Red vs Blue winter, prompt: Present
Freelancers
Rain. Normally such a simple thing would be at most a hindrance or an annoyance, at the very least she’d wish for her helmet and the night vision it provided, but Carolina was numb to the rain even as it pored over her. In the back of her mind she knew it was helpful, covering her tracks, masking her sound, shrouding her in plain sight. She was dead now, after all, a dead person couldn’t leave a trace. Everything was still a little fuzzy, she could hardly remember how she got out of the forest, let alone the mountains.
The first solid memory she could think back to was tucking herself away in the belly of a cargo plane to make her way back to civilization. Logically, it wasn’t the best place to hide, but then again it was. Carolina knew there was one place they wouldn’t look for her, one place no one ever went anymore.
In the dark night and the pouring rain she slowly walked down the familiar path, though she kept her mind numb of the memories, not daring to stop to think even for a moment until she arrived at her destination.
It wasn’t hard to vault over the fence, and the potted plant, though now wilted still hid the spare key beneath it. Within a few moments the door creaked open and the Spartan stepped inside, shutting and locking the door behind her.
Glancing around the room she saw nothing had been moved. Except for a layer of dust, nothing had changed since she’d last been there.
It felt strange as she took a few tentative steps further into the house. It was so quiet. The reflection of an outside light on glass caught her eye, turning, she simply stood and stared for what felt like hours before she reached up to pluck the picture frame from the wall.
Her father had always been the one with the camera, leaving most of the home movies and photos just her and her mom. It was her fourth birthday, she was sure of it; she’d gotten that dress as a birthday present and had wanted to wear it right away.
Rage filled her suddenly as she flung the photo across the room, the glass shattered as it struck the wall and fell to the ground.
Why… WHY?! Wasn’t it bad enough that mom had to die? Why did he have to bring her back like that? That wasn’t even mom! Not really…
Then again things had never been the same since the day two men showed up at their door years ago. She remembered a knock at the door, opening it in hopes of her mom being there, her dad only a few steps behind. The two men dressed in white had saluted them, her father had been handed a flag and a set of dog tags as words were exchanged while she simply looked on in confusion.
He was never the same after that.
She had tried so hard to help him, and harder still for him to notice her, for him to be proud of her. And then he just… at first Carolina wasn’t sure, she didn’t recognize the sound of her moms voice, she just knew she wanted to grow up to be just like her, so dad could be happy again.
But it was her, it was so much like her but so very much not her it hurt in ways Carolina didn’t think possible.
She walked over quickly to where she had flung the picture frame, kneeling down she carefully picked up the photo from amidst the broken glass.
You can’t stop this Carolina, but you can come with me.
What if she had gone… gone with her ghost of a mother instead of believing that she had to stay and help her father, stay and help the man who so desperately needed it. If he had just let her help… but he didn’t, nor did he help her when Maine tore away her AI’s or flung her from the cliff. Lying in the snow, hurt but still alive, she had still expected help, waited for help, but none came. Eventually she had forced herself to her feet and simply picked a direction and started walking.
Slowly her heart began to accept what she had known for a long time, somewhere in the back of her mind that she had always denied. Her father, Leonard Church, was dead. He had died the day he was told his wife would never come home. There was only the director now.
Laying down on the floor, she continued to clutch the photo in her hand as she allowed herself to finally drift off to sleep in her old abandoned home.










