#sam rant

[safetypin-louis]

no offense but i’m 39 days away from seeing louis live and i for one cannot wait

[jamsiies]

sappy and ranty post about being in mcyt fandom:

mcyt has genuinely been the best fandom i’ve ever been a part of. like it has so so so many issues that need to be resolved i’m aware and green man and his supporters are literally the scum of the earth and need to perish /gen. but the dsmp practically changed my life and inspired me in so many ways and i found a character in it that i related to so hard it shook me to my core and helped me get through the worst parts of my life. cranboo literally helped me to discover my own identity that is so insane /pos to me. i will never love a set of characters as much as i love cbeeduo. they make me absolutely bonkers. that server was there for me when no one else was. the story is flawed but i like that it is so i can fix it in my head. the fan creations from it are Masterpieces and are one of a kind. never seen so much creativity in a fandom before. these characters transcend this fucked up server. they’re ours now.

hermitcraft and empires are also very lovely and helped me during a low period of this year. and gosh. i never thought i would be this happy. i’m so thankful for the dsmp and hermitcraft and empires and area unknown and bsmp and origins and rats smp and the life series and. i can see myself staying here for a long while even if these ccs move on from minecraft.

p.s. shoutout to aimsey and guqqie they make some of the best mcyt lore and deserve more credit. Please go check out guqqies youtube and aimseys vods theyre incredible.

p.s.s. fuck drm he’s a piece of shit

[iratze]

clalec is homophobic there's no way you haven't seen lgbtq fans say that and still you "have fun" with it?

yes, because I vid for fun. and it’s my vid, who am I offending with it exactly? and just because someone is lgbtq that means their opinion is law?

I don’t see clalec as homophobic because it’s not canon - it’s completely AU. the whole definition of AU is that it’s not canon, not like the books, not like the tv show. it’s whatever you want it to be. so maybe in this AU alec is straight. so what?? he’s not supposed to be like book/tv alec. I know canon Alec is gay, just because I take elements of a world and of a character and I have fun with it I’m doing something wrong? No, I’m sorry but that’s bullshit. people can ship whoever the fuck they want, they’re not hurting anyone.

Maybe Clary and Isabelle have never screamed I’M STRAIGHT but throughout the entirety of the story they’ve been interested in only guys. and yet somehow I don’t see anyone complaining that people ship clizzy. Same shit with real life people, some people ship Matt and Harry and they’re both in straight relationships, so what? I hate this reverse phobia bullshit or whatever you call it.

Yes I’d say it’s homophobic if I hated the fact that Alec is gay. obviously if you’ve looked at my blog then you can see that I don’t and I ship malec hardcore. if canon clalec were to happen I wouldn’t be into it, but you obviously don’t know how people use vidding to be creative and challenge themselves so I won’t lose my time trying to explain it to you.

[lesbianisam]

bleh day 3: depression brick

i got my wisdom teeth out last week, which essentially means two things. 1. i have officially lost all of my wisdom, but the combination of lack of intellectual stimulation and copious amounts of marijuana has already done a number on that one. and 2. one whole week of sitting around my house. placed on a diet of slop, goop, and painkillers. during this 'staycation,' i've tried picking up some crafts, tidying up my room, hell, i even started doing this pathetic "challenge." unfortunately (obviously), the majority of my week was spent scrolling on my phone. i tried to cut myself some slack: i'm healing, i can allow myself to kick back, but the truth is, it didn't even hurt that bad. i basically just sat on my ass all week for no reason. last week i logged 24 hours on instagram. i spent an entire rotation of god's green earth around the sun on instagram. and that's not even including the doomscrolling i did on other platforms, because switching apps somehow makes it feel "productive." i think a lot about a tweet by jakebrodes: "it's not that 'phone bad' its quite the opposite. the phone is too good... but it is better in the same way that doing heroin under a bridge alone is better than family dinner." humans cannot have been meant to consume this much at this rate, i mean my RPM (Reels Per Minute) is just absurd. i'd love to do a complete detox from my phone, but its just too damn good. i haven't found anything else that stimulates my brain in this way; i have got to search harder. i think i need a dumb phone.

[heyoitsquinn]

Sam has got some nerve looking all fine and shit. Fuckin fiend.

[samrantslikeabitch]

I should not be allowed on snapchat.

[dick-town-disco]

This is just a note to self- but if I write it here, I am 1,000x more likely to make it happen.

I really, really, really need to sit down and budget things out. I'm so caught up in store stuff and ordering for store stuff and also getting caught up in my own retail therapy in taking the edge of the stress levels with all this that I need to take a step back and reorganize and actually map out finances for myself and for the store as well.

Stemming from the fact that I definitely just ordered another pair of $100 shoes that I DONT need but HAD to have. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.

Deep breath. Make the store successful and I'll have all the extra spending play money I could ever want.

Got to be smart about it though. Got to be. Can be. It's a strength of mine.

Just gotta get this train back on the tracks.

[i-am-the-floor-goblin]

so every time I go to their hairdressers she always takes pics of my finished cut because she always does a bomb ass job right? but they always forget to upload them to fb and i was super tired today and cba to put on makeup so i went looking like the acne hobo i am, and OF COURSE! THIS is the day she has someone in from another branch to not only take pictures at the end but to also film the fucking cut. fml. so now my awful face is on fb. and i feel kinda bad? because if this cut was on a pretty person it would have SO MANY likes and shares, because it looks bomb as FUCK. its so sharp and the undercut is this really fucking sexy sharp line and the layers and bomb and its her best yet 100% and on a pretty person, or even if i was wearing makeup it would get a lot more recognition... idk...