#salmon shift

[angeleater2018]

I.. Wanna take him to the zoo one day.. We love animals together.. And we can be excited to see them together.. And just admire them... I want him to feed and pet the goats... 🐐 bc i know hed love it...

[angeleater2018]

My veins rush with blood under my skin and I quiver,

As my nerves above are teased and how your touch lingers,

Dizzied, a deviant sin spurrs in the back of my skull,

"Maybe this is what everything has lead up to, all for your angel."

"Maybe you broke enough so you can never break from love."

Others wouldn't understand, it's heaven up above

It's utterly vicious, leaving not a part of me untouched.

I can't deny it, it's the truth, I can't get enough.

I crave its voice just to purr to me once again,

I wouldn't even hate it if I ended up postmortem.

I wouldn't judge it, I couldn't hate it, I'd ease into it,

Who the fuck else would survive on this shining comet?

Beauty overwhelmed and paralyzed in admiration,

I praise, who else wouldn't be able to give in?

Others cry and scream over it's sheer velocity,

Flesh cracking as they make desperate attempts to flee.

As ice scratches my face and leave shards of us behind,

Above all else, this is what it means to be divine.

Unwieldable, chaotic, yet ice comes a burning warmth.

Even if I'm left in scattered pieces by the end of time,

I understand that it won't be enough to end my lifeline.

"Hold me more," I plead to my comet, "Give me more..."

A strange comfort overtakes me as it accelerates,

Somehow, I never thought this would make me feel so safe.

Maybe it's the timing, the rush of colors that passed by,

That maybe I don't need my heart to be mummified.

Maybe my body doesn't need to be owned by mosquitos,

If I'm too far in space that they all become ghosts.

My comet, take me faraway, even if parts of me break away,

I'll do everything in my power, in my body, to obey.

Because our loves leaves shards of dust in the sky,

And nobody ever has to know why.

[angeleater2018]

sometimes... I think... Why cant i be a man AND have big tiddy.. But bigger tiddy... Seeing my bf get embarrassed over them sounds hot... For him to wheeze and fondle them.. I want him to perv over me... Gross.. But i love it...

[angeleater2018]

happy birthday, honey... ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ i know your day was a little rough, but it’s a special day for you now.. we can do whatever you’d like.. it’s all about you today!!  ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ and i know im your favorite thing in the whole wide world..  ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ do you like your birthday presents?? ❤ ❤ i hope so!! i put lots of thought into them.. because i love you, yknow?? i love sooo soooo soooo very much!!!  ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ 

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im so very glad you stayed alive until now. i dont know what id do without you. whoever i was before isnt there anymore. im nothing without you. thank you for staying to see another year... thank you for seeing it with me. thank you for letting me be selfish... thank you for staying here because i wanted you here! it’s been a long year since ive met you, but im... very happy. and i get to see you soon too, so im.. so very excited about that..  ❤

i could cry right now.. the fact you were struggling so much and now it’s... better. we’re moving past it. and the fact i could’ve lost you, but i didnt.. because i made such a difference.. it makes me strangely emotional. maybe it’s because i actually feel useful? maybe its because the last few times people i knew, and in one case, someone close to me, committed suicide, i couldn’t do anything.. i felt like i did something this time. it’s amazing.

regardless im so happy to have my husband!!! thank you for everything.. thank you for helping me become stronger!! for being there for me!! for assisting me with so much, and always being there for me and working with me!! you’ve helped so much, more than you realize.. and im happy for that. im happy with you. and im personally honored to spend the rest of eternity with you. i love you, honey, and i wana make sure to make this day as special as i can for you, because you’re a very special boy..  ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

[angeleater2018]

everytime i get tired or sleepy, i think about cuddling him and giving him sleepy kisses and slow make outs... hhhh thinking about his warmth makes me feel so giddy

[angeleater2018]

MY HEART BLEEDS FOR HIM.. MY HEART POUNDS SO HARD IT FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO LEAP OUT OF MY THROAT AND GO RUNNING FOR HOWEVER LONG IT NEEDS TO BEFORE IT FINALLY REACHES HIM AND FORCE ITSELF DOWN HIS THROAT SO THAT I CAN FINALLY BE ONE WITH HIM!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[angeleater2018]

maybe i should kiss every bone he has... 206 kisses... or maybe his every joint...? 360 kisses...

[angeleater2018]

he makes me feel so warm... like a volcano of love exploding from inside of me and burning away all of my negativity and filling me up with the lava of his affection inside of me... ahh, i might just melt into him and become a part of him at this rate...~