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[emporest]

I really need to find something new to channel my obsessive energy into

[emporest]

Poetry stream of consciousness

I need time,

To fix my ladder rungs of hope

To forget how loudly I screamed for you

To organise the room in my heart

To find where the pieces lie flat

To walk smoothly on the path to us.

It pains a nostalgia yet to come when you peek through the light and lines at my gormless smile.

It will take time to fix it happy and a millennia to break it down again.

And I need to apply the armour that keeps you from burning me.

And I need to freshen up, for the happiest day of my life.

It might not be this year. It might not be this decade. I’m sorry. You’re sorry. I need time.

The sunlight aches If I rush I’ll never arrive

But the wind promised you would wait there for me, and I’m making my way.

[emporest]

Dying to go to bestival but I can't afford it :( I miss my wavey crew so much 💔

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