She didn’t have pants on and neither did I. She laid there in bed watching t.v of our studio apartment when I stood in the doorway in my t-shirt and underwear. “Come inside already! You’re standing there in your underwear, swinging free!” “It’s breezy baby, It’s free. I feel as free as can be.” I told her.
“Well come be free inside, open a window or something.” She said. “That isn’t free, you can’t even feel the wind blow past you, it’s a cage with an opening for the cat to crawl through.” I stood there and I was proud, who could say they stood there in the open free as I. No one
Everyone was inside or at work or driving home from picking their kids up. “The neighbors are gonna yell at you and complain again.”She said. “I don’t care baby. This is freedom, this is why the pilgrims came over from England and the Irish hopped a boat to New York, for a chance like this.” I said.
“You know damn well that isn’t true.” “Well maybe it isn’t but we can’t ask them, they’re all dead.” She didn’t get it, she wasn’t standing here with me but if she was, she’d know. She didn’t care that I was standing there, she was worried about all the bugs and feral cats that came around.
That’s what the window was for, they’d come in one way and go out the other. “I know what you’re worried about but it’s not summer anymore. The mosquito’s and cockroaches and cats and mailmen, they’re all gone. You won’t see them until next year.” I said.
“I know you tell me that but I always see them, sometimes I do, sometimes I see them.” She told me. “They’re gone, they aren’t a problem anymore. We only have to worry about your in-laws now.”