Jun 29
breaking up and getting back together with my ed over and over so i’m perpetually in the honeymoon phase 🪄
seen from France
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breaking up and getting back together with my ed over and over so i’m perpetually in the honeymoon phase 🪄
i need to lock in #prayingtoana #imretardedbutimfree
“would you really risk losing yourself and losing your life to look a certain way?” i fear i would, yes.
just turned 19 and i hate the fact that im not going to be a teenage girl anymore in a year
"i'll never abuse lax again!" and then i abuse lax again.
i don’t need therapy i need to be able to feel romantic feelings for people that make sense
having such silly little father issues are weird because my father wasn’t and isn’t awful
he’s done some shit fs but he’s not as bad as my mother and why i have mother issues
he was simply not there for my growing up. not of his own accord, not because he didn’t want to be. he worked all the time because living where i used to was expensive all over and we were broke. my father is not a bad and the reason i have issues is almost because he was a good father, trying to keep us fed and the water running.
damn i really wish my sense of self was consistent