#rvod

[awful-peanut]

today i can’t stop thinking about him and how his smile was contagious and i loved him with all of my heart because he saved me from myself a million times. he always laughed a bit too loud and at the wrong times. i remember the night before, he told me how his head was spinning and everything was so beautiful, and he held my hands and looked at me and laughed. 

i remember how the next day michael came and found me grabbed my shoulders and screamed. 

i will never forget the car rides and the conversations and midnight at denny’s. 

love and miss you ryan 

rest in paradise

[h0esandtricks]

Sucks to be smoking extra for you and not with you. Happy birthday Ryan, I know you’re raging up there.

"RVOD mother fuckerrs"

[latincat]

Today is the anniversary of Ryan's suicide. May all his friends and family, and all of us who were fortunate enough to have met him, remember every gift he has given to the world.

[simply-steezy]

Today exactly one year ago, I lost my best friend to suicide. 

I had the pain and joy to create this video of all the times we shared and moments we had while we skated. 

Talk to your friends and tell your loved ones that you love them. Watch out for warning signs and just be a good human.

I love you, Ryan. May you have peace, paradise and rest easy.

[baking-inthe-rain]

Its hard to talk about people that have died in the past tense because they're still such a huge part of our present.