Jul 30, 2019
Tuafw you're feeling Something, but you don't know what it is, only that it feels Bad and you don't like it. 🔐🌌
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Tuafw you're feeling Something, but you don't know what it is, only that it feels Bad and you don't like it. 🔐🌌
Tuafw you're frustrated and on the edge of a meltdown for hours, leaving you feeling sharp, jagged, and like snapping at someone because everything feels wrong. (sorry if that doesn't make sense, idk how else to explain it.) 🔐🌌
Tuafw you get super excited about something and end up accidentally burning through basically all your spoons. (I love taking older tech apart and tonight I got this old computer, but when I got home I found out I needed a different cord so I just ran back out all excitedly, and now I've basically burned through all that energy so now I'm lying on the floor interally screaming to get back up. Fun times.) 🔐🌌
Tuafw you're trying to find more representation and stuff in one of your current special interests and there's like...3 things. Currently I'm super into TMNT and I'm just scrolling around all the different sites I can find going "where's some fics/fan art/ANYTHING with an autistic Donatello?" like, come on, I know he's a bit of a stereotype but so am I, and shouldn't that make it easier to find some stuff??? *sigh* 🔐🌌
Ah yes, the familiar anxiety of "I need to do stuff but since break just started I don't have a schedule anymore so what the heck do I do?" 🔐🌌
Tuafw you know what sensation you need in order to feel less stressed (i.e. a really heavy blanket and a dog to just bury your face in their fur) but you don't have either of those things so you just keep feeling stressed. Bonus points if you can imagine what it feels like so it makes not actually being able to feel it worse. 🔐🌌
Tuafw executive dysfunction and depression team up so you just can't follow your schedule. Then, due to lack of sleep since it takes forever to actually follow your routine for getting ready for bed, you're exhausted and have even less spoons that usual so you can't get as much done, which just makes the depression and executive dysfunction worse and the cycle repeats. 🔐🌌