Trying to think of positives this week
So, I'm trying to focus more on the positives in my life, and...its kind of working out for me. Here's my list so far:
1: While its not a full time job or one that can even fully support me, I'm finally doing what I love; creating and showing the world my work. I'm writing the story I've had in my being for a very, very long time, and hell, I'm making two shows and having a blast. I'm no longer ashamed of being the geeky creative kid in school anymore.
2: I have an amazing group of fans who really like what I do, or at least just like what I do, and I am eternally grateful for them. I broke down in tears the first time someone told me they liked what I was doing, and I definitely bawled when I started getting fan fiction and art for characters I had created. And you all are so understanding, and wonderful, and talented and I just don't know how to thank you all enough.
3: I have made so many amazing friends in this community, so many friends I'd never dream of having. They treat me like family, and...and I haven't had that in a long, long time. People who are actually interested in what I'm doing and who support me every step of the way.
4: This one's something that just popped up but I'm seeing the original Blade Runner (for the first time) With a really cute guy who for whatever reason thinks I'm cute and...you know, I'm really excited about that.