#saucy.thought

[sauceracha]

I have the sudden need to hug Chan

[sauceracha]

Do you ever want to do a thousand things but you just...

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don’t?

[sauceracha]

2020 confirmed something I always knew:

I need physical affection. Like, literally live for it.

Yesterday night I literally cried over not being able to hug my best friend. Like, literal tears over needing some human contact in the most naive soft sweet kind of way. Holding hands. Leaning on someone’s shoulder. Touching fingers. Setting my feet over someone’s lap. Running my fingers through someone’s hair. I even miss giving my friends back massages 😭. I just need any kind of physical demonstration of affection.

I’m dying without it.

[sauceracha]

Yo pensé que después de God’s Menu ninguna canción me iba a gustar tanto así. Back Door vino y rompió todas mis expectativas de la música 🤯

[sauceracha]

Why the hell am I sad now? Like hormones freaking chill for once 😭

[sauceracha]

I kinda want Chan to hug me and tell me I’m good enough.

[sauceracha]

I’m so soft and fragile lately that I tear up over the smallest amount of love or appreciation I receive. I’m weak

[sauceracha]

I just want someone to be my friend but also wants to get nasty with me every once in a while 😅

-justasaying