I was about to stalk your blog because OF REASONS when I realized you changed your mobile header and I'm... speechless. What is THAT from and what is the context?
OH MAN
So, this is the picture in question:
It’s from one of my favorite Supernaural episodes, the Voodoo in New Orleans episode. And he context is that Ryan found a creepy looking doll on a chair, and Shane tells him, with this expression and his Firm Commanding Voice that he is going to gift Ryan one of those for Christmas.
Nooow…
This episode always has me screaming because A LOT happens and it fuels my shipping ass. Shane is constantly challenging Ryan and towering over him in this episode, and I do wonder if maybe he did it because Ryan was so nervous about all of it back then.
But Shane is there to also have his fun, and so do we. So we headcanon.
Maybe Shane realized Ryan was losing it a bit with all that he thought was happening in there. This is, after all, the episode where Shane stops mid-sentence and asks Ryan if he tugged a this jacket because he felt like someone tugged at it. Shane, the skeptic. Who also opens up on this episode and openly says he wishes he could believe for his head is like a prison and he wishes to believe in something beyond reason, like Ryan does.
A lot of vulneral feelings being let out in this episode for both of them. This happens right after the doll thingy I talked about up there. Shane goes full dom on Ryan and tries to scare him more by saying he’ll get him a doll just like the one that scared him in that moment. He then leaves him as suggested by their guide to do their solos.
Ryan’s face journey through all of this as the editing team did their stellar job by showing what Shane was up to, leaving his monolgue about wanting to believe as we see Ryan reaching a new level of his sensibility with the things he believes, it’s really something else.
Later that episode, Ryan wins a little fight with Shane about shutting up by saying “shut the fuck up” or something of the likes, which leaves Shane speechless and YET, Ryan immediatelly tries to mend it or keep it going, but Shane doesn’t allow it.
He looks at him in a very intense way,
And I swear to god, man. He got fucked out of his mind that night.
That must had been such an intense scene, with all those nerves and feelings exposed, and the edge of the scares and promises made by his dom. A night to remember.
