#ryan aesthetic

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saharahinata

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Ryan (Irish): little king name aesthetic for @ chemistrykiddo

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last photo caption:  People think being in the drummer is being behind everything--but I see everything. Every smiling face in the crowd, ever single member of my band. It feels like I’m watching after them from afar. It’s the most wonder feeling, know I can see them and have them there supporting me. It makes me less afraid and that’s the one thing that keeps me going every day.

@bottledlies​ & @atelouus​ & @likecottxncandy​ & Alex & Luke & Dante

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“Really, all I need ‘s my dog an’ my farm an’ everything is gonna be alright.”

Aesthetic/Mood Board for my oc Ryan

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Q: How did you get so passionate about music? There was a time when you stopped playing wasn’t there?

RK: At first I thought, it’s just music you know. It’s something that sounds nice, that’s pretty and nice to listen to. Then I met Jordyn--an old baby sitter who started my musical journey. And it felt like, playing music was so much more than what people made it out to be, you know. Or maybe I’m just a little crazy but--when I play it’s like I’m not myself anymore. I’m not some shy boy who comes off as abrasive, that’s bad with words and bad at talking to people. It felt like for once I could connect to people and they got me. It felt like everything I couldn’t say or didn’t know how to was at the tips of my fingers. And then I just--played you know. 

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When Jordyn died, it felt like the music died with him for a while. And, it was the weirdest thing, my mom and I aren’t close, which is fine. She’s’ a really busy and important lady, but she took time off and spent it with me. Spent it trying to get me to go back into the noise, as she called it, started randomly banging my drums when I was around. She tried--and I didn’t feel lonely anymore. I felt like I had a sea of people waiting for me to get back out there, to keep playing. It felt like for the first time, my mom got me, and if she could get me, everyone could--even if I couldn’t express what I had to say in words directly. And since then it felt like, if I can’t play music, I can’t speak.

Ryan Katsumoto.

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--- && RESONANCE          & LUKE & RYAN & ALEX & DANTE

@likecottxncandy & @bottledlies & @atelouus as requested by Nath. 

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last photo caption:  Being friend with Luke the last 12 years (I can’t believe I’ve known him half my life, Ry&Lu est. in 2005) has been an honor and a blessing. No one else I’d rather get weird with, no one else who knows me better than I know myself. I love Luke as much as I love my sister, as much as I love music, and as much as I love my band. I don’t know where I would be if I didn’t have him and that’s about all there is. Resonance wouldn’t be here without him. He really is what keeps this band together and keeps us moving along as much as I want to throttle him for being constantly late.

 @atelouus & Luke

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Changing the past means changing the future,                  And without ones past--there is no future.

@unicercile & Jae & Ryan