#sad musing

[melamemea]

how    am   i      supposed    to    love you ---                           when i don’t love who i am.

[blkmagicrps-blog]

I went to the dark part of my mind, put one foot on the shovel and dug you up. I needed to look one more time, just one more glance ━━  My mistake was thinking it was really over. Because once free, you decided to wreak havoc on the rest of my mind, making it dark, too .

❛ ANGUISH ❜  BY  SAMANTHA  KING

[lyricsxmusings]

                                                            Remember                                                        Please remember                                                  Remember who I used to be                                                              Who am I?

[melamemea]

i’m best left alone where no one can BE HURT -------------------------------- by me.

[melamemea]

I wish I knew  ----     how to quit you.

[melamemea]

     h     o     w  do you    swim ---------------------------------     while keeping your head above the w    a    t    e    r      when your burden is so heavy it weighs you d o w n ;

[melamemea]

Now I know how I let you down Oh, I finally figured it out

                                                  ---      I forgot to love you  .

[melamemea]

i don’t miss  y  o  u i miss what (  i thought ) we h a d  .