game for about five minutes. How was he so terrible at this while his girlfriend was amazing at it. The skill seemed to come naturally to her, but why not him. He spent his time often playing games, so why wasn’t he good at this stupid roblox one?
Being as stubborn as he was, Jake refused your help. He would prove to you that he could be good at these games too.
It didn’t last though. After about four more deaths while trying to find the yellow room, Jake gave in and accepted your help. Pouting as he watched you guide his avatar to the yellow room, not far from the red one. When his character was safely in the room, you turned your head to plant kisses all over the side of his face. Successfully kissing away the pout he had been showing off.
“There you go, you big baby”
You teased softly as you returned to your own playthrough. You had ten of the paintbrushes now, but you had ‘accidentally’ died twice now. Jake knew you were letting your character die to the monster so he could catch up. You were a sweetheart when Jake was bad at a game, always hanging back so he can catch up to you. That was how you had gotten the nickname ‘sweetheart’. You were his sweetheart.
Jake took a break from the game just to grab your face and scatter it with kisses. You didn’t understand just how much he appreciated you and the little things you did. Even something as small as helping him catch up in a kids game.
“So if I win this game before you, what do I get as a prize, baby?”
“Hmmmm, I’ll give you a big fat kiss on the lips, but I doubt you’ll catch up, jakey”
“You’re so on, sweetheart”
Jake was driven now. He had to win. He knew that he would get a kiss out of you no matter what, but a kiss and bragging rights against you sounded too good to come true. The smirk on his face quickly morphed to one of competitiveness as he noticed you approaching the finish line soon.
He found as many of the paintbrushes as possible in the matter of three minutes. That was how long it had taken you to get the white paint tin. He panicked as he moved his character towards the long hall that led to that damn tin. Grabbing it and racing you to the front spawn room. He was almost there when the monster turned a hall and killed his character. Causing him to groan as he quickly tapped respawn. You had already made it to the finish line though.
Jake had lost to you. Sulking in his defeat as he buried his face against the blankets. He was such a sore loser. Basking in his own self pity of losing a children's game instead of cheering you on for winning. He quickly perked up when your hand gently settled on his head. Running your fingers through the soft brown strands.
“There there, jakey, you were so close”
Your soft voice praised him despite his loss. Giggling at the smile peeking out from the blankets. Your hand gently pat his head in praise. If Jake had a tail, it would be wagging right now. Call him crazy, but head pats were almost as good as the victory kiss he was promised had he won.
Jake shoved the laptop away, grabbing your controller and tossing it to the other side of the bed. Pulling you close to him. The games were forgotten as he nuzzled against your neck. Basking in the sweet smell of the lotion you used. Your body rested there in his grasp, hand still moving on his head. Your fingers threaded through his hair soothingly, gently scratching his scalp.
The remote was passed to you this time. Allowing you to pick out a good show or movie series for the both of you to binge. He knew you would likely end up ordering in today. Cooking on his days off was a half and half most of the time. Some days the two of you would share a space in the kitchen, cooking something good together. Other times, neither of you wanted to move from your spots and just ended up ordering something from your favorite takeout place.
Whilst you picked out a show the both of you had been eyeing a few weeks ago, he got to work on his phone. Placing an order for all of your favorites. Putting in a Baemin order for snacks and drinks for the night. Sure there were things in the fridge and cabinets downstairs, but there was always much more fun in ordering your favorite snacks from the app to eat after your meal.
“Okay, baemin order is placed to be delivered in an hour, and the food should be on its way in about ten minutes”
“What drinks did you get?”
“Banana milk and those matcha chocolate pouch drinks you like”
“Yes! I was hoping for the banana milk, you know me so well”
“Of course I do, I spent the first week of us dating studying what all you eat and drink so I never mess up, sweetheart”
The grin on his face had you letting out a soft snort. Jake was so cheesy in the best way. He always made sure things were perfect for you. Whether it was clothes in your size, flowers in your favorite wrapping paper, or something as small as your favorite drinks. Jake wasn’t a perfectionist, but when it came to his girlfriend, everything had to be perfect for his baby.
He seemed to have mini-meltdowns if things didn’t go right, and you were always there to comfort him through them. He didn’t cry, no, he just sat and sulked with a big pout on his pretty lips. Sometimes you would watch him for a few minutes before you cuddled him and reassured him. He looked so cute, so pouty, you couldn’t pass up admiring the cute ball of grumpiness that your boyfriend became.
The day was going perfect though. For the first time in a while, Jake was able to just sit there and relax with you without having to worry about anything going wrong. No calls from his manager about schedules, no calls from Jungwon about late-night practice, and absolutely nobody barging in making up random plans. He just laid there in bed cuddling you, eating junk food, and watching some corny zombie movie series you had picked out.
“I don’t understand anything that's happening in this movie”
“Because you didn’t pay attention to the first thirty minutes, you were too busy staring at me”
“Can you blame me? I was just admiring the beautiful view”
“Jake! Oh my god, stop being a flirt, you’re gonna miss the good parts”
Despite your words, Jake kept watching your reactions, because you were so much more important than some dumb movie, and nothing would ever ruin this moment. Nothing, ever.
