#satth

[evermorepeyton]

horrifying email to get at 2 am btw

[phowellatya]

[evermorepeyton]

now you all tell me if my phormula 1 fan fiction absolutely had to be a part of the history-changing, life-changing, once-in-a-lifetime-event phan hard launch video, because i still can't quite see that for myself

[evermorepeyton]

satth has just been updated if anyone cares !!!! peer pressure works i guess idk

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[evermorepeyton]

to whomever it might concern

if anyone.. at all.

chapter 49 of silver arrows to the heart is up 🏁🏁🩶🩶🏎️🏎️🏹🏹

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57721171/chapters/215915361#workskin

[evermorepeyton]

i am here to encourage you to read fan fiction, it was philosopher phil lester i believe who said “if you’re reading fanfic, that is increasing your attention span a lot more than a tiktok.”

so go ahead and read silver arrows to the heart because i wrote it and i would love you forever if you did<3 it’s basically just a formula 1 au

some people say it’s good idk i try pretty hard

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[evermorepeyton]

How do you feel about the fact that Dan and Phil clearly have read and liked your fanfic because personally I am very proud of you!!!

idk that i believe they have read it. phil said "there's some good shit out there, makes for a good read" before he mentioned satth and dan said "that's a long one" however, they could just be going off of what people have commented about it.

i don't ever want to assume that they have read a 150k work about themselves akjsjh that seems a bit much to be fair.

also i have since writing it come across a tweet calling satth a bit too angsty. and that made me go "omg, is it too angsty?" and i came to the conclusion that yeah, that's actually a reasonable thing to say about it.

it's a bit dark and somewhat deals with heavy topics too. idk that i want them reading all that (even the romantic stuff, i think about them reading any of that and cringe so hard). it's for sure what i needed at the time, i often joked that i wrote satth so that i wouldn't kill myself, back then. and i'm very glad i was able to put some of the darkness i felt somewhere else so that i wouldn't just carry it inside myself at all times.

i am however proud of the jokes, i think some of them were very dan-and-phil-like, i think the light and fun parts of it are really cool, maybe i should have done more of that, idk. i think some bits were ENTERTAINING which i always aimed for. what's done is done. but to answer your question, i don't believe for a second that they've read it, specially if they think it's "a long one" (a real commitment, that one), but if i entertained the thought that they have, for fun's sake, jesus... god save us all.

also THANK YOU for the lovely message and being proud of me<3

[evermorepeyton]

The Drama (it’s your favorite dnp formula 1 au fic <3)

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