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when nat puff said

“i don’t remember a lot of the way that it felt before / but i know that it must be better cause / i cry so much more / but at least it feels more like healing than it did before”

i felt it.

[t-shirt - left at london]

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            ATTACK ON TITAN PLAYLIST: THE BEGGINING OF THE END

               “reckless behavior is looking at a man like he was a savior...”

                                                  > spotify playlist <

it’s been some weeks since i’ve done this playlist and i’m actually very proud of it. i’m strangely passionate about these type of things since i’m not talented with fanarts and stuff. every music really relates with the story and it’s almost in cronological order even considering the possible end. if i only had waited chapter 123 the panels would have fitted perfectly with the ones above hahahaha.

twitter: @saveerendotcom

social spirt & ao3: @stormyincloud9

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I made cookies for myself. I made some coffee and I took care of my skin. I used a nice lotion today and then I lit a candle for my father. We watched a movie together, me and the candle. I told my father through the candle that he has not been forgotten. I took care of myself today like I thought he would’ve liked. I smoked some and held a puppy, none of these two things were for him though, but they made us feel closer. The movies I watched reminded me of some ex but then I forgot them all over again. It made me see that love is real, again. I’ve waited for someone to message me tonight, but they never did. I admitted to myself I might like them just a teensy bit, probably just what I’ve idealized of our story that will never come to be. It’s cool, being able to like someone only a teensy bit, not enough to mope about it; not enough to die about it. Refreshing. I’ve watched a beautiful downpour while I was writing this. It was an uneventful nice day.

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i’m thinking of live streaming a “study/work with me” on twitch, but i have no idea if people would show up...? but i kind of really wanna do it? idk. thinking thoughts.

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Não sei o que fazer no seu aniversário 

Tá perto e eu não sei quais palavras dizer 

Talvez eu grave um parabéns pra você 

Talvez eu ensaie bastante e esconda a saudade da minha voz 

To até escrevendo isso em português pra você não entender 

Não ter a certeza que a falta sua é meu algoz

Se bem que você sabe 

Faz alguns dias que não resisti e mandei mensagem

Meu peito apertado no binder ainda te cabe 

Espero que você esteja bem, deve estar 

Sei que você não me quer assim, mas vai ficar tudo bem

Quando o Sol estiver em virgem, não vou te ligar. 

- c, sasukeyeol

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