#ryan is drunk

[winonarydingme]

people like "oh take a break from dating oh do this" how about fuck you have you SEEN how gorgeous women are? how do you not fall in love with them?? splease stfu and dont tell me what to do when there are goddesses who smile at me and stomach is ready to slip right out bc womenwomenwomenwomen<333333333333333

[winonarydingme]

the best thing about this is that my professor will never know that this two page long poem about deep, passionate, everlasting, warm, safe, unconditional love is about kurt and blaine

[winonarydingme]

i'm writing the last few poems for my poets of color class, for my chapbook and wooooaawww things got really "fuckkk you" and stop being racist all of a sudden lolol

[winonarydingme]

i wonder how many people take there own lives on mother's day

y;know

we should form a club

[winonarydingme]

i need to stop being disappointed by every little thing

like, oh, its the wrong emoji in that text or that reply, oh they aren't responding the way that i would

i keep forgettting people reply differently and shit

ugh

because then i grow sad and think its going badly

or mayb e it is

ughh

this all hurts me

[winonarydingme]

[winonarydingme]

im just really afraid that you dont like me back and ugh im just crying now because it hurts

i didn otno ask for this i didnt ask for feelings but your face is so fucking cute and youre just so dam adorable with your words and your thinsfs and UGHHHHHHHHHHHHhh i just...GUHGHGH FEELINGS

andut it hurts?? and now im a puddle of sad tears because crushes AUSUCK

[winonarydingme]

no but really now i'm over-thinking everything and worried that i've annoyed you and that you don't like me and that ugh god i'm an idiot