things i think about on the s train
I started working in tech consulting today. My boyfriend and I are moving into a bigger apartment in november. It will be our first apartment in the same city, after more than 7 years together! I miss uni readings already. I've seen Tiktok videos about people creating their own personal learning curriculums, and I think I want to start that as well. But, maybe I shouldn't do it right now when I'm starting to work in the big corporate world. But, at the same time, isn't that what I should do to not lose myself in exactly that world? Stay curious and conscious of my own time? Also, what if I'm not made for the corporate world? The business casual outfits look like a costume on me phahah. Also, I'm a girl in tech. I already know that men will annoy the f**** out of me some days.
I don't feel grown-up??