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Reposting SWJP Big Bang Works

All the art and fics were absolutely stunning so we're reblogging them all in groups of 3-4 at a time. These are all from 2024/2025. Here are another 4 of the art and fics that were created during the first SWJP Big Bang. Our next Bang will be a Reverse Bang with sign-ups starting November 1st, 2025. The master post can be found here.

Author: @jld71 Artist: @winchiya1 Word count: 69,622 Pairing: Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles Rating: Explicit Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega, Alpha/Omega, Alpha Jared Padalecki, Omega Jensen Ackles, Top Jared Padalecki, Bottom Jensen Ackles, Driving, Alcohol, Cooking, Moving, Knotting, Claiming, Claiming Bite, Library, Librarian Jared Padalecki, Preschool Teacher Jensen Ackles, Computers, Books, House Fire - Mentioned, Character Death - Mentioned, Emotionally Hurt Jared Padalecki, Emotionally Hurt Jensen Ackles, Homophobia, Mating, Mating Rings, Mpreg, Coming Out, Pups, Storytime, Angst, Pining

Summary: After coming out to his parents, Jared never expected them to refuse the truth that he’s gay. After multiple fights, he realizes that his parents will never accept him for who he is and makes the decision to leave the only home he’s ever known and his pack. Accepting a job offer as the head librarian for the Port Aransas pack, he decides to start over, hoping to find acceptance in his new pack and maybe a mate in Jensen Ackles, a reserved and shy preschool teacher he meets by chance. Link to fic:<a href=“

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Author: @hello-starlingfics Artist: @quickreaver Word count: 10,030 Pairing: Sam Winchester/Dean Winchester Warnings: Painful sex, blood. Rating: E Summary: Sam had always known there was something dark inside him. One hot night in the Arizona desert, he finds out Dean shares the same darkness. They keep it leashed, until Dean’s life is saved under circumstances that shakes Sam’s faith. He realizes that life is short, and theirs likely shorter than most. It’s time to let loose the devil inside.

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Author: @rubyvhs

Artist: @blindswandive

Word count: 12k

Pairing: None

Warnings: Hallucination Lucifer (Supernatural), Hallucinating Sam Winchester, Hurt Sam Winchester, Sam Winchester Has PTSD, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Tortured Sam Winchester, Post-Lucifer’s Cage Sam Winchester, Self-Harm, Unreliable Narrator, Cruel Dean Winchester.

Rating: Mature

Summary: Sam’s walls come down and Dean deals with it the best way he knows how— not dealing with it.

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Link to art LJ

Author: LadyShadowphyre

Artist: @twinone1221

Word count: 4.8k

Pairing: Jimmy Novak/Sam Winchester, established Amelia Novak/Jimmy Novak

Warnings: Creator Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings

Rating: Teen

Summary: Demons and Angels walked the earth, the Biblical Apocalypse was apparently on the horizon, and Sam Winchester felt so far out of his depth. Moreover, he did not like the implications of the interest in him from both sides, or the way the Angels seem to want to separate him from his brother. But what could he do except keep repelling the demons the best he could while supporting Dean the best he was allowed? What else could he do but try and help Jimmy Novak, newly freed from being the vessel for an Angel of the Lord, get home safely to his wife and daughter? And what else was he supposed to do when a shared meal and a touch of hands reveals that Jimmy is Sam's soulmate?

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Things Sam and Dean do that make Bobby ache:

Upon waking and not seeing the other, "where's Dean/Sammy?"

Sleeping with loaded weapons

Armed to the teeth constantly, sometimes he can see blades poking out of their socks. Dean has a sheathe in his boots

Repeating things to each other because of disbelief, then slowly resigning themselves to an inevitable.

Watching Sam and Dean walk down a street, because Dean is always just a little bit ahead of Sam

Sam sleeping deeply in the car, and Dean avoiding potholes and turning down music

Dean sleeping in the car, and Sam's deathly silence because Dean rarely sleeps deeply to any other soundtrack than Sam breathing

Motel beds. Dean takes the one closest to the door

Six shirts, two jackets and pants that don't expose any skin. Bobby knows this is because they're always covered in bruises and trying to hide it

Sam's supernatural knowledge is on par with his own.

Sam and Dean avoid colder states because both of them have had severe hypothermia several times and arent keen to catch it again (After the Cage, Sam threw up in the bathroom after opening a freezer)

Dean's amulet has done squat in the way of protection, but Bobby still sees him finger it when nervous

Flinching when a hand moves to fast next to them

The dreams

Sometimes when the nightmares are too much, Bobby sees them sitting up together, watching crap TV until they both pass out from sheer exhaustion (sometimes, after Sam's death, Bobby can see Dean stare at Sam's back when Sam isn't looking. They all know a scar is there, even if they don't talk about it.)

Sam's dimples and Dean's laugh lines. Every time he sees them he wonders how they managed to get them.

Blood stained clothing

Standing so close, always within arms reach

Communicating better with one look than Bobby could in a hundred words

That these horror-riddled men don't see how much they deserve respite. That they'll keep pushing forever.

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