Sep 8, 2018
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Sad Memory | Do not edit.
Memory
I was crying in my room late at night when all of the sudden there was a knock at my door. It was Jamie 'lightly' knocking to see if I was up because he had had another nightmare. when I didn't respond he let himself in (I had previously told him if I wasn't up he could just let himself in because I was tired of waking up in the middle of the night to let him in).
I tried to stop crying, be quiet and go to sleep but I couldn't stop. Jamie eventually heard me and said "mei, are you crying" and I said in a very unsteady voice "uh...no"
"It sure sounds like you are what's the matter?"
I sat up and looked at him, my face all red and puffy and I tried to tell him about my guilt and how it made no sense that my cryo pod was the only one that didn't fail and how life moved on with out me and how we were just abandoned in Antarctica and everything that was upsetting and confusing me but it was all incoherent blubbering because the second I started to talk it was just a faucet of tears and I don't think anyone could have understood a word of it. Jamie just got up on the bed and held me as I cried.
I remember he was the opposite of how most guys I know are. Most guys I know hate to sleep in a shirt but Jamie liked to sleep in a shirt and then would be shirtless during the day. I mostly remember this cuz I hid my face in his chest (he actually smelled really nice) and there was a big wet spot on his shirt and I felt bad because some of my snot was probably on there too. I offered to wash it for him but he didn't seem to care.
11:11 PM EST February 15, 2025:
Buffalo Springfield - "Sad Memory" From the album Buffalo Springfield Again (November 18, 1967)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
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7:26 PM EDT June 10, 2024:
Buffalo Springfield - “Sad Memory” From the album Buffalo Springfield Again (November 18, 1967)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
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Yup. It was a game we’d play. I’d show him a little bit then a bit more then throw my arms out wide & yell, “I love you thiiis much!!” He loved it.
10:43 AM EST February 28, 2024:
Buffalo Springfield - "Sad Memory" From the album Buffalo Springfield Again (November 18, 1967)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm