it looks like maddox hoffman is late to class once again . how do they expect to get their degree in industrial engineering by skipping class ? it’s a wonder that the twenty - three year old made it to their senior year . . . then again , i heard that they were freewheeling which may give them a pass with professors , but they are also headstrong so maybe not . i heard they were blasting lost souls by baby keem and brent faiyaz before class . all i know is that they remind me of a pool of mischievousness that swallows him whole , a figure on display as a shirt hem soaks up dripping sweat , pearls of white that go in for the kill , & tattoos carved in defiance .
FULL NAME , maddox aleksander hoffman . NAME MEANING , good fortune , earth , fire . NICKNAMES , mads , dex . BIRTH DATE , august 8th . AGE , twenty-two . ZODIAC SIGN , libra . GENDER , cis man . PRONOUNS , he & him . SEXUAL ORIENTATION , heterosexual . PLACE OF BIRTH , san jose , california , usa . CURRENT RESIDENCE , sandton , colorado , usa . LANGUAGES SPOKEN , english & german . OCCUPATION , student athlete . FACECLAIM , kaden hammond .
AESTHETICS : a raving voice in touch with disappointment and distaste , you bite your tongue so hard blood drips from your chin . pillow over the head of a little boy that shares your face : your cold words will cut through him ‘ she’s not coming home ‘ and tears will leak from hues . a fire that roars in your chest . . you are covered in burns of encouragement : keep going , give it all you got . half a heart painted in marks ——— call them war scars . a hand that never lets go . thousands of screams muffling an ache you cannot escape . lonely eyes a facade , you’ll let anyone drown in you without regret . & ashes a throne at your feet : you’ll rise every time .
-------------- 𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘 .
EMOTIONAL ABUSE TW .
shattered pieces remnants of a tainted childhood , a crown rewarded in disappearing ink , designer brands , a weeping that never stops : you are a prisoner more than you are a son , you are a cage to be ran from , and you are a boy to be controlled . ❛ the hoffman twins . . . . the future of sun inc. . . the adored sons of the influential hendrix and gabriella hoffman . ❜ porcelain faces that did not match the cracks of adultery , neglect , desertion , abuse . cracks that would bleed through flesh and leave scars .
❛ gabriella and hendrix : the split that broke our hearts . ❜ divorce is not a crime ——— a back turned to two children is . held more protection towards a fabricated image than her own blood ( bags packed when cheating rumors were no longer redeemable ) . seven years before you and your brother were thrown to the wolves . freedom for a price . . . her sons . you were left in the cold and cruel hands of your father . . . you were a hoffman . . . you were a prisoner .
a shove , a push : you and a twin are puppets on string . . . a piece in his game . the hoffman household is a dictatorship : one that ruled through fear ——— silent violence . could not cry wolf : pain isn’t real if it’s not visible . . but you knew better ( sticks and stones will break your bones but words will break something that can never be healed ) . . . . ❛ hit me . hit me . hit me . ❜ a plea that died on petals but burned in eyes . . you father is fangs and claws and his growl hurts just as much as his bite .
you and your brother are two halves that make a whole . unconditional love forgotten in parents but flooded your lungs when it came to him . . . you jump : he jumps . together a way of life . . . a pack made in blood , muffled sobs , a never ending ache , in a loneliness conquered with them at your side . the hoffman twins are extensions of one another ——— ❛ me and you until the end . ❜ he is steady ground beneath your feet . . . something to fight for . . to live for .
the value of education is chains on wrists . shoes will be filled : ❛ inheriting the business : it was what you two were born for . ❜ private tutors , extra lessons , a’s or personal items destroyed in a ❛ i did not raise dumb sons . ❜ rage . . . when your heart fell in the hands of football it called you to war . he’d burn everything for your obedience : and you would burn yourself in the name of disobedience . like father like son .
-------------- 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 .
there’s a darkness buried in brown hues . . a child nurtured with hostility , neglect , and abandonment cages a heart that’s incapable of forgiving and capable of resentment , grudges , and anger . the wrongs of his parents have marked him . . . scarred him . and he’s now a boy who has no experience with widespread forgiveness , who has never offered a soul who wasn’t his twin a second chance ( as forgiveness wasn’t a practice in the hoffman household , it wasn’t even a thought ) . he’s a boy who knows anger all to well . . . who’s second friend was resentment that introduced him to spitefulness . he’s a boy who hides feelings with charm and a mask and holds on to his pain as a reminder to never forget : never forgive . . he’s a boy who is constantly at war ——— who has been in denial : his biggest battle has not been with his father but with himself .
devine like structure . . petals smirked as a countenance walks hand in hand with confidence that borderlines cockiness : a trait honed in spitefulness nurtured by the hands of a father who spat words of degradation at him . ❛ good for nothing son . . you’ll never amount to anything . ❜ a battered child who was knocked down every time he stood tall ——— believing in himself was water in a desert : his only chance of surviving .
feet that’ll run into fire every single time and come out alive . maddox is resilient . ambitious . determined . hoffman bloodlust running through his veins . . . like father like son , maddox conquers no matter how big or small . ❛ maddox hoffman ? i heard he has a nfl contract waiting for him when he graduates . ❜ handouts not given even to the privilege . . . football a passion that presented escape and in the same breath whispered encouragement to push back in his ear : his future is a product of hard effort , the withstanding of punishment , broken bones but never a broken spirit . . . maddox is pure talent but because his legs never stopped chasing his dreams no matter how tired they were . . .
an intenseness disguised with a smile that’s rain on a hot summer day : maddox hoffman is a taste that’s addicting . . . a force to be reckoned with . his name occupies fellow classmates mouths in envy , adoration , or bitterness . his skill with a ball putting him on the map but impulsive behavior and a rowdy but charming demeanor placing a spotlight on him . he’s unattainable : but a light that hands desperately try to grasp .
redeeming quality to boisterous presence is a loyalty that knows no bounds . a body next to him that planted their feet no matter the cost all his life has wired a lesson into his head : there’s no love like loyalty ( maddox 101 : maddox will be loyal to his twin above all ) . a person that everyone knows but keeps a small inner circle : maddox is a ride or die . . . a hard , and fierce , and an unforgiving lover . he’s the one that'll jump into a fight without a second thought . that’ll crosses all lines to protect the ones he loves . . that’ll stands beside you in your darkest hour . . . love you even when there’s nothing left to love . . maddox functions through loyalty and while it’s not something that’s earned easily , it’s for a lifetime once you do . .
-------------- 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 .
pending . .
