May 26, 2014
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3 years ago I didn’t want to live The world was much better off without me I had nothing useful at all to give I dreamed of drowning in the deep blue sea
2 years ago I found a strange new hope It was beautiful in so many ways I felt I’d found a healthy way to cope I didn’t have so many awful days
1 month ago reunited with bad habits I bang, kick and punch all over again My body is where I wreak the most havoc “I deserve it” I tell myself. It’s all I retain
0 seconds ago. I told another lie I promised myself I wouldn’t cry.