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[sahbelwrites]

/Sigh.

Okay, so I’m just going to come here and take a minute to rant about personal stuff. It’s a good spot because, 

a) No-one IRL really knows about this tumblr 

b) Once I get this out, I’ll be totally fine! 

Okay, so let me give you some back story first before I puke the rest of the words out. 

At the moment I’m planning a wedding, I’ve been planning the wedding all year and as of now I have 3 months to go. I’ve got my two sisters as bridesmaids and my best friend and don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret picking them as bridesmaids, but can I just complain for just a minute about how the only other person really helping me with the organisation is the bff?? I might just be feeling like this because I’ve just realised how much shit needs to get done but aside from coming with me to shop for the dress and a few measly hours of lending a hand on days when I’ve been doing wedding stuff, I haven’t really seen them undertake other bridesmaid duties. To be fair though, I’m the first to get married so it’s not like I can expect them to know what the fuck they’re doing, but if it was me, I would’ve started googling what Bridesmaids do aside from stand next to the bride at the alter, ffs. I’m not angry though! I am NOT angry, I’m just a little sad/disappointed maybe that they aren’t making more effort. They go to work, they hang out with their friends, they go to uni/school, but I’ve never really been asked if there was something they can do to help me. Sigh. I mean, but it is my wedding though, so I guess I should really be doing everything myself. But even my bff has started researching accomodation for the Hens Weekend and listing down games and things while I haven’t heard so much as a peep about either sister researching accomodation or anything. This is also probably the reason why I’m so not excited. i don’t feel like a bride, I feel like I just want to get it over with. I’m so over this planning shit /yawn. It’s like, it’s not like they don’t care, it’s more like they don’t know what to do. But I guess the crux of my feeling like this is because I’m just disappointed that they haven’t made much effort in figuring out what bridesmaids do. -.- 

That’s it. 

/endrant.

[sahbelwrites]

So I just finished the Derek-centric series I’ve been writing for the past year. What do I do with my life now? lol.

It’s on AO3 if you guys would like to have a read =)

[sahbelwrites]

Confession #001

I am more emotional than I let on, that’s why my snark and black heart front is strong af. 

[sahbelwrites]

I am so guilty of long, run-on sentences. Dammit. 

[sahbelwrites]

“This guy bothering you, Les’?” He concentrates on keeping his voice calm and easy, even as he keeps his senses focussed on Zach’s scent, makes sure that he’s not about to attack or anything. Zach startles when he hears Leslie’s name leave Derek’s lips and his eyes dart between the two of them with surprise, mouth parting on a gasp.

“W-wait, y-you…you two…” Zach motions between the two of them, eyes going back to Derek, then Leslie, then back to Derek again. Zach doesn’t seem to know what to do and Derek just wants to know why Leslie seems so shaken up.

Chapter 10 | The One He Saves for the Sun | Teen Wolf AU | sahbeL

Read the whole thing on AO3

[halekingsourwolf]

I might be late but wanted to drop by anyway on this day of fanfic author appreciation and say thank you for sharing all you lovely work =) <3333

Thank you, babe!! I am criminally late getting back to you on this, but please know how much this means to me. My face is honestly Hoechlin’s face right now <3

[sahbelwrites]

My parents don’t know I’m doing Camp Nanowrimo and can’t figure out how I can stay in my room all day. 

Even if I say, “I’m writing” they don’t really get it. Lord, give me patience for non-writers who have no idea. *laughs hysterically*

[sahbelwrites]

For July Camp Nanowrimo I am writing a Sterek “Safe” AU that nobody asked for. I’ve passed 10k and Stiles and Derek haven’t even crossed paths yet, but it will all be worth it. I hope. Ha!