Out of curiosity (feel free not to answer if you'd rather not lol), was the fic you've been liveblogging Sweet as Roses? I can totally relate to the experience if so lol, it was this odd sensation of feeling somewhat sick but also very intrigued and not wanting to stop reading because I wanted to see what happened? I felt almost guilty after reading lol, although I thought the ending was pretty well handled... but the experience you were describing was so specific and familiar I wondered if it was the same lol
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