#sania.diary

[lanzhans]

last songs: full moon by brandy, leak it by flo, jet lag by nct 127

favourite colour: blue green and maroon <3 i will not pick one <3 i also like orange

currently reading: silas marner by george eliot & the god of small things by arundhati roy (& 5 random fics on ao3 but we don't talk abt that)

current obsession: hmmm lowkey nct but that's deeply embarrassing but their discography is soo fucking good i wanna finish watching haikyuu & i've been watching zhuyu/yyxh/love beyond the grave (chinese dramas)

currently working on: my econ hw due tn <3

last google (certain things redacted to not doxx me lol):

tagged by @unyearn ty my baby + not tagging anyone if u wanna do this b my guest

[fitzdex]

obsessed w fitzdex as paralleling lizziedarcy...fitz confessing, ripe w embarrassment & being so sincere but sounding like an ass anyway...dex who kind of had feelings but got annoyed & hurt by fitz...however. dex seeing the incredible kindness within fitz that he hides away from everyone. do u see the vision

[lanzhans]

sitting in my room crying over gelphie

[lanzhans]

tumblr has apparently wiped out my entire inbox

[lanzhans]

makorra is such a fascinating dynamic to me bc i think i land in the tiny population of people who think u can actually be friends with someone u loved romantically

[lanzhans]

so interesting to me that korra is one of the only avatars who is constantly scrutinized and picked apart in efforts to discredit her power...no other avatar generates this much discourse and we all know why

[lanzhans]

i fear i've become addicted to not sleeping

[lanzhans]

"she just wanted to let him know, that she loved him. she wanted to let him know that he was loved. by her. no conditions." ― evagelieneinthesky

“i found out i was in love with you, winter before last," she said. "i wasn't going to say anything about it because - well, you know. if you'd felt anything like that for me, you'd have known i did. but it wasn't both of us. so there was no good in it. but then, when you told us you're leaving … at first i thought, all the more reason to say nothing. but then i thought, that wouldn't be fair. to me, partly. love has a right to be spoken. and you have a right to know that somebody loves you. that somebody has loved you, could love you. we all need to know that. […]” ― ursula k. le guin