i’m kinda bummed i couldn’t find a picture with both of our muses on but ... i also don’t think it’s that important because i think this one , two statues clinging onto each other for dear life , is a pretty well representation of just how important you are to me . you are the literal definition of a life saver , of a friend who got your back when your whole world turns on you . and that’s what it felt like for me last summer . you know our story so there’s no reason to retell it here , but i cannot state enough just how much your act of kindness and the fact alone that you reached out to me — even after how horrible i treated you — means to me .
you picked me up when literally a whole fandom turned their pack on me and left me in the gutter . you helped me put the pieces back together and re-find my love for writing and rp’ing here on tumblr . i was a literal mess , disassociating a lot when my focus was needed in real life ( and even my co-workers could feel that ) , but because of you i got back up on my feet and i moved on . i have grown and i have learned so much because you were there for me through all of it . not only did everything change for me for the better online , but also in real life , and everyone around me who worked with me last summer can testify to that .
you continue to inspire me with your being and with everything you do . there is no denying that i owe you everything and that i would not be here had it not been for you . life might suck sometimes , but i know now i can make it through everything because i have you , not only as an inspiring person in my life , but also because i can call you my friend .
CJ’S END OF THE YEAR APPRECIATION / feat. @anticheryl + more








