Jan 23, 2025
just like a flickering bulb, these thoughts come and they go. i understand that it is inevitable, yet i find myself emulating its filament; my body feels like its set on fire as that same recurring thought swallows me. somehow, i can't decide if that's a good or bad thing because all filaments in bulbs are required to be heated enough to emit light, right? i can only hope to have the resistance that a filament has to these currents.