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Hello! I hope that you are doing well! I noticed that you just post about the tsaritsa and my mind pop up with a question. I have been thiking a little bit of people trying to court the reader (since probably once the tyrant has been defeated or slain the reader will have a lot to deal with and the aftermath). Will a lot of people will try to monopolize the reader's time? Who are the most protective of the reader? Because the reader will eventually will have ptsd and they will probably need some time to cool off or heal fron the tyrant's crap and so on. But I also want know who are the most genuine about loving the reader or caring about them?

Even if someone wanted to monopolize Reader's time it will be borderline impossible. Because Reader will have to deal with the lot of problems left from centuries of tyranny and with consequences of their own decisions.

Teyvat - thankfully, Archons would continue rule their nations, do part of problems will be dealt with. But there will be problems with exploring new lands, now free of abyssal corruption; finding living space for former hilichurls and abyss monsters, now turned humans; creating new farms to feed a bunch of new people; creating a functional system for dragons and humans to coexist; reunstituting angels. Some people will demand trails for Dottore and his segments, for Fatui, for Khaenri'ahs. Yes, they helped you a lot in fighting against Tyrant, but not for everyone it will matter.

HSR World - Once again, Aeons will rule over their domains and planets will be fine without on their own. But there will be hunting and trials. Hunting after remain members of Tyrant's Pet Cult, putting captured members on trial. A lot of people will take justice in their own hands and will try to lynch this monsters. After ages of functioning, Cult got a lot of slaves, most of them are kids. Some were kidnapped, but some were sold to a cult by their families. Every case must be invested. Every victim must get help, safe homes, justice. And everyone want to hear something from you. To support them. To show them thst new god cares.

New Eridu - This will be mire stable world. Without Tyrant's influence, Hollows will stop growing, becoming less dangerous. And people will agree to wait until you solve other problems. But still, there will ge people, who will demand you doing it now. To bring back the dead, to turn ethereals back to who they supposed to be. Carole will be in danger. Somehow, people learn about her marriage with Tyrant, and will try to hurt her or demand you to strike her.

And there will be people in all three worlds that will be displeased with what you did to defend Tyrant. They will demand you do more, punish them more severely.

You will constantly be tired, wanting nothing more than stay on Earth, stuff your face with fast food, and watch whatever trashy film you can find. Just be somewhere, where no one damads actions, whete no one pray, where you can be a human, not a god.

PTSD will came later. You understand, that Tyrant will never return, that you and everyone else are safe, that your other relatives aren't a threat anymore, but you lived in constant tension for a long time.

So, yes, you do need a way to cool down.

At that point everyone who helped you fight (a.k.a. every notable character of Hoyo Worlds), see you as a person, not a mean to reach a goal. Everyone will try to give you a chance to have some rest. Do paperwork, clean your house, let you go for a walk where no one can bother you.

So, in a way, everyone genuinely love you, platonically.

As for more romantic love... There can be few options.

(Can be viewed as 'Reader choose one of them', 'Reader have multiple partners')

Teyvat - Aether/Lumine, Diluc, Kaeya, Columbina, Arlecchino, Capitano, Dottore, Furina, Neuvilette, Mauvika, Yae Miko, Zhongli, Ei, Venti.

HSR World - Blade, Phainon, Firefly, Kafka, The Herta, Luocha, Dan Heng, Sunday, Boothill, Feixiao, Jiaoqiu, Moze, Jing Yuan, Dr. Ratio

New Eridu - Hugo Vlad, Jane, Lighter, Caesar, Burnice, Harumasa, Yanagi, Ye Shunguang, Yixuan, Lucia, Trigger, Belle, Wise, Lycaon

[selfaware-promise-au]

So question in the future fic about the Reader's cooking or smell. Does the Reader will suffer some form of PTSD after the tyrant's defeat? Because by the looks of it they look like they need a vacation or some sort of time off. Will the other characters and your OC will noticed this and try to help the reader in anyway they can?

About this fic.

Warning: Forcing to have children. Reader are gender neutral, can be anyone biologically.

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Yes, Reader have sort of PTSD. You see, since the day they learnt the truth about themselves and start visiting Hoyo Worlds, they were constantly on their guard. They tried not to be noticed by Primordial One/Phanes/Alaric/Tyrant. They understood, that one day their existence will be revealed to Tyrant, but Reader and their mentors (and than Hoyo Characters) tried everything to ensure, that the "Day of Truth" will be pulled back as often as possible.

What also played the role in Reader's "condition", is their knowledge about what Tyrant will do to them, when they learn about Reader's existence or learning that the bloodline of their Perfect Children still live on on Earth and not being cut during Akivili's Rebellion.

Tyrant won't kill Reader. Moreover, Reader will be protected by Tyrant. Reader will have everything they want. All in hope that Reader will have biological children with anyone from Hoyo Worlds.

In this AU, one of the laws for gods called "Law of the descendants of creations". In a nutshell, Ruling/Creator Deity have the right on every child born from denizens of the world they made. Reader might have Hoyo Worlds' upbringing, but only from one parent. The second parent are an ordinary Earth human. Because of that, Alethea and Dimer, not only High Deities, rulers over other gods, but the Keepers/Rulers of Earth, have the right over Reader. No other god want to deal with Life and Death, making Reader quite safe. But, if they have a child with someone from Hoyo Worlds, Tyrant will have the right on this child. Tyrant can't have the right on their Perfect Children ever again, it will be a great disadvantage for Rebels and every last denizen of Hoyo Worlds.

And Reader can't even use their "status" to their advantage or trick Tyrant. The second Tyrant suspect, that Reader are stalling and not taking "having a child" seriously, Tyrant will lock Reader away, chop the parts, that aren't responsible for "multiplying" and make them have a child.

So, yes, Reader are still jumpy, even after the victory.

Everyone will notice and will try to help Reader.

There will be festivals, during which everyone will curse Tyrant, discuss forbidden by them knowledge, behave in a way Tyrant won't approve.

Angels of Teyvat, after Reader removed the curse, will fall in love and marry people.

In Honkai World, there will be more punishments for kidnapping and torture, slavery will be disbanded, and Tyrant's Pet Cult will be hunted.

In ZZZ World people will go in an out Hollows, there will be living quarters inside Hollows, because Reader made Hollows safe.

Carole Arna will be a huge help. She suffered in a different way from Tyrant, being an object of their love, and she will understand Reader on how it feels to be loved by someone like Tyrant.

And, of course, Aletheia and Dimer will always be by Reader's side. They will always remind Reader, that now they have nothing to fear. Tyrant are defeated, and would never step in Hoyo Worlds or create a new one.

Reader will have three words full of support.

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Yandere!Phainon, who took IronTomb!mc’s hand, and you may thought it'll be a kiss at the back of her hand. but no.

he bit her ring finger. while eye fucking her. just, that intense stare.

what do we think of this chat?

Holy- 😳🥵

Well... that's one way to start off marking his territory. Start with the ring finger... and then go bigger. 🤭

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[quietplace26]

Yandere!Phainon, when he finally got to be alone, and safe, with IronTomb!mc.... well, uhh, he got to do the tango with her *wink* *wink*, lol.

Oh my~ 😳🤭

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[quietplace26]

hi hello tis been a while again.... so I don't really have more ideas to continue my other IronTomb!mcs, BUT. there's something in my last ask that I wanna explore so uh, I really didn't make much Yandere Phainon especially with a whole different level of suffering in there doesn't it? well there's Cerydra!mc but she's with Flame Reaver at first or that one night stand au with Flame Reaver as well that I absolutely love like ye. soooo

Yandere!Phainon, who got absolutely whipped the moment IronTomb!mc pulled him home when she was just still a normal person playing hsr.

Yandere!Phainon, who waits for mc’s return to play the game so he can be with her, feel her presence while she controls his actions albeit limited – but that doesn't matter, he wants to see her at a safe distance of a screen and hear her voice. knowing she's safe and happy also makes him happy, and content.

Yandere!Phainon, who, if he could, would definitely. well. get off at thoughts of mc but he can't :( so he keeps those thoughts at the back of his mind instead and focus on other things. like, for example, entering into battle with a marked enemy—

Yandere!Phainon, who keeps an eye over other characters and npcs — who has grudge and who doesn't. who likes mc, is it romantic? platonic? Yandere!Phainon keeps tabs on them and mentally notes his discoveries while he trailblaze alongside the chosen Trailblazer, his hero within, his friend and fellow mc fan, Stelle.

Yandere!Phainon, who quickly found out almost everyone hates her, just for playing a game and existing, because of it, and to him it sounds so stupid like hello???? This beautiful and adorable angel?? How can anyone dislikes her?? almost all of them, apparently.

Yandere!Phainon, who vows to himself to strike anyone down, old friends, strangers, or foe, if they ever dared as to touch a strand of mc’s hair with malicious intent. if they somehow managed to, which is a nigh impossibility considering they're either dimensions or light years apart, and no one knows where mc’s version of earth is. Oh how he's wrong about this.

Yandere!Phainon, who felt something is wrong when he can finally move again and felt ‘real’. they weren't even half way in the story yet! and they're still halfway of the 3.0 story of the Amphoreus arc! (he and Stelle have been talking, with lots of spoilers and what to expect, through their phones whenever one of them got pulled to the system's UI, most of the time it's Phainon who's on the field 24/7). he only piece it together only through rumors around Okhema. as well as when Lady Aglaea and the Imperator called for meeting of IronTomb!mc’s existence within their universe and world.

Yandere!Phainon, who quickly acts before the other chrysos heirs can get to IronTomb!mc, it's only a matter of time. so he sought out Flame Reaver in hopes he can help him, only to be disappointed when his future self was just like the rest and keeps calling her an ‘it’. it doesn't matter if mc becomes IronTomb’s head, neither does the memories he received after killing Flame Reaver. all that matters is keeping IronTomb!mc safe and never leaving her side no matter what.

...Woah. 👀

Yandere Phainon, the thirstiest of all yanderes! And I LOVE it! Love me some good Yandere aus like this! 😍

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Self-Aware! Aeons. Part VII. Terminus and Akivili

Akivili's Rebellion unite all Aeons. It failed and succeeded at the same time. Aeons are waiting for Akivili's Hope arrival.

What they think about you, Akivili's Hope? What they think about Tyrant, and Aeon of Aeons, who betrayed all of them?

Useful links:

AU's Backstory

Aeons' meeting

Akivili short fanfic

Aha and Nanook

Terminus, The Finality, believe in you. THEY are your second follower that you got way before your parents were born.

Have foreseen your arrival, long before you were born.  THEY brought the news of you to Aeons, giving Akivili hope, a final push to start rebellion.

THEY never liked Aeon of Aeons and New Ruler from Beyond. No matter, wat they will do, Terminus won’t change THEIR mind and warm up to them.

Before the rebellion, THEIR Pathstrider was chosen by New Ruler from Beyond, to bear a child of a man from Desired Children bloodline. The different woman become a mother, and THEIR Pathstrider blessed the unborn child, so no one besides Terminus could see their and upcoming generations’ futures. Blessing worked. Only three beings, including THEM, can see your and other descendants’ future.

Every last one of THEIR followers were chosen to aid you in our fight against Tyrant.

Akivili, The Trailblaze, are your first follower. THEY prayed for you, before you were born. THEY wait for the day of your arrival.

Started the Rebellion not only to save people, but because of the guilt THEY felt. THEY discovered the first Cult, when Aeon of Aeons were in charge, and seek for help outside the world. THEY invited New Ruler from Beyond, who turned out much worse.

Were a leader of Rebellion. Pull a stunt to stage THEIR own death, to protect the baby, that were transported to Earth.

Before final showdown, deliberately send Express on a way to crash.

Still alive. Hiding somewhere in self-exile. Still hate THEMSELVES for bringing New Ruler from Beyond. Secretly hope that with time THEIR Path will die, so interplanet travelling (and interplanert kidnappings) will become impossible.

You are THEIR everything. THEY will give away everything for you. Ask, and THEY will gave THEIR own life.

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Part 3 too self aware Honkai star rail + Size Difference Reverse Isekai (Destiny 2 Crossover edition) 

As MC is on his self imposed fetch quest, the Honkai star rail characters are starting to get annoyed/angry, every time they think that they'll finally find the creator, the signal/connection they’ve been following always moves/ changes positions just as they're about to find it. (They haven’t actually seen MC yet somehow, so they don’t know the reason behind the signal moving around is because of MC trying to escape from them)

Eventually the HSR characters (more specifically herta) make a more precise way of tracking down the creator and when they activate it, it points them to the cosmodrome/plague lands ( an old spaceship launch site/ military storage site in Russia) que them making a B line straight for where the signal is coming from an old warsat production site (warsats are basically orbital weapons that can hit pretty much anything in sol)

As MC is rummaging through the old warsat production site in search of the location of an old golden age weapon ( golden age weapons did some crazy shit like firing miniature black holes or just shooting self replicating nano machines at a person to eat them alive from the inside out) the HSR characters suddenly burst through the ceiling

MC manages to hide and escape deeper into the facility with the HSR characters hot on their tail.

MC manages to loop back around and run back to their ship to escape but as MC attempts to take off, Stella manages to see MCs ship and attacks it ( why? It’s late and I wanna go to sleep so I’m coming up with a contrived answer/solution) because of reasons 

MC manages to escape but a piece of their ship is left behind and the HSR characters find it and sense that this random piece of the ship that just took off had been exposed to the creator’s presence for a long time.

After that close call MC decides to call in some help.

Ok, the HSR crew has no right to feel mad or annoyed. Like, guys, you're giants and you're literally chasing MC around. It's not hard to add this and that and understand that MC doesn't want to be found.

And during that ending part, it was a real close call for MC... but now I'm curious what will happen since they're calling in some help.

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Part 2 too https://www.tumblr.com/quietplace26/813001460888567808/had-a-dumb-oneshot-spinoff-idea-for-self-aware?source=share

because I can’t get the idea goblin in my head to shut up

Alright so when we last left off the Honkai star rail Characters were exploring/tracking MC/creator across the solar system and crushing anything that gets in their way of their objective. 

The inhabitants of sol( the name of the solar system) obviously take notice of the giant human looking alien that randomly appeared and begin to observe them from a distance 

The vanguard (The faction MC is apart of)  tasks MC with observing the star rail characters and finding out what the hell they are doing

 While MC is sitting in orbit around the moon, wondering how the hell are they going to accomplish that they see something in front of their ship.

“Is that a train?” MC asks in confusion as they sees the astral express flying in front them

then mc notices that the astral express is coming right towards their ship with no signs of slowing down 

“Oh shit”

(insert time skip here because I don’t wanna write a chase sequence)

(Also switch to bullet points because I’m lazy and don’t wanna actually write)

Mc barely escapes and lands on the moon with the astral express not far behind 

MC proceeds to spend the next 3 hours sneaking around trying to dodge the astral express crew (it’s pretty easy to avoid them because they are massive and make a lot of noise that keeps alerting the hive. Also they keep running into ghosts that distract them, the moon is haunted)

Eventually the astral express crew (specifically Stella and march 7) managed the corner MC near the Hellmouth

MC proceeds to jump into the hellmouth to avoid being captured 

MC manages to escape and make it out of the hellmouth and off the moon via the ascendant realm

Later on Venus MC gets found and hunted again but this time by the stellaron hunters and only escapes by running into the vault of glass

MC then realizes that they are somehow tracking them (the Hsr character can sense them because MC is the creator)

MC prepares according for future encounters aka they are about to do what guardians do best when faced with a foe they can’t beat in a straight fight, they cheat 

MC proceeds to go on a self imposed fetch quest to collect everything they’ll need to survive/avoid capture 

That’s it for now but if you wanna know what MC is collecting for when they inevitably get found by the HSR characters,  Here’s a list of everything they’re getting 

SIVA Nanotechnology

Ahamkara bones aka the bones of a wish dragon

As many of the weapons of sorrow MC can find

A shard of the traveler

Help from the NINE 

Also here are some images of the hellmouth and vault of glass

Vault of glass

Hellmouth

The idea Goblin continues to feed us the good food!! 🤩

And go MC, go! Keep escaping and running circles around the HSR characters!

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