#sad blogs

[sxddekarios]

original //sxdlyrics

[acidic-lungs]

Thinking...

So I've spent the last hour scrolling through my old blogs archive, I made it in 2012 which was the hardest year of my life and i made it so i could be anon and post sad pictures and not get judged or found out by people i knew in real life. It’s really got me thinking, It’s so easy to get sucked into the dark side of tumblr. I was young (around 13) and naive and it’s only now, looking back at it i realise how much i wasn’t helping myself but the whole “community” sucked me into it. It was addicting. I had this blog for 2/3 years before i realised i had to drag myself away from it. That’s 2/3 years of me damaging myself, more than i was to start with. That’s 2/3 years of me constantly putting myself down and for what????! absolutely nothing. It just scares me to think that right now, young people are doing the exact same thing. 

[sxddekarios]

hurts // LANY

[lilhosuccc-blog]

Looking For Alaska

i started reading looking fr alaska. Its amazing but slowly making me realize just how much im missing out on. i relate so hard to miles in the begining is not even funny, maybe i should go to boarding school and try to find my people, but in all seriousness i need to get out more, meet new people. and actually speak, after all most of my irls gave up on me so clearly they were never true, im used to being alone but its just nice to have someone, hopefully ill meet my Alaska and  Chip sooner than later