Is it just me?
Being mindless is fun but being dumb is scary. If I'm mindless I'm still pliable, easily controlled, submissive, etc which all play well with most of my kinks. But something that will make me uncomfy unless I A) know you really well B) am really comfortable / feel safe or C) am really tipsy is telling me to "dumb down".
Like do I enjoy IQ reduction play? Yes with my dom of many years who i trust. That's about it. We have enough stupid people wandering around in the world (especially in the U.S.) and furthermore it's already hard enough for me to remember solutions to math problems I learned in high-school (which is a scary enough thought when I'm not horny). I don't want to even risk actually becoming less intelligent as a result of practicing and pretending to be stupid. There is also a bunch of historical baggage for me and that which I will not get into.
However, sometimes it can in fact be fun. But being mindless on the other hand is something that we will do naturally. Our body forces us to periodically because we would probably explode otherwise. Obviously I kid but you get what I mean. I can be nice and mindless for my mistress and nothing risks getting lost. Nothing changes about me long term, I'm just making a conscious choice to focus on my mental health for a chosen period of time.
Does this make sense? Am I crazy? Are there any kinks that make you hot and bothered but logically terrify you?
