That struggle when you try not to panic about the possibility that you may have fractured your ankle or torn a tendon and there forefore ruining your chance to get away from home to take a break from taking care of your parents and animals for the rest of the month.
And you're worried you might not recover in time for the next race in February depending on the severity of the injury.
I'm trying to stay calm and be patient with myself but it's not working.












